So? I'm Already Pretty Bad With Those Things, Even If I'm Very Much Not As Bad As You. And Plus, I Have

So? I'm already pretty bad with those things, even if I'm very much not as bad as you. And plus, I have a lot of "bad influences" anyways, you're not any different of an influence from my friends honestly. I genuinely don't care that you do sh, or have an ed, I just want you man. You for you. I don't want you to change for me, I don't want you to change for anyone else either. I fell in love with you, not some person you want to be for others. And I don't want that to change. (Of course, if you do try to get better I'll help you and support you while you're getting better, but I never want you to change if you don't want to.) It's up to you if you want to get better or not, and as much as I may worry about you, I will NEVERRRR try to force you to get better

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