Senpai Doesn't Want To Notice Me; Senpai Wants Me To Notice Them. ✨

Atlantic City, New Jersey ✨

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Maybe its the way he calls my name, or the way his mouth curves into a smile. Perhaps it was the way he looks when he talks about something he's passionate about. But one thing for sure is that I fall for him everyday over and over again.

I didn't want to let you go. My heart is still tied to you, refusing to let you walk out the door. Even if I didn't see you in person, you were more real to me without being there physically. We would talk about seeing each other. How we would react to that first hug. You said would probably cry, and I said that maybe I would have fainted. You were all I wanted and more. Even if no one was there, you were on my phone keeping me company. I wasn't perfect, you weren't perfect either and I don't think we ever will be. I'll never forget that night you called me. You called me in the middle of the night. Your voice felt desperate. You told me that you had a nightmare. You didn't want to tell me what it was..but you said that you loved me so much. I wanted to cry because every "I love you" felt like a hug to my soul. And now you're gone..leaving this hole in my heart. Who will say good morning to me? Who will wake you up with a message? Who am I going to dream with? You left my life three years ago..and then appeared again. I thought it meant something..something special. I still want to believe it is.

I still care about you a lot and I’d be lying if I said that I don’t miss you, but I just don’t know if you’re what I want anymore. Maybe you still are, but maybe I’m just a sucker that can’t figure out how to let things go.

notedfeelings (via wondrousworld)

Does anyone know when this was?

Thought: Holy shit, Guy’s talking?!

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