"oh Sorry, I Guess I Was Infodumping Again" - Sad, Shy, Apologetic

hey. don't cry. I went to Mad At You island and none of your friends were there :)

The longer I’m on this earth, the more convinced I am that my generation is f*cked.

Life is so weird and wonderful and scary and intimidating and ever changing and full of surprises. I feel like self awareness has made me a better person but also a lot more self critical. I constantly find things about myself that are terrible and I’ve convinced myself that I can’t trust anyone. But I can. It’ll be okay. I’m still learning and growing and what would be so terrible if people knew you were sad?? Why is that so hard to show?? If you want help just ask for it. Life is so much easier when you realize that other people are struggling too. We are all just humans on a planet trying to make it through. I spent so long not trusting and not being able to let down/burden others but what if I did? What if I trusted them?

“You are helpful, and you are loved, and you are forgiven, and you are not alone.”

— John Green (via bnmxfld)

I swear to God if you don’t stop talking bad about yourself ima throw something :)

my toxic trait is simply not doing things if i don't want to do them

hey. don’t cry. crush two cloves of garlic into a pot with a dollop of olive oil and stir until golden then add one can of crushed tomatoes a bit of balsamic vinegar half a tablespoon of brown sugar half a cup of grated parmesan cheese and stir for a few minutes adding a handful of fresh spinach until wilted and mix in pasta of your choice ok?

Not to sound like an angsty teen but does anyone else get the feeling that no one really gets them? Like even those closest to me have no idea how my brain works. And I am so tired. I feel I speak a language others dont.

Thoughts

Ya know what?? Screw societal norms. Life is short and society bombards us with constant reminders that we need to be something else. That we need to be a certain way, but the truth is we can be whatever we want. Needing approval is only the construct that we are unqualified to make our own decisions. Go be, I believe in you.