Agatha And Rio’s Back And Forth When Billy Is In The Greenhouse Is So Funny

Hello, I’ve been enjoying MCC recently, but I think I could be enjoying it more. As such I present my suggestions to tumblr for consideration.

their outfits THEIR OUTFITS ALL OF THEM IN THEIR FUCKING OUTFITS. billy WHY IS NO ONE TALKING ABOUT BILLY MIRRORING HIS MOTHER WHEN HE PUT HIS HOOD UP AND WALKED AWAY FROM WESTVIEW

agathario kiss agathario kiss IM AFDOIHJNDBKFJSLDF AND THE 'my love' and the 'you love me' ILL CRY THE KISS OF DEATH ILL CRY WHAT WAS THAT MASTERPIECE. ACTUAL MASTERPIECE.

So, the Master is clearly struggling with dissociation in S12, right? Because I never saw this talked about directly, but it’s been on my mind since Spyfall.

The Master is obviously traumatised by the events preceding the season and trauma is what dissociation stems from, so I guess that’s what made me look out for it. And then it just seemed so blatantly obvious to me:

The constant insisting on how sure he is about what he is doing; how right it feels - while looking utterly lost. (Nothing he does makes him feel anything, because he is completely detached from his own emotions.) The unfocused eyes during important moments. (Spaced out, can’t focus, no matter how much he wants to/ knows he should.) The mood swings. I know, every Master had those to an extent, but while in his previous incarnations it seemed almost voluntary, in this one he seems completely overpowered by it. (Inability to handle emotions.) The way he frantically claps his hands on the plane, a typical grounding technique, the same way I nervously tap my nails on my phone all the time (driving all my friends nuts).

And then the way he needs the Doctor, this time. (Even more desperately than Missy, in my view.) From making her say his name (from personal experience: your best friend saying your name; very grounding, 10/10 would recommend) to forcing her to take his hand, just to feel it in his; a prove that he still exists. The constant mentions of their past, trying to get her to talk about who he was, to find comfort in her reassurance. And the way he reacts when she says his name; he almost breaks down. He doesn’t remember who he is, but she knows and he needs her to tell him; show him, so he can feel real again.

And then the apathy toward the end; he doesn’t care if he dies, because why would it matter, when he doesn’t feel alive anyway?

“You want a straight answer, ask a straight lady”

“Teenager!” “Damn, using his full name.”

“I’m the queerent” “haha. 😐”

“What can i say, i like bad boys”

AND its devastating? Time in a Bottle?? Quicksilver’s song??? Ive been murdered from how good this episode was

how january has felt so far

“why do you still use tumblr?”

listen— i have to keep track of my hyper fixations somehow

if i was mercymorn i would’ve been writing hatemail regina george style. imagine her going to her room every night and opening her secret journal to write “john gaius is the nastiest skank bitch i have EVER met. do NOT trust him. he is a fugly slut.”

pills are like bugs to me.