Rienextdoor - Rie

haven’t posted in a while. a lot of things happened.

in december, i reunited with some of my friends when i was in 6th grade and i started talking to my first love / boyfriend again. we kept in touch for the past six years, and in february, he met my parents. twelve days later, i asked him to be my boyfriend.

i graduated from high school. i spend my last two years doing stuff online and not actually going to school to study and meet my teachers and classmates but still, it was a good two years. putangina mo, duterte. kasalanan mo kung bakit nagkakanda leche leche ang pilipinas mula 2020.

i also got disowned by my mother (now birth giver) when i said i wanted a different college program but as much as i wanted to pursue that i can’t bc idk how will i be able to support myself financially. i’m about to enroll to a uni here in our province and take psychology.

this is a random realization but i realized that when i got a boyfriend, i forgot what it’s like to be alone. i now have someone to share my sadness and happiness with, someone to celebrate my small victories. i now have someone to share love with and honestly, it’s one of the best feelings in the world. our relationship is not perfect, it will never be, but i’m glad it’s him i work things out with. i love him dearly.

Why limit yourself between choosing a pretty feminine aesthetic or a dark one? If Persephone can be the Goddess of Spring and the Queen of the Underworld at the same time so can you.

““I thought the idea of education was to learn to think for yourself.””

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Don’t fall in love with a good guy. Because when he leaves, you cannot hate him. You will think of all of the things he always did right; hating him will be so impossible, and loving him will still be so easy. Because he’ll want to be your friend. And you’ll want to be his, too. But catching up with him every 6 weeks will not be enough for your heart, and being his friend will be the most elaborate method of self-harm. Because he’ll still be the boy you fell in love with. When it’s all said and done, he won’t be anyone except exactly who you knew he was. And how do you fall out of love with the same exact characteristics that made you fall in love in the first place? So don’t date a good boy. Because when a bad boy leaves, at least you saw it coming. When a bad boy leaves, at least you can hate him. When a bad boy leaves, at least you can tell yourself that you were an idiot for falling for him in the first place. But with him— you did not see it coming. You can not hate him. You can not tell yourself you shouldn’t have fallen in love. Because he was a good boy, and good boys are good even when they leave you.

excerpt from an unfinished book #53 // “breaking up is hard to do” chapter: “let’s be friends” (via wherewritersblockcomestodie)

It’s official Jeff doesn’t have Botox and David is the sexiest man alive

there was life way before you happened and there will be life after you happen.

moving on. finally. (via sunsetico)

“And so I pray for you. Because, that’s all I can do now.”

— تغ

“I will love you with the dust of who I was, with the skin I am now, and with the bones that will one day decorate my tomb.”

— Christopher Poindexter

Reminder: You are more than just a mixture of skin and bones.