You ever just… yell about #fantasy high junior year??
ⓘ You can Bite your Friends.
Art.That's it.That's the tea.
Xen IMPROVISED the music for season 3?!?! Are you fucking for REAL?!?! There aren't any words or emojis that could describe how batshit fucking cool that is shut uuuuupppppp THEY'RE SO COOL STOPPPP
I have always been a good student. the kind of kid you hold up as an example because ‘look at how much studying they do’. A mini genius with certificates that mean nothing but you show them off anyway, a tiny piece of paper telling everyone I’m smart.
And I never had to try. It was always easy to be the best and be smart. It was easy to have friends and act like I knew everything.
And then it wasn’t.
Because then I didn’t know what I had been doing right.
Because then I didn’t know how I talked to my friends without lying to them. I was perfect right? Why wasn’t I perfect anymore?
It was a slow kind of crash. A gradual descent that I didn’t realise until I had already fallen down. Because if I’m not smart, then what am I?
I’ve always been smart, I’ve always loved reading and writing. I’ve always been good enough. But that’s all I’ve ever been.
‘The smart one’ and ‘the nerdy one’ and ‘the bookworm’.
What do I do if I’m not smart anymore? Who am I if I’m not smart anymore?
Because now there’s unread books that I should be reading and empty pages that should be filled and I don’t know how I did it.
“You’re such a bright student”, people tell me, my parents and my teachers and my friends and a thousand other voices that crash together like cymbals ringing in my ears “Why don’t you apply yourself more?”
And now I’m getting examples of people I should be like.
And I can’t help but ask : “Am I not good enough anymore?”
Because I’ve always been enough
Who am I now that I’m not?
Just a reminder that Lee Daehwi was the first center and won third on produce 101, and yet he still gets little to no screen time and scraps of line distribution
Pray, tell people about this et cetera do whatever you can do online and offline
If there are two types of character I love, it's a Wizard With a Sword and a Brennen Lee Mulligan Mom, which is why you'll never hear me speak a word against The Wizard Steel