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โ i wouldnโt find the need to tell you โi told you soโ if you werenโt so allergic to admitting iโm rightโbut by all means, keep walking into walls just to prove a point. โ
โ there are better hills to die on, but iโve always had a flair for the dramatic, so this one? this one suits me just fine. โ
โ would you come with me? i know i could go alone, but everything feels a little less terrifying when youโre beside me. โ
โ thatโs not the worst thing iโve ever heard, but itโs definitely in the top tenโand iโve been to family dinners. โ
โ i would love to help you, truly, but iโm currently suffering from a terminal case of 'not my problem' and my doctor says thereโs no cure. โ
โ could you, for just one second, think about someone other than yourself? iโm not asking for a miracleโjust a moment of humanity. โ
โ iโm not going to stand here and argue with you about how badly you need rest. when you crash, donโt expect me to catch you. โ
โ would you be a dear and shut the hell up? thereโs only so much self-centered rambling a person can survive in one sitting. โ
โ i know i need help. i know. but asking for it feels like walking into battle without armorโgive me a second to find the words. โ
โ do you know where weโre going? or are we just letting the chaos guide us now? โ
โ iโm trusting you with this. thatโs not something i give away easily, so pleaseโdonโt make me regret it. โ
โ do you like it here? not the placeโthe moment. the quiet. me. โ
โ are you still happy? and i donโt mean surface-level smiles and small talk. i mean really, truly happy. with me. with this. โ
โ i didnโt lie to you. i just told the truth in a way that made it easier to swallow. if thatโs betrayal, then maybe you never wanted honestyโjust comfort. โ
โ do you even like spending time with me anymore? because lately, it feels like all we do is circle the same argument and call it conversation. โ
โ one of us is going to have to be honest eventually, and iโm starting to think itโs going to have to be meโagain. โ
โ i want to tell you something. something real. something raw. but i keep getting caught in the storm of my own hesitation. โ
โ if you were the religious type, i think iโd still find a way to make you worship me. or at least remember me in your prayers. โ
โ donโt tell me to stop being dramatic. itโs the only thing that makes this unbearable mess of a life remotely entertaining. โ
โ were you ever going to tell me, or were you just hoping iโd eventually give up trying to read your mind? โ
โ i never needed you to fix me. i just needed you to stay when i was falling apart. but even that was too much, wasnโt it? โ
โ sometimes i think you love the version of me that only exists in your head. the quiet one. the easy one. the one who doesnโt talk back. โ
โ iโm tired of being the bigger person. itโs lonely up here and the view isnโt even worth it. โ
โ you donโt get to disappear and then waltz back in like you didnโt shatter something on your way out. โ
โ if you wanted to hurt me, congratulations. you did it with terrifying precision. โ
โ itโs not that i donโt care anymoreโitโs just that caring has become exhausting. โ
โ i donโt know what we are anymore. i donโt know if we ever really knew. โ
โ you keep saying everythingโs fine like youโre trying to hypnotize me into believing it. โ
โ loving you felt like setting myself on fire and pretending it was candlelight. โ
โ i keep telling myself itโll get better, but iโm starting to wonder if thatโs just another bedtime story i made up to survive. โ
โ you canโt just say โiโm sorryโ and expect everything to go back to the way it was. apologies arenโt time machines. โ
โ you left. and somehow, iโm still the one who feels guilty. โ
โ i didnโt push you away. you just stopped reaching out. thereโs a difference. โ
good morning dash!
i'll be on discord most of the day so feel free to stop by and ask for my s/n and we can plot or yell or whatever!
" you're not planning on wearing that, are you? "
idk who needs to hear this
YOU CAN BLOCK CHEEZBOT WHEN MAKING NEW BLOGS
okay i got tags, i got a carrd kinda, i got a barebones muse list, i have memes to answer
damn we were productive today
yeah we all know iโm bout to add bix
@bycain: [ HOOK ] sender hooking a finger beneath receiver's jaw
mirena had shuttered herself close to him, the brisk nip of winter's chill determined to set in her bones. the season had changed early, and though they were not at all in any state of want, mirena still found that the cold had gotten to her and she'd felt ill-prepared.
"these cold nights have found me longing for the warmth of a summers day. i miss my flowers." eyes slide closed as she feels his arm move. her cheek was pressed into his chest before the careful press of a digit into her chin stirs mirena to look upward at him.
"what is it? why do you look at me like that?" the involuntary shudder that rolls through her isn't because of the cold, no, it was because of the ferocity behind his gaze. then again, it had always been that way with him. "are you alright?"
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most active muses: rosalie hale, lisa tepes, mirena tepes
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okay i'm gonna go get food and chill for a bit, i'll be lurking and on discord
anon is on but ONLY so you can suggest muses for me to add <3
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