Ra--na - Ra--na

crazy that i’m only able to see life through my own eyes.. there’s over 7 billion other perspectives i’ll never be able to have.. over 7 billion stories i won’t ever be able to fully know. we all get such a small slice of the experience of life.. pass by strangers every day that we’ll never be aware of. what are they going through? what are they thinking about? i always wonder.. 

I hate you. I hate the way you made me feel, the memories we made together, the fact that you could make me laugh, but the thing that I hate most of all is that I still miss you. I was tired of being unwanted. You always chose having a girlfriend over your real friends. Face it you were never there for me when I needed you. You claim to have loved me but I always felt like a second choice. “Cut out the toxic people in your life.” It always sounded so easy until it became my reality. The thing about people who are bad for you is they make you feel so good while they’re ruining your life. I know I’m better off without you; it’s all I ever wanted. Yet it’s been months and sometimes I still think about you and what it would be like if you were still in my life. I’m happy. Are you?

2:18 a.m

Here I am; writing about you again. I thought that after a year I would either be with you or over you. But here I am at the same place I was last year, school is coming to an end for the year and I’m stuck thinking about how much time is going to pass before I see you again.

You have somehow become a constant in my life, and you don’t  even know it.  (via crashingwaves-burningsouls)

What fetishes are you into, if any?

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