QUASTARI // indie private multifandom multimuse
featuring BARRETT TORBON ; a fandomless bear-shifter original character
this bar was just about the same as any other arthur has ever been to. patched up holes in the walls, flickering lights, mucked up floor from years of dirty boots & tobacco & dried blood. a offensively STALE smell hung in the air that would've had arthur wrinkling his nose in disgust if he weren't already used to bad smells.
perhaps due to hope baxter. he does not know if she brought along a bottle of that FANCY perfume the girls at camp are always raving about. or maybe that's just how she smells - like the treats arthur used to steal from a bakery stand when he was a boy. when he turns his head towards hope, he almost feels sixteen again. stuffing his face with a warm biscuit while dutch laughs & pats his shoulder in approval.
❝ what i'd do ? what, like be a FANCY banker or lawyer ? ❞ arthur answers with a laugh, bringing up his glass to down the rest of his whiskey. ❝ or- or a lawman ? somethin' like that ? ❞ there's another short laugh. it rumbles in his chest as he shakes his head.
arthur reclines back in his wooden chair, taking the chance to scan the room once again. he's been keeping his eyes on a particular guy in the corner - clad in dark clothes with a hat that goes over his eyes & arthur has been trying to decide if he was a THREAT or not. a drifter or a hunter. he caught a look at the man's hands when he bought a beer - large & rough & scarred. it was too easy to imagine him snatching hope right out from under him.
the brief moment of consideration passes before arthur's gaze returns to the woman beside him. he noticed how tightly her fingers grip her skirts. wonders why she seems all wound up when coming her was her idea.
❝ look, ❞ arthur continues, leaning just a little closer, ❝ fella like me don't get a lotta choices in life. my momma died real young. my father was an even WORSE man than me, if you can believe it. all things considered, i coulda made a whole lot worse choices. ❞
& then something dawns on him. a reason why miss hope was asking a question like this. she wasn't like bill - a fool who asks dumb questions for no reason.
he catches another whiff of her. it makes him lower his hat over his eyes & pull back. that helps him think a little clearer. ❝ ... what 'bout you ? ❞
hope completely understood his hesitance when she'd requested this small reprieve , she even assured him that she knows this is stupid . . . but she was losing her mind sitting in 𝑺𝑰𝑳𝑬𝑵𝑪𝑬 , crammed into that tiny room with him . unbeknownst to arthur , this was actually one of the less risky options for stimulation her wandering mind had concocted . the rest ? well , they weren't exactly decent thoughts - & would only serve to complicate things further .
the way he's caged her into this corner of the establishment all by their lonesome is causing something new & warm to stir within her, certainly not helping her with fighting these devilish thoughts. all her life she's been warned of this exact feeling, to never let a man overrule her devotion to the lord above - to take advantage of her 𝒊𝒏𝒏𝒐𝒄𝒆𝒏𝒄𝒆 . she'd always secretly scoffed at the notion , that her faith could be so shakable .
for the first time , she's beginning to understand the 𝑾𝑬𝑰𝑮𝑯𝑻 of their cautionary sermons .
but arthur ... he isn't at all like the men she's been taught to be wary of . well , maybe he is , sometimes - but that's not all there is to him . the outlaw has never once made her feel uncomfortable or pressure her in any way . he's always kept a respectable distance , even if she quietly 𝒘𝒊𝒔𝒉𝒆𝒔 he wouldn't . all he's ever done is protect her , scaring off any wasted degenerate that so much as looked at her in a way he didn't like . she's been protected like a precious jewel all of her life , but not like this . sure, he's being well paid for the service , very well paid - but hope is sure there's something else contributing to his steadfast safeguarding of her . . .
or maybe she's just 𝑰𝑴𝑨𝑮𝑰𝑵𝑰𝑵𝑮 things she'd like to be true . it's hard to say with how little he gives away behind that ruggedly handsome countenance.
her gaze drifts past his broad shoulder, watching the bar's other inhabitants with the 𝒘𝒐𝒏𝒅𝒆𝒓 of a girl long sheltered from the world . this is just about the first saloon she's ever been inside of & while it's exactly the sort of den of debauchery she's been told it would be , similarly to her traveling companion , there's more to it than that .
men are laughing , smacking each other on the back in camaraderie & singing 𝑩𝑶𝑰𝑺𝑻𝑬𝑹𝑶𝑼𝑺𝑳𝒀 along to a slightly out of tempo piano accompaniment . there are couples scattered about too , speaking in hushed tones - smiling , blushing , & exchanging tentative touches . in fact , the two of them probably read to the rest of the room as exactly that : a man & a woman , just getting to know each other - still in that shy tentative talking stage .
there's a 𝒔𝒑𝒂𝒓𝒌 there , each of them too burdened by their respective albatrosses , suffocating them of the oxygen it would take to set it ablaze .
❝ i dunno . . . ❞ teeth sink into her bottom lip , sky blue gaze flickering back to meet his once more . ❝ different like , having 𝑪𝑯𝑶𝑰𝑪𝑬𝑺 i guess . getting to decide who you want to be , not just what people want from you . . . like that . ❞ she sets down her empty glass , running a dainty finger idly around the rim . ❝ any idea what you'd do ? ❞
❝ i always fail. i always fail, dude. ❞
❝ another one, bartender. ❞
❝ i will cause desolation on a fundamental level. ❞
❝ i’m an adult. a working adult. ❞
❝ respectfully, you got boofed. ❞
❝ *throws stick* you seem to be in a sticky situation. ❞
❝ *throws bone* i have a bone to pick with you. ❞
❝ i have the power, that’s all i’m gonna say. ❞
❝ is that a crying laughing emoji? ❞
❝ i am attempting to enjoy myself, and apparently, that is the antithesis of all your values. ❞
❝ my laptop is broken. it does not work. there is, uh, burn marks all over it. ❞
❝ i love you, too….WAIT WAIT WAIT, i didn’t want to make that commitment. uh, i like you a lot, as a friend. ❞
❝ there’s two things you can do here: watch baseball or watch the corn. ❞
❝ ms. frizzle has hot lesbian sex. ❞
❝ i’ve just written a song about tortillas. ❞
❝ i’m just gonna say it once: i think you’re full of shit. ❞
❝ why do you expect me to be able to do all these things? ❞
❝ you can’t just keep saying “you know me” and expect me to know you better. ❞
❝ can you calm down? you’re creating a ruckus. ❞
❝ you like dick and balls? ❞
❝ are you planning on burning down another treehouse? ‘cause i wanna be there when it happens. ❞
❝ you think this is a fucking joke? you think this is a game? ❞
❝ dude, fuck old people, man. ❞
❝ i’m gonna come clean with you: there’s a price on your head. ❞
❝ never have i ever turned down the opportunity to suck the shit out of a dick. ❞
❝ are you gay? ARE YOU GAY? ❞
❝ silence the weak, that’s what i say. ❞
❝ what kind of follower of jesus christ are you? ❞
❝ that’s communism! you’re a tyrant! ❞
❝ today has been SO upsetting. ❞
❝ you’re a paranoid little baby. ❞
❝ who is obama? i am obama. ❞
obediently - but not without an exaggerated groan - stan makes way toward the egg aisle. with mabel perched on the very front of the cart like a captain on the stern of her own ship , they caught a few glances from other shoppers. stan knew they were looking at mabel - aweing over an ADORABLE little girl much too excited about grocery shopping. round eyes turn to amused smiles when their gazes moved to stan himself , pushing the cart with hunched shoulders and knit brows.
ah, let one of 'em take mabel home if they want. saves stan from having to eat her mabelcakes . . .
especially when he caught a look at the egg prices. this kid was gonna bankrupt him.
" can't we just get that egg substitute shi- erm, crap ? " stan asked, steering the cart in its direction. " don't want the BURDEN of eating some little baby chicken on your conscience, do ya ? "
𝚌𝚑𝚊𝚘𝚝𝚒𝚌 𝚞𝚗𝚑𝚒𝚗𝚐𝚎𝚍 𝚕𝚒𝚗𝚎𝚜 ( accepting ! )
@quastari said : ❝ the chocolate milk is strikingly overpriced & at the same time very easy to steal ; another of god's little tests .❞ - stanley pines
❝ & i'm pretending i didn't hear that ! ❞ mabel singsongs , depositing a gallon of the aforementioned beverage into their shopping cart with a loud thump . ❝ next on the list is . . . ❞ she squints at the slightly crumbled piece of notebook paper in her hand , where in between various holographic & glittery stickers there are some grocery items listed in glitter gel pen ink . ❝ woof , speaking of overpriced - eggs . ❞ returning to her perch at the front of the cart , she points ahead , waiting expectantly for her grunkle to propel her onward . ❝ now MUSH ! ❞
with his mouth in a tight line, arthur's head turns away to look straight ahead. hers is not an unfamiliar sentiment - one that's been mostly BEATEN out of arthur some time ago, but still there somewhere. still huddled inside the shell of a killer & a thief.
❝ ain't no shame in lookin' for the GOOD in the world. ❞
his words are low, as if arthur were sharing a secret. the next moment, he's waving his hand up & shouting for the attention of the barkeep. ❝ lemme buy you somethin', ❞ he says, giving maeve a sideways glance. ❝ seems like you need something to get your mind off things. what'll you have ? ❞
reputations are everything, maeve isn't blind to that. she hides behind whichever one suits her best - those who label her as just a gentle, sweet woman. those who notice cleverness, that underestimate it all the same. everyone seems to be painted by so many artists... it's almost hard to keep track of which whispers come from where.
like seeing in the dark, it's often a matter of gut && experience.
her time with bobby was far from kind, far from gentle. but that doesn't mean she wants to let herself become used to the bad over the good.
"I just worry once I let myself always expect the bad, I'm setting myself up for that being how I see the world forever." and at that point, it becomes only surviving, not living. maeve can't help the part of her that is sure it's risk the danger to herself to simply... try to keep seeing at least some good. "I learn my lessons, I just don't want to forget there's a world outside of those bad moments. which probably sounds silly."
❝ it was a bear, alright. hungry one at that, ❞ is barrett's rumbled reply. with the shelving now upright, he could make out faint scours of claw marks etching the metal. tufts of fur sticking out of crooks in the corners. but aside from all the physical signs, the room simply REEKED of the creature.
an adult male. black bear, maybe. stinking lightly of garbage when it went scavenging for a meal. he was only here for ten minutes, if that. gone for a couple hours.
barrett's brow twitches when he inspects the cabinets. unlike daniil, a stab of SYMPATHY hit him in his gut. hunger was something barrett understood very well.
❝ why so much morphine, doc ? ❞ barrett casually rumbles out as he approaches the broken vials of the drug.
"The state of a bear isn't my foremost concern," Daniil shoots back, carefully sweeping away the glass shards from his shattered equipment. True to form, all he can think about is the money wasted—some of the broken instruments had come directly from the last days of Thanatica.
Barrett's help is appreciated, but he's not the sort of person who would understand the terrible miasma of frustration and apathetic concession Daniil can't help but feel, looking at the minor carnage in his lab. It feels, in the moment, like he lives a doomed life—all progress will inevitably and invariably be halted by some outside force that wishes him and his research to meet its swift end.
An ill twist of fate; he'd call it that, if he believed in fate. As it stands, Daniil knows he's only unlucky.
"But if you are indeed right about the perpetrator being a bear, it almost definitely got into the morphine," a downward quirk of the lip as further antsy frustration pulls at him, "and the fentanyl, judging by the state of my cabinets. Even half of what I was storing would be lethal for a human, and it'll be about as costly to replace as an arm and a leg."
QUASTARI ; a mostly canon multimuse with a few ocs sprinkled in. private & low-activity.
FEATURING MUSES FROM ; star trek, rdr2, daredevil, gravity falls, & more!