A Real, Actual, I-am-not-fucking-lying-to-you-this-truly-happened Moment From The Christmas Special Rapsittie

@fireflakesss LOOK AT THIS LMFAO

@ghetsismybeloved made this stupid joke so i had to draw it 😭

i legit forgot i had tumblr

auf wiedersehen, opa, ich hoffe du hast eine gute reise

(Song is My Mom by Kimya Dawson)

thank you to albanenechi for the reference i used for this!!

silly au thing (its NOT silly)

How y’all THINK fanfic authors react when you send multiple comments on different fics: Ugh, another comment from them? Wow, I don’t appreciate how they enjoy what I write. :(

How fanfic authors actually react: OH MY GOD ANOTHER COMMENT? They must be on a marathon! I hope they read my recent whump fic and tell me what they think. Their kindness will be what drives me to finish my current WIP!!!! I WON’T FAIL YOU, NEW READER.

one of the funniest things about the au I'm writing is the tanjiro effect is the exact opposite. people just really hate this guy for no reason

another one made with an albanenechi base, it'd be more accurate to call these practice drawings

i decided not to shade this one because i liked the flat colors and this was more just for fun than anything

noo chuuya don't listen to him! he's going to verbally abuse and manipulate you!

more rambles below the cut

low quality closeups of the two losers

so pretty much this is for the same au as that sigchuu art i just posted :) its very dark and full of abuse actually.

fyodor's new hobby is kidnapping random kids from the slums and forcing them to be russian /hj

i might make a reference sheet for little chuuya in this au and explain all the clothes choices? or at least just a doodle idk

i also was listening to the adhd cut of EATEOT while drawing this, if that explains what mood i was in

Bang!

oh absolutely please tag me in anything you make I will be. overjoyed

also bet 👀

Chapter 1 is out!

Chapter 1 of the bad ending N au is finally out! This chapter is carrying the most of the graphic violence in this fic, so...

yapping under the cut, but there will be spoilers so read after the chapter :) also @neo91502 idk which blog u wanted to tag so i hope ur main is ok? ;;

This chapter is the first one, so of course things are just getting started here. The reason I moved the end of B2/W2 to the end of B/W is partly because I wanted Hilbert to be there, but mostly because N's loyalty would still lie somewhat with Ghetsis in this situation.

Ghetsis's death is violent for a reason. N is very sheltered-- he's only shown what Ghetsis wants him to see. N sees Pokemon as victims, so it drastically effects his worldview to see one lash out so violently and maim a human being to death. He knows that Kyurem was lashing out at the abuse it faced at Ghetsis's hands, but N also genuinely was traumatized by a Pokemon. As far as he knows, it's been humans traumatizing the Pokemon. The funeral may be cliche but it is symbolic. Pokemon Black and White is about how things aren't...black and white. But at a funeral, everything is black. Everyone wears black. It's very clearly alluding to the undeniable truth that nothing good awaits Team Plasma beyond this point...especially not for N. Speaking of Team Plasma, the fact that the symbol is engraved on the lid of the casket is foreshadowing that Plasma dies alongside Ghetsis. (N is not suited for a position of power). N's speech at the funeral shows that he really has no idea how he feels about Ghetsis, but he knows for certain things can never be the same and that he will forever be changed by a past he cannot unsee. He also....really doesn't know what to do at a funeral. This chapter also leads up to a growing separation between N and his sisters, ouch. On a lighter note...at least he can maybe befriend Colress? There's a lot of clashing views there, though...

I know some fic writers get stressed about writing tropes they think are too popular or overdone, and I need you all to know that I just spent 4 hours reading every iteration of the same exact fic plot I could find, and they all brought me an indescribable amount of joy. Listen. Listen. Sometimes you want cakes of many flavours and sometimes you want Nine Carrot Cakes