The Most Eh Laz Ever

I’ve seen you taking requests and… Azazel maybe?

SORRY THIS TOOK SO LONG i made like ? seven sketches and was unhappy with them all. but i chose one. euu

considering 1) he's an autistic man who struggles with alienation and social cues, who 2) has an experience with maleness that is inherently tied to his childhood abuse as an ex mormon, which made him perceive himself as something inherently dangerous/predatory that needs to be put down (religious trauma that is ALSO the source of most of his other complexes, so being a man has only brought him misery) and 3) the bad nonbinary bitch he pulled by being autistic, it is my genuine belief that lee "clinical trial" smith is one curious question away from a complete gender crisis. that is not a man that is a beautiful it/its puppy in the making

ssamsgon

when i started sketching it, the video i mentioned randomly mentioned the biblical story of samson and i was so like :O

...I never earned my blessings, no matter how much people tell me otherwise. I hadn't done anything to have my life restored, and yet I stand, a dead boy walking. Every step I take aches, despite my vitality being restored. ...I see an enigma.

i ruined this guys life enough to make him fall back into the ge rot. youre welcome carmelo demonte fans :3c

one more time

STOP THE COUNT!

how i look seeing lazarus art(im so normal)

art of laz i did to experiment, i don't really know how i feel about it rn since i just finished it but i'll probably end up liking it

okay now back to your regularly scheduled program.

he's having a great time don't worry :D