Here Are Some Old Sketches... It's Hard To Post Here Consistently Lol

i like them a lot

...I never earned my blessings, no matter how much people tell me otherwise. I hadn't done anything to have my life restored, and yet I stand, a dead boy walking. Every step I take aches, despite my vitality being restored. ...I see an enigma.

if petey doesn't do this in the movie, i'll filp

considering 1) he's an autistic man who struggles with alienation and social cues, who 2) has an experience with maleness that is inherently tied to his childhood abuse as an ex mormon, which made him perceive himself as something inherently dangerous/predatory that needs to be put down (religious trauma that is ALSO the source of most of his other complexes, so being a man has only brought him misery) and 3) the bad nonbinary bitch he pulled by being autistic, it is my genuine belief that lee "clinical trial" smith is one curious question away from a complete gender crisis. that is not a man that is a beautiful it/its puppy in the making

please read this

Hello!!! I have written a very very long bfs fic. It would mean a lot if you read it :)

okay now back to your regularly scheduled program.

was in vc with a friend and in my sleep-deprived stupor i shat this out. enjoy laz fans.

our cool kid cody cosplays!!!!

cool kid cody - lampiam

juvie - @playfulnoise

pizza boy - me!! @melesmee

how i look seeing lazarus art(im so normal)

art of laz i did to experiment, i don't really know how i feel about it rn since i just finished it but i'll probably end up liking it

scene zazel goth laz hear me out chat

Scene azazel 💓💚💓💚💓