”are you more female oriented or male oriented?” bitch im disoriented where the fuck am i
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Toby’s eyes blink open slowly as his head rolls against your leg. It was BEN’s laughter that had woken him up, and as he blinks a few more times he remembers where he is.
It was after dinner, and the three of you were perched in the living room. He had been leaning back against the table while BEN watched you play Animal Crossing on the big screen. You were covered up, feet resting on the table, which was how he assumed his head had come to rest against you. You haven’t noticed him looking at you, your eyes trained onto the TV. He hears you cast your fishing line into the water, and he hears BEN’s laughter again as a sour look crosses your face.
“Awwwww, another sea bass, huh? Maybe you’ll get an oarfish next time!” He laughs again and you simply narrow your eyes at the screen as Toby can hear your character running down the beach line.
He can hear the others, bickering in the dining room he thinks. Jeff and Tim are the loudest, having a debate about something, but the room is filled with bubbling laughter. The sun is streaming in through one of the windows, casting sun upon Toby’s face. Domestic bliss. That’s how he feels right now, as he nuzzles gently into your leg, and yet, your eyes don’t sway to him. It’s not often there are days this peaceful in the mansion, and it brings a deep sense of calm into him.
He closes his eyes again, wanting to prolong this moment for as long as he possibly can. He always feels the most at peace when he’s resting beside you like this, and as he listens to the others bicker in the other room, and you and BEN carrying about some small talk as you play, he feels extremely at peace. His eyes peek open again, and you have a much more relaxed look on your face, a gentle smile blooming across your lips. It makes him want to kiss you, but he makes no effort to move. He just continues resting, laying there, his eyes blissfully trained on your face.
You go to cast your line again, and you focus intently on the screen as BEN cheers out ‘sea bass, sea bass’ over and over again. The gasp leaving BEN and the extremely delighted smile on your face tells him everything he needs to know before you’re bragging to BEN about how you knew you could do it. You’ve finally caught your oarfish. You’re laughing, smiling, taunting BEN right back, and again, the overwhelming feeling to kiss you comes over Toby, but his body makes no move to do so yet again. Not yet. Not right now. Not while he wants to live in this moment.
Admiring you is one of his favorite hobbies these days, watching as you exist naturally, as you interact with those around you. It puts him into a sense of serenity he never thought he could feel, and he just wants to rest, just a few more moments. A part of him fears that if he moves, breaks the moment and alerts you that he’s awake, that the domestic bliss he’s found himself in will go away, even if he knows that’s not the case. So, just to spoil himself, he rests. He closes his eyes as he listens to you speak, a delighted, content smile crossing his own lips as he rests. He’s finally at peace, finally happy. He’ll get a kiss from you in just a few minutes he promises himself, but for now, for now he just wants to bask in your presence, and in this moment of perfection.
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"But the creator doesn't want us to use Toby!!!" Bold of you to assume I have any respect for k*stoway at all