carrd is linked but also under heavy construction and tbd
# ๐ฅ๐๐ฉ๐๐ก๐ช๐ฅ๐๐ง โ a private, independent multi-muse writing blog for a myriad of characters + canons; including but not limited to: baldur's gate, asoiaf, star wars, castlevania & more. rules linked here. UNDER HEAVY CONSTRUCTION.
โ๏ฝกโงหส๐ษหโง๏ฝกโ ๐บ๐ถ๐๐ฐ๐ฒ๐น๐น๐ฎ๐ป๐ฒ๐ผ๐๐ ๐ฑ๐ถ๐ฎ๐น๐ผ๐ด๐๐ฒ ๐๐๐ฎ๐ฟ๐๐ฒ๐ฟ๐
โ i wouldnโt find the need to tell you โi told you soโ if you werenโt so allergic to admitting iโm rightโbut by all means, keep walking into walls just to prove a point. โ
โ there are better hills to die on, but iโve always had a flair for the dramatic, so this one? this one suits me just fine. โ
โ would you come with me? i know i could go alone, but everything feels a little less terrifying when youโre beside me. โ
โ thatโs not the worst thing iโve ever heard, but itโs definitely in the top tenโand iโve been to family dinners. โ
โ i would love to help you, truly, but iโm currently suffering from a terminal case of 'not my problem' and my doctor says thereโs no cure. โ
โ could you, for just one second, think about someone other than yourself? iโm not asking for a miracleโjust a moment of humanity. โ
โ iโm not going to stand here and argue with you about how badly you need rest. when you crash, donโt expect me to catch you. โ
โ would you be a dear and shut the hell up? thereโs only so much self-centered rambling a person can survive in one sitting. โ
โ i know i need help. i know. but asking for it feels like walking into battle without armorโgive me a second to find the words. โ
โ do you know where weโre going? or are we just letting the chaos guide us now? โ
โ iโm trusting you with this. thatโs not something i give away easily, so pleaseโdonโt make me regret it. โ
โ do you like it here? not the placeโthe moment. the quiet. me. โ
โ are you still happy? and i donโt mean surface-level smiles and small talk. i mean really, truly happy. with me. with this. โ
โ i didnโt lie to you. i just told the truth in a way that made it easier to swallow. if thatโs betrayal, then maybe you never wanted honestyโjust comfort. โ
โ do you even like spending time with me anymore? because lately, it feels like all we do is circle the same argument and call it conversation. โ
โ one of us is going to have to be honest eventually, and iโm starting to think itโs going to have to be meโagain. โ
โ i want to tell you something. something real. something raw. but i keep getting caught in the storm of my own hesitation. โ
โ if you were the religious type, i think iโd still find a way to make you worship me. or at least remember me in your prayers. โ
โ donโt tell me to stop being dramatic. itโs the only thing that makes this unbearable mess of a life remotely entertaining. โ
โ were you ever going to tell me, or were you just hoping iโd eventually give up trying to read your mind? โ
โ i never needed you to fix me. i just needed you to stay when i was falling apart. but even that was too much, wasnโt it? โ
โ sometimes i think you love the version of me that only exists in your head. the quiet one. the easy one. the one who doesnโt talk back. โ
โ iโm tired of being the bigger person. itโs lonely up here and the view isnโt even worth it. โ
โ you donโt get to disappear and then waltz back in like you didnโt shatter something on your way out. โ
โ if you wanted to hurt me, congratulations. you did it with terrifying precision. โ
โ itโs not that i donโt care anymoreโitโs just that caring has become exhausting. โ
โ i donโt know what we are anymore. i donโt know if we ever really knew. โ
โ you keep saying everythingโs fine like youโre trying to hypnotize me into believing it. โ
โ loving you felt like setting myself on fire and pretending it was candlelight. โ
โ i keep telling myself itโll get better, but iโm starting to wonder if thatโs just another bedtime story i made up to survive. โ
โ you canโt just say โiโm sorryโ and expect everything to go back to the way it was. apologies arenโt time machines. โ
โ you left. and somehow, iโm still the one who feels guilty. โ
โ i didnโt push you away. you just stopped reaching out. thereโs a difference. โ
โป ๐๐ฃ ๐๐๐๐ง๐๐๐ฉ๐๐ง ๐ฌ๐ง๐๐ฉ๐๐ฃ๐ โ angela ziegler.
โป ๐๐ฃ ๐๐๐๐ง๐๐๐ฉ๐๐ง ๐ฌ๐ง๐๐ฉ๐๐ฃ๐ โ elizabeth 'ashe' caledonia.
Elizabeth Lail as Guinevere Beck โ in You S01 E02 "The Last Nice Guy in New York"
๐ช๐ฒโ๐ฟ๐ฒ ๐ฟ๐ฎ๐๐ฐ๐ฎ๐น๐ ๐ฎ๐ป๐ฑ ๐๐ฐ๐ผ๐๐ป๐ฑ๐ฟ๐ฒ๐น๐, ๐๐ฒโ๐ฟ๐ฒ ๐๐ถ๐น๐น๐ฎ๐ถ๐ป๐ ๐ฎ๐ป๐ฑ ๐ธ๐ป๐ฎ๐๐ฒ๐. ๐๐ฟ๐ถ๐ป๐ธ ๐๐ฝ ๐บ๐ฒ โ๐ฒ๐ฎ๐ฟ๐๐ถ๐ฒ๐, ๐๐ผ ๐ต๐ผ. ๐ช๐ฒโ๐ฟ๐ฒ ๐ฑ๐ฒ๐๐ถ๐น๐ ๐ฎ๐ป๐ฑ ๐ฏ๐น๐ฎ๐ฐ๐ธ ๐๐ต๐ฒ๐ฒ๐ฝ, ๐๐ฒโ๐ฟ๐ฒ ๐ฟ๐ฒ๐ฎ๐น๐น๐ ๐ฏ๐ฎ๐ฑ ๐ฒ๐ด๐ด๐. ๐๐ฟ๐ถ๐ป๐ธ ๐๐ฝ ๐บ๐ฒ โ๐ฒ๐ฎ๐ฟ๐๐ถ๐ฒ๐, ๐๐ผ ๐ต๐ผ.
colton hutchins; an original vampire character beloved by revan since 2025.
anon is on but ONLY so you can suggest muses for me to add <3
# ๐ฅ๐๐ฉ๐๐ก๐ช๐ฅ๐๐ง โ a private, independent multi-muse writing blog for a myriad of characters + canons; including but not limited to: baldur's gate, asoiaf, star wars, castlevania & more. rules linked here. UNDER HEAVY CONSTRUCTION.
yeah we all know iโm bout to add bix
MY EXPERIENCE IN THE ROLEPLAYING COMMUNITY * send me a symbol and i'll tell you...
โค๏ธ my first roleplay memory
๐ช my favorite roleplay memory
๐ต my worst roleplay memory
๐ what platform i started roleplaying on
โ๏ธ my first character i ever roleplayed
๐ my most embarrassing roleplay moment
๐ญ a blog i miss writing with
๐ how long i've been roleplaying for
๐พ what type of genre of roleplay i prefer to write
๐ท a character i want to write but never made a blog for
๐ฅ my hot take about the roleplaying community
โญ๏ธ my roleplay pet peeves
๐ธ the blog/s that most inspires me
๐ my favorite original character blog
๐ why i love (or hate) this hobby
๐ฆ the best thing that's happened to me in roleplay this year
๐ฆ my favorite ships
๐น the worst roleplay trend i ever saw
๐ the one thing i will never do in roleplay
๐ณ my opinions on DNI lists
โฑ my opinions on anon hate
๐ my opinions on softblocking
๐จ my opinions on callouts
๐ my favorite type of threads
๐ซ my favorite type of ships
๐ผ my favorite types of characters
๐ three blogs i couldn't live without
๐ the one thing i wish all of my followers knew about me
todays mantra is:
let them.
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