this is probably the NICEST THING IVE IEVER READ IM GONNA CRY TYSM!!!!!! I definitely plan on writing more i have chapter 2 planned already....hehehe....I'm so HAPPY THANK YOU SO MUCH WAAUDYDGBDBTBT 🥺🥺🥺🥺💕💕💕💕💕😭😭😭😭😭😭
also I've listen to 2 of jhariah's songs, I plan on trying more :) I'm pretty careful with listening to new music , I tend to take it a little slow haha
if you do end up making comics or animatics just know I will be sobbing for hours /vpos
Chapter 1 of the bad ending N au is finally out! This chapter is carrying the most of the graphic violence in this fic, so...
yapping under the cut, but there will be spoilers so read after the chapter :) also @neo91502 idk which blog u wanted to tag so i hope ur main is ok? ;;
This chapter is the first one, so of course things are just getting started here. The reason I moved the end of B2/W2 to the end of B/W is partly because I wanted Hilbert to be there, but mostly because N's loyalty would still lie somewhat with Ghetsis in this situation.
Ghetsis's death is violent for a reason. N is very sheltered-- he's only shown what Ghetsis wants him to see. N sees Pokemon as victims, so it drastically effects his worldview to see one lash out so violently and maim a human being to death. He knows that Kyurem was lashing out at the abuse it faced at Ghetsis's hands, but N also genuinely was traumatized by a Pokemon. As far as he knows, it's been humans traumatizing the Pokemon. The funeral may be cliche but it is symbolic. Pokemon Black and White is about how things aren't...black and white. But at a funeral, everything is black. Everyone wears black. It's very clearly alluding to the undeniable truth that nothing good awaits Team Plasma beyond this point...especially not for N. Speaking of Team Plasma, the fact that the symbol is engraved on the lid of the casket is foreshadowing that Plasma dies alongside Ghetsis. (N is not suited for a position of power). N's speech at the funeral shows that he really has no idea how he feels about Ghetsis, but he knows for certain things can never be the same and that he will forever be changed by a past he cannot unsee. He also....really doesn't know what to do at a funeral. This chapter also leads up to a growing separation between N and his sisters, ouch. On a lighter note...at least he can maybe befriend Colress? There's a lot of clashing views there, though...
people with siblings have you ever in your life called ur sibling bro or sis bc i have not and i just imagined myself doing it and gagged. it would feel so weird
more adopts! will be going up soon on insta twt & th!
meanwhile character: survives me (deranged): what if i wrote an au where they die
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oh..............thats comfort. thats comfort of my gore character.
chapter 31 vs chapter 109– Dazai getting injured on the right arm/side…this is so sick and twisted 😭
Cats painting studies by Paul Rabaud
*posts something new on AO3*
me,5 minutes later, in distress: where kudos
GUITARIST CHUUYA!!!!
He’s so pretty I can’t.
this is silly and petty but
while I'm thinking about it and I haven't seen anyone talk about it in a while, I can get this off my chest: this scene here
Dazai is not blushing. That is an illusion created by a combination of bruise marks and the way the bsd anime does lighting.
We can see the bruise lines on his chin and cheek in other scenes, before and after:
You can also note the orange glow in the top right corner that shows up in all 3 shots. I'm pretty sure it's an orange overlay layer, meaning the red bruises and his skin will be more saturated and more red.
I'm going to ruin watching the anime for you and reveal that they do this in nearly every scene with different colours, according to the light source:
(things you pay attention to when you end up editing a goose in screenshots)
Note that I'm not raining on your headcanon parade, just that claiming he's canonically blushing is inaccurate. Go wild in your own little world I have no say on that matter.
me when i got that deadly disease hyperfixation // read pinned!
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