Me

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Why don't people ever see how they treat me? Man it sucks.. Of course I try to always treat my friends and close others good. And try to put myself in their shoes to see how they might be feeling towards my actions. And I'll apologize, try to make up for any wrong doings I did. But it's never the same it seems. This happens with everyone and idk why.

GUYS I'm so happy one of our best friends is finally out of jail & we've been chilling with this last week. It's so nice to see him & have one of our real friends back in our life. 👽👽

And it's nice to be getting out of our house tbh, GOD shit has been so stressful there cause people get SO mad at us cause we don't "hangout" with them as much as they want us to. 🤨🤨😤😑😑🤬

People are so pathetic

Delicious, Nutritious Cancer Juice

Dec 13

I can honestly say that I'm not doing good. My head has been very stuffed with stress of "home". About 92% of my stress & anxiety really. I'm just very very very freaked out, this has brought back feelings of exactly what we went through last year around Thanksgiving. & scares the absolute shit out of me. I never ever want to be in that situation where next thing i know I'm homeless. Really the worst feeling EVER. So I've been fixating on it all and making myself more paranoid and terrified. I just want to feel better. Then the other 8% is filled with my thoughts & paranoia about everyone in my life truthfully disliking me & just being lied to about it. I can't get any of these out of my head they bother me so much it keeps me up at night.

I don't know me anymore, not even where I'll be in the next couple of weeks and i hate how unstable my home/social lives feel. Idk what to do.

Ill met by Moonlight

“You have the makings of a fine hunter. You may even be my champion.” 

I'm so ready

Yes. Great movie ! Would be dope for another one

Lol I need to find a new job asap. Things will never get better here.

Photo's taken from Red Dead Redemption 2 online by my boyfriend. Characters shown are him and his friends

Such a beautiful and magnificent game! Will continue to share photo's!