#bts Jjk Fanfic #bts Jjk Smut #bts Jjk Angst #bts Jeon Jungkook Fanfic #bts Jeon Jungkook Smut #bts Jeon

so i read them again, for the nth time. sue me!!! judge me!!! i don't care!!! My fave OC lines during the smut scenes... 🥵🥵🥵

Guarded - “No one gets to touch me, no one but you."

Guilty - “Start anywhere, start everywhere.  Just start.  Please.”

Greedy - “You have me, all of me.”

I am not explaining anything, those lines are spoiler enough. Go read the series!!! 💜💜💜😘😘😘

guarded AU: masterlist

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It says untequited love AU, so im preparing for the eventual heartache but its not to say that i am not hurting right now. 1st chapter and im already hurting with the intro to Seokjin character not to mention his little girl. The music companion is really good too and i created my own to set the mood while reading.

No spoiler, you need to read it on your own. Looking forward to the rest of the chapters. 💜💜💜😘😘😘

cinnamon bliss ● chapter i

➬ Subtitle | The long road home to you

➬ Pairings | Kim Seokjin x reader

➬ Genre | Single Father!Jin, Cafe Owner!reader, Unrequited Love!au, Angst, Future Smut

➬ Summary | Ever since the day he walked through the front door of your cafe hand in hand with his sweet daughter on one gloomy afternoon in the middle of winter, he had captured your heart without him even knowing it. All the time, you had chosen to stay in the sidelines, watching him mend his broken heart in silence while he teaches his own daughter that it was okay to be a kid despite the pain that they shared. You know you shouldn’t be so infatuated with him or to let this feeling go any deeper. Because nothing could prepare you when you are forced to watch him move on, completely unaware that he is about to be breaking your heart in pieces.

↳ Ratings | PG-13

↳ Warning | mention of character death, moments of grief

↳ Word count | 3,8k words

➥ Chapter List | Next Chapter ⇢

chapter i. chance encounter

Prologue

It was right in the middle of the coldest week of winter when he first stepped into your small cafe.

You had caught the sight of him walking past the front window before he finally made his way through the front door. He was dressed in all black, with his black coat falling low enough to reach his ankle, waving with the cold wind with each footsteps he took. In your eyes, he looked almost like an archangel, marching through the snow outside as if he was floating above the ground before opening the door as gracefully as one could.

His presence felt strong enough that you could have sworn that you felt the air in the room moving steadily like a ripple just as he walked into the room. The air and space around you seemed to shift when he stopped just by the door, looking as if he was taking up the space inside your shop just by standing there, even while he was looking terribly lost and unsure of himself for one second. Then took a moment to look around and began to look more determined and relieved that he might have found himself in the right place.

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And she's back!!! The queen of slow burn and pining. My God, what a journey!!! 51K, some would say it could have been made shorter but why would we deprive ourselves of all the details - descriptions of scenery, their back story, the stare off every now and then, their angst back & forth. She writes like she wants us to see every moment (that bruise on Jungkook's jaw), feel every feeling (every tensing of Jungkook's jaw), even smell the ocean & that cinnamon pretzel. I feel like i was a fly on the wall the whole time!

And Jungkook's very own journey was so realistic given that he was a teenager when it happen. Teenage years are so hard in the 1st place but to go thru a parents' break-up & watching ur dad breakdown (not to mention being a punching bag), would really take a toll on him. Did the way he treated OC all those years ago right? For sure no, but what do you expect from a teenager with so much burden and probably shame at what he is going through?

The breaking point at the parking lot is reminisce of WAAD scene and i love it! How thin is the line between love & hate (anger?)?

Again, the queen of slow burn & pining nailed it again with this one. Go check out her other works - We Are All Dreamers, Never Falling, Strip, The Stand-In and Blurred Lines. Each one are full of angst enough to grind my teeth but the smut all make up for it and of course the happy endings!!! 💜💜💜😘😘😘

Show Me Something (M)

↳ Title | Show Me Something

↳ Pairings | Jeon Jungkook x reader

↳ Genre | Road Trip!au, Friends to Enemies to Lovers!au, First Love!au, Smut, Voyeurism

↳ Prompt | Take a Road Trip

↳ Summary | He was your first kiss years ago, only to become your first heartbreak the next day. Your life would have been much easier if only you would forget about him and move on, instead of having to see him almost every day because your best friend had fallen in love with his best friend. When your pal had suggested having a road trip for the final days of summer break before going back to campus, you said yes for a reprieve. Too bad she forgot to tell you about the two extra passengers tagging along. One of which is the boy who still has a tight hold of your heart without either of you even knowing it.

↳ Ratings | +18 / M for Mature

↳ Warning | Heavy angst, slow burn, implied domestic abuse (briefly mentioned), mutual pining with a hint of sexual tension, public massage, public sex, lots of make up sex, car sex, undeniably non-hygienic act of penetration sex, breast play, nipple play (male receiver, in which Jungkook has sensitive nipples), extensive foreplay (clothed foreplay, clit play, fingering, cunnilingus/female receiver), cum play, creampie, dirty talk, thigh riding, hand job, piercing play, size kink (?), unprotected sex, multiple orgasms, overstimulation. Jungkook has tattoos. He also has dick and nipple piercings.  

↳ Word count | 51,7k words (I’m sorry T^T)

↳ Cross-post | AO3 | Inkitt

↳ Song Companion | Evrdo - Circle // The Ambientalist - Missing You // THEY. - Count Me In // Teflon Sega - No Turning Back // Tim Schaufert - Our Wreckage (feat. Yosie) // DPR Ian - Nerves

In your memories, he would always be the same ten-year-old boy you first met at the school gate many years ago.

Still standing at the same height as yours, there was no need for you to tilt your head up to look at him then. Even though he would still find his way to ruffle your hair to make it clear that he was going to be way taller than you would be in the future.

In your memories, he is still the same thin figured boy you grew up with. The boy who barely cared about his messy hair, letting some fall over his face while the others were jutting up to various directions on the top of his head from the amount of time he had been ruffling them with his hands out of nerves.

He would still be the same boy you would find standing still with his eyes rounded wide in astonishment whenever he was curious or interested in something. The sweet innocent boy who would be nibbling or licking his lips when he was thinking hard or when he was shy. The same boy who would come to your house, sometimes still wearing the uniform from his martial arts class and still sweaty after practice, only to pull you away from your room or any dark shadow you were wallowing yourself in to get you out and into the light. He would be tugging you along with him as he ran through the front yard, letting you follow him wherever he would go to help you forget about your troubles at home.

In your memories, he was the only person who could bring the light in your dark. The one who would listen to you when you had no one to run to. Whose warm eyes and innocent smile would always be able to make you believe that he could make a difference.

And for you, he did. Even if it was only for a limited time.

He had helped you create the little bubble where only you and him existed together. Where he made you feel safe and protected. Where you felt well taken care of under his warmth.

He was the one who gave you reasons to believe, to open your eyes before you finally became brave enough to open your heart for him. He was your best friend, and a lot more.

Holding his hand made you feel like everything was right in the world and nothing could ever come between you to tear you both apart. For the beginning of your teenage years, he had been a huge part of it. And you had thought that he would become a part of so much more.

Until he wasn’t.

And it took only one kiss to ruin it all.

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yes, its a slow burn but darn it! Its a very very very good burn... thank you!!! 1 of d best Namjoon's AU i have ever read... 💜💜💜

keeping things simple. | knj

+ pairing: namjoon x reader, future appearances from hoseok & dae + genre: fake marriage au, doctor namjoon, doctor reader, slow burn, romance, comedy, angst, eventual smut, Lots of Fluff ❝ desperate, but unable, to have a child, you turn to adoption. the only trouble is, single parents are wrongly disadvantaged in the search to become a parent. here’s where your friendly, unlucky-in-love co-worker, namjoon comes in❞

warnings: mention of death, medical procedures, childbirth, struggles with infertility and pregnancy

✰ if you wish to be added to the taglist for this series, please send me an ask!

as part of the map of the hearts drabble collection

also cross-posted over on ao3

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Sooooo... i held off as long as I coukd coz i know its going to hurt. I read the teaser so i have an idea how much it will hurt. To be fair to the reader, we all have these kind of thoughts even if you're not dating a renowned music producer. Its a given in any relationship, and i feel her with her struggles - the feeling of inadequacy, the sort of "power dynamics" (him being famous while her "normal"), the inner monologue of telling yourself that he loves you and that he's faithful.

My chest was so tight the whole time i was reading this, up until the interview with Yoongi. After that i released a very huge breath. This is such a beautiful story, the way Yoongi makes it up to her with words and deeds, trying to prove to her that she's loved and there is no one else.

It takes hard work to keep any relationship to work and this story is such a gem coz it gives you hope that there is happy ending. 💜💜💜😘😘😘

Little Do You Know [M]

➬ Title | Little Do You Know

➬ Pairings | Yoongi x reader

➬ Summary | With love, comes challenge. Especially when you are in love with the one man who is at the top of the world while keeping you on the other end.

➬ Genre | Artist/Music Producer!Yoongi, Established relationship!au, Angst, Fluff, Smut

↳ Ratings | +18 / M for Mature

↳ Warning | possessive Yoongi, a few events of jealousy, multiple smut scenes, implied public foreplay, clothed foreplay, dry humping, semi-public sex, exhibitionism, rough sex, breast play, biting, clit play, hair pulling, unprotected sex, multiple orgasms, self-masturbation (female), clothed sex, car sex.

↳ Word count | 22k words (I’m sorry for this T^T)

↳ Cross post | AO3 | Inkitt (coming soon!)

↳ Music companion | Little Do You Know - Alex & Sierra | Youth - Daughter

➬ Author’s Note | Written as a commission for @minyoongail​. | Thank you for giving me a chance to write for Yoongi again. Forgive me for the long wait. I hope you’ll enjoy this story.

THEN…

From the very first night you met Min Yoongi, you were instantly drawn to him.

To describe the moment perfectly, you could easily say that it had happened exactly the way wise people would describe this kind of attraction; that you were drawn to him like a moth to a flame.

It was an instant pull, the kind of attraction that you had never once felt for another person before. Not to the boys you have dated through college, not even for the hot specimen of a male sitting right next to your cubicle at the office you were attending through your internship.

To this day, you could only faintly recall the events which had led you into getting dragged along to the uncharted territory where Min Yoongi existed. It was Friday night, right on the weekly scheduled night out that you would spend with your friends, when the hours were getting late and the dive bar that you had frequently gone to each week felt too cramped and dull with all the men in suits who came in for a seemingly boring company party while acting like they owned the place.

“It would be fun,” you remembered one of them said as she suggested to try hopping into a different club instead of ending the night early.

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OMG! Thank you so much for this. I truly love the way you write emotions, there 's a flow in them that i can't describe. It makes my heart truly ache whether because its sadness, anticipation, or happiness. Just like Never Falling. I can feel each and every emotion. 💜💜💜

The Stand-In | #002.1 - Delicate Blooms

➬ Title | #002.1 - Delicate Blooms

➬ Summary | The secret is out, but how would he react to it? Keeping this secret for months has been hard enough for you to do. You had never thought that confessing to your baby’s daddy would be even harder.

↳ Pairings | Namjoon x reader

↳ Genre | Friends to Lovers!au, Failed Marriage!au, Post Divorce!au, Expecting Parents!au

↳ Ratings | PG-13

↳ Word count | 4k words

↳ Fic Index | The Stand-In

Author’s Note | Written as a commission for @saving_gracie who had requested for a specific scene that we passed on during the reveal of our OC’s pregnancy. This scene takes place after drabble #002 with a part of drabble #003, after the surprise homecoming Namjoon had set up to reunite with his little Peach.

The house has never felt so quiet.

It had never felt this way on those nights you had spent time here while Namjoon was away. Even if you had been here with no other companion but silence, at least it had felt more comforting than it is now.

The quiet between you feels deafening. All of a sudden, the house feels cold. He feels cold.

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you are the star! i hooe you are having a great week and keeping safe & healthy! 💜💜💜😘😘😘

Blood Moon Rising has been updated, omg! stg this series is so good, they are interconnected. you can't skip a line, coz you might miss an important part that links to the other stories. you know how you read and you get excited that sometimes you actually read a sentence or paragraph but you don't remember reading it? i have read The Half Lycan and Of Bears & Bonds numerous times and have found that i did missed some things!

there are more stories in this series and there's a long way to go, so im looking forward to this.

i have once asked Dia if she had any plan of makin a timeline, and she said yes!!! i can't wait for that!

💜💜💜😘😘😘

Shifters | Fic Index

PREFACE | A Collection of short stories that are created and built surrounding the universe within the Blood Moon Rising series. The collection will include side stories, prequels, and epilogues for the supported series.

Author’s note | Stories will not be published in chronological order.

➬ Blood Moon Rising

⇢ Character | Jimin x reader

⇢ Genre | Vampire!au, Vampire!Jimin, Werewolf!Reader, Smut, Angst

⇢ Summary | As beings from ancient times, the Vampire Clan has undergone numerous changes to thrive in the Modern Age after surviving the Ancient Blood War. As a part of the traveller family in his clan, Jimin has parted ways from the coven until the day his Lords warned him of the lurking danger from inside the clan. And all so suddenly, he was pulled out of his solitary, only to have given the responsibility he had never wished to have, along with the threats that come as a part of the deal.  

Born as youngest yet having lost so much, you have given your family your loyalty, your protection, and had been given their love and support that had become the only thing that keeps you going. But what happens when the only people you have put your trust in only repay you with betrayal?

⇢ Chapters | Prologue | 01 | 02 | 03 | 04 | 05 | 06 | 07 | 08 | 09 | 10 | 11 | 12 | 13 | 14 | 15 | 16 | 17 | 18 | 19 | 20 | 21 | 22 |

➬ The Half Lycan

⇢ Character | Taehyung x reader

⇢ Genre | Werewolf!au, Werewolf!Taehyung, Human!Reader, Smut, Angst

⇢ Summary | Once the Blood War ends, trust becomes rare between species. Caught between two different species for having been born from an unusual union of a Werewolf and an ancient creature that had been brought up as weapons during the War, Taehyung has been pushed away from one family only to be frowned upon within a pack that supposed to provide him home. What happens when his mate, who he had been hoping for to be his saviour, turns out to be an entirely different species? Someone who cannot even believe that Werewolves are real.

⇢ READ HERE

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➬ Drabbles & Shorts:

⇢ #1 Fever | Excerpt: When he is in heat

⇢ #2 Rapture | Excerpt: When he needs to reclaim his mate

➬ Of Bears and Bonds

⇢ Character | Seokjin x reader

⇢ Genre | Were-bear/Bear Shifter!Seokjin, Witch! Reader, Smut, Angst

⇢ Summary | Winter always comes with surprises. Sometimes it brings you the joy in the form of solitude, other times it comes with a snowstorm that buries your lodge in a thick snow mountain that has you trapped until Springtime. You had believed that you were prepared for anything come winter. The only thing you were not prepared of was to find a bear being sent to your doorsteps. Asleep.

⇢ READ HERE: 01 | 02 | 03 (end)

➬ The Agile Fox

⇢ Character | Jungkook x Yoongi

⇢ Genre | Shifters!au, Werewolf!au, Werewolf!Jungkook, Fox Shifter!Yoongi, Fluff, Angst

⇢ Summary | It is hard enough for Jungkook to continuously witness his peers finding their mates when he had been waiting for years to have his own. It is even harder when his eyes fall to someone who he may not even be allowed to pay attention to, much less to choose the person as a mate.

⇢ Fic Excerpt 

➬ Alpha’s Inferno

⇢ Character | Namjoon x reader

⇢ Genre | Vampires!au, Werewolf!au, Alpha!Namjoon, Vampire!Reader, Smut, Angst

⇢ Summary | Alphas are stronger with a mate. Losing his Destined was already hard enough, he has to go through another trial when he loses his Chosen, and has been leading his pack of misfits all on his own since. Until betrayals led to distrust, enemies become allies, and hate becomes love.

➬ Hunting Season

⇢ Character | Hoseok x reader

⇢ Genre | Werewolf!au, Werewolf!Hoseok, Hunter!reader, Smut, Angst

⇢ Summary | He is a protector. And for his duty, he had nearly given up the thought of searching a mate to protect his land and his people from the threats being thrown at them from every nook and every corner. But then his mate comes along, side by side with the threat that has arrived to take his life. The Moon Goddess must have had a terrible sense of humour.

➬ To Trap A Wolf

⇢ Character | Jungkook x Yoongi

⇢ Genre | Shifters!au, Werewolf!au, Werewolf!Jungkook, Fox Shifter!Yoongi, Fluff, Angst

⇢ Summary | It took him a long time, but Jungkook finally returns from his journey. The only thing he did not expect was to find Yoongi there waiting for him. And the fox is not alone.

➬ Fic Talk/Muse Talk

⇢ Lycan vs Werewolves ⇢ Taehyung’s form ⇢ Writing process I ⇢ Female leads as original characters ⇢ Fic Talk: Story timeline and connections ⇢ Fic talk: Characters and roles ⇢ Ref: Characters and Images

➬ Art

⇢ Rapture moodboard

➬ Patreon Specials

⇢ Fic teasers ⇢ Inspiration board & Characters: Shifters Series ⇢ The Dragon King: Blood Moon Rising side story - excerpt & moodboard

➬ Music Companion

Replay - Rendezvous At Two | Floating - RZLZ | Want U Back - Sorrow | Everything - MRKRYL | Wait - n u a g e s | Used To - Kodamilo | Fever - UNDERHER | Circle - EVRDO | Let Me Know - Svn The Singer | Beautiful Chaos - Ja¥en x District | To The Ends - Aaryan Shah |

➬ Cross-post

⇢ Book #1 - Blood Moon Rising: Inkitt | Wattpad  ⇢ Book #2 - The Half-Lycan: Inkitt | Wattpad ⇢ Book #3 - Of Bears And Bonds: Inkitt | Wattpad

All Rights Reserved © 2020-2021 Yoonia

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Shifters | Fic Index

PREFACE | A Collection of short stories that are created and built surrounding the universe within the Blood Moon Rising series. The collection will include side stories, prequels, and epilogues for the supported series.

Author’s note | Stories will not be published in chronological order.

➬ Blood Moon Rising

⇢ Character | Jimin x reader

⇢ Genre | Vampire!au, Vampire!Jimin, Werewolf!Reader, Smut, Angst

⇢ Summary | As beings from ancient times, the Vampire Clan has undergone numerous changes to thrive in the Modern Age after surviving the Ancient Blood War. As a part of the traveller family in his clan, Jimin has parted ways from the coven until the day his Lords warned him of the lurking danger from inside the clan. And all so suddenly, he was pulled out of his solitary, only to have given the responsibility he had never wished to have, along with the threats that come as a part of the deal.  

Born as youngest yet having lost so much, you have given your family your loyalty, your protection, and had been given their love and support that had become the only thing that keeps you going. But what happens when the only people you have put your trust in only repay you with betrayal?

⇢ Chapters | Prologue | 01 | 02 | 03 | 04 | 05 | 06 | 07 | 08 | 09 | 10 | 11 | 12 | 13 | 14 | 15 | 16 | 17 | 18 | 19 | 20 | 21 |

➬ The Half Lycan

⇢ Character | Taehyung x reader

⇢ Genre | Werewolf!au, Werewolf!Taehyung, Human!Reader, Smut, Angst

⇢ Summary | Once the Blood War ends, trust becomes rare between species. Caught between two different species for having been born from an unusual union of a Werewolf and an ancient creature that had been brought up as weapons during the War, Taehyung has been pushed away from one family only to be frowned upon within a pack that supposed to provide him home. What happens when his mate, who he had been hoping for to be his saviour, turns out to be an entirely different species? Someone who cannot even believe that Werewolves are real.

⇢ READ HERE

❈ ❈ ❈ ❈ ❈ ❈ ❈ ❈

➬ Drabbles & Shorts:

⇢ #1 Fever | Excerpt: When he is in heat

⇢ #2 Rapture | Excerpt: When he needs to reclaim his mate

➬ Of Bears and Bonds

⇢ Character | Seokjin x reader

⇢ Genre | Were-bear/Bear Shifter!Seokjin, Witch! Reader, Smut, Angst

⇢ Summary | Winter always comes with surprises. Sometimes it brings you the joy in the form of solitude, other times it comes with a snowstorm that buries your lodge in a thick snow mountain that has you trapped until Springtime. You had believed that you were prepared for anything come winter. The only thing you were not prepared of was to find a bear being sent to your doorsteps. Asleep.

⇢ READ HERE: 01 | 02 | 03 (end)

➬ The Agile Fox

⇢ Character | Jungkook x Yoongi

⇢ Genre | Shifters!au, Werewolf!au, Werewolf!Jungkook, Fox Shifter!Yoongi, Fluff, Angst

⇢ Summary | It is hard enough for Jungkook to continuously witness his peers finding their mates when he had been waiting for years to have his own. It is even harder when his eyes fall to someone who he may not even be allowed to pay attention to, much less to choose the person as a mate.

➬ Alpha’s Inferno

⇢ Character | Namjoon x reader

⇢ Genre | Vampires!au, Werewolf!au, Alpha!Namjoon, Vampire!Reader, Smut, Angst

⇢ Summary | Alphas are stronger with a mate. Losing his Destined was already hard enough, he has to go through another trial when he loses his Chosen, and has been leading his pack of misfits all on his own since. Until betrayals led to distrust, enemies become allies, and hate becomes love.

➬ Hunting Season

⇢ Character | Hoseok x reader

⇢ Genre | Werewolf!au, Werewolf!Hoseok, Hunter!reader, Smut, Angst

⇢ Summary | He is a protector. And for his duty, he had nearly given up the thought of searching a mate to protect his land and his people from the threats being thrown at them from every nook and every corner. But then his mate comes along, side by side with the threat that has arrived to take his life. The Moon Goddess must have had a terrible sense of humour.

➬ To Trap A Wolf

⇢ Character | Jungkook x Yoongi

⇢ Genre | Shifters!au, Werewolf!au, Werewolf!Jungkook, Fox Shifter!Yoongi, Fluff, Angst

⇢ Summary | It took him a long time, but Jungkook finally returns from his journey. The only thing he did not expect was to find Yoongi there waiting for him. And the fox is not alone.

➬ Fic Talk/Muse Talk

⇢ Lycan vs Werewolves ⇢ Taehyung’s form ⇢ Writing process I ⇢ Female leads as original characters

➬ Art

⇢ Rapture moodboard

➬ Music Companion

Replay - Rendezvous At Two | Floating - RZLZ | Want U Back - Sorrow | Everything - MRKRYL | Wait - n u a g e s | Used To - Kodamilo | Fever - UNDERHER | Circle - EVRDO | Let Me Know - Svn The Singer | Beautiful Chaos - Ja¥en x District | To The Ends - Aaryan Shah |

➬ Cross-post

⇢ Book #1 - Blood Moon Rising: Inkitt | Wattpad  ⇢ Book #2 - The Half-Lycan: Inkitt | Wattpad ⇢ Book #3 - Of Bears And Bonds: Inkitt | Wattpad

All Rights Reserved © 2020 Yoonia

its not surprising that it took a long time for Seokjin to come to these realizations. He lost his wife and he was grieving, he is not in a good space. Friends have good intentions most of the time, but i think going out on a date when he is not ready muddle his mind a bit, much less start a new relationship. On the other hand, our reader has 3 years to recover, yet she is not done yet. I dont think one can ever fully move on from any kind of loss. But, she is in a much better headspace and i admire her so much for not taking advantage of Seokjin's situation, you know. I thought she was too late in letting her feelings known but now i realize that she ubderstand what Seokjin is going through coz shes been there before and she knows that he is not ready.

Whenever i read a series of mini series i always get scared coz as much as i want a happy ending i know that an author can go the way of realism, and sometimes that means the main character not getting together. I think that this is one of those story i wont mind if they end up just friends. For me a happy ending for them both is not to hurt that much over their loss, recover from their loss and find their happy ending, with or without each other. Dies that make sense?

Thanks Dia, this story is so much more than i expected. The prompt is something really close to my heart. Though a different loss, its still a loss. Thanks for breathing life into the prompt.

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cinnamon bliss ● chapter vii

➬ Subtitle | The long road home to you

➬ Pairings | Kim Seokjin x reader

➬ Genre | Single Father!Jin, Cafe Owner!reader, Unrequited Love!au, Angst, Future Smut

➬ Summary | Ever since the day he walked through the front door of your cafe hand in hand with his sweet daughter on one gloomy afternoon in the middle of winter, he had captured your heart without him even knowing it. All the time, you had chosen to stay on the sidelines, watching him mend his broken heart in silence while he teaches his own daughter that it was okay to be a kid despite the pain that they shared. You know you shouldn’t be so infatuated with him or let this feeling go any deeper. Because nothing could prepare you when you are forced to watch him move on, completely unaware that he is about to be breaking your heart into pieces.

↳ Ratings | PG-13

↳ Word count | 3,7k words

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chapter vii. drowning-1

Have I gotten this all wrong?

Seokjin cannot shake the feeling that he may have gone over his head.

As a father, the only thing that Seokjin has ever wanted was to provide a good life for his daughter. All he ever wanted was to be able to do the best that he could to make sure that his little girl would continue to enjoy her childhood, especially for a child who had been much too young to understand grief the way adults could.

He has kept his chin up and stayed strong for the sake of keeping Soojin happy and teaching her how to be strong, hiding his own wounds while making sure that life will continue the way it should for her to grow up like any other children her age.

He has followed all the steps he had learned as a newly single father, took in everyone’s suggestions and did everything to the T. For everything that he has done, for every choice that he has made, he always made sure that Soojin would always come first.

The first decision that he has ever made for his own benefit was to start a relationship with a younger woman like Minnie.

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