it has been snowing non stop these past days and it is so hard to stay inside when you could go outside and take a stroll through the knee deep snow
02.14.21 // This one moment when you know you’re not a sad story. You forget about wishing of dying earlier this morning. You are alive. You’re not just existing. And you open your dad’s car windows and see the city lights on the bridge; you feel the summer air on your face, your hair is blowing in the air and you think about everything that makes you remind of your friend. And you’re listening to her favourite song the one that stops time when she listens to it, and that drive even without the people who you love most in this world makes it better with the thought of the moment when you’ll feel infinite by recreating the tunnel scene with your loved ones. Have you ever felt infinite? Send me an ask about it ♡
20,000 words of notes and drafting later I have finally conquered my latest essay! I’ve titled it ‘The Transideological Politics of Irony: Disrupting Historiographical Metanarratives in Morrison, Rushdie and Hatoum’, but who knows what I have actually argued at this point :’–)
16.04.2021 | the longest journal entry I’ve written in a while.
I got a new Moleskine notebook as a freebie for my coffee order a few days ago and decided to use it as my daily journal. Surprisingly, my fountain pen ink doesn’t bleed through. They’re ghosting, of course, but the overall quality is quite nice. I don’t know the company has improved its papers or my ink just works very well on thin papers. Anyway, I missed writing long entries like this. I haven’t been so much consistent with journaling lately. But since it’s after Thai New Year (Songkran), starting fresh is something nice to do, isn’t it?
song of the day: eaJ x keshi - pillows
My sister, who I live with, thought she couldn't get the vaccine because she doesn't have insurance.
We're not really used to "free".... spread the word.
09•08•2019 - rainy day ft. linguistics and my neighbour’s shitty backyard 🌦
hurt my back from helping my grandma move to her nursing home. called in sick at work cause i can barely move BUT i’m still getting that exam theory in my brain beech