Nov 27
Nov 27
8 o'clock at night. At his parents. I feel a little invisible and boring to everyone. I try to talk but always get cut off or ignored.
Am I really that disinteresting to everyone? Makes me sad. But guess I do this to myself and should be more interesting and outgoing. But that's not me, never has been and honestly won't ever be. So guess I just need to stop being upset by it. Get over it.
I just wonder if his mom ever wishes for a better daughter in law? Who she can go do things with including drink. I think his Dad likes me a little more.
Always feel everyone is always wishing for someone other than me. But that's an assumption.
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