EIDD MUBARAKK YALL

04.03.2025

Ended up not going to school but the doctors today :(

So I have notes to complete and stuff to study for tmrw . I'm like seriously scared of the teachers for the first time in my life cuz they hella strict. As if the pressure of boards and entrance exams wasn't enough 🥲

Things I did today (I'll update as I do em) :

• Attend my live class

• completed my notes

• read a few pages of phy reader

• did math hw

I am ready to give my all this exam season. I refuse to let distractions, self-doubt, or temporary setbacks hold me back. Every single day, I will show up for myself with discipline, focus, and determination. Success is about effort, consistency, and resilience. I will push myself to study harder, to understand deeply, and to prepare thoroughly because I deserve to succeed. I will not allow laziness or fear to take control of my mind. I will take charge of my own future, and I will prove to myself that I am capable of achieving excellence.No matter how hard things get, I will not give up. I will keep going, keep learning, and keep improving. I will manage my time wisely, organize my notes, and revise with full concentration. I will believe in myself, even on the days when things feel overwhelming. My hard work will pay off because I am committed to this journey. Every effort I put in today is building the success I will celebrate tomorrow. I am getting stronger, smarter, and more prepared with each study session. I trust in my ability to overcome challenges and come out victorious.This exam season is mine to conquer. I will not settle for less than my best. I will work with passion, with energy, and with the mindset of a winner. I am fully capable of excelling, and I will prove that to myself. I am unstoppable, I am powerful, and I am ready to achieve greatness.

@bloomzone

26.03.2025 (wed)

Gooddd morningg my lovessss <33

Startin the day earlayy :P

• study lec 4 of srifp

• read the textbook + questions

• study lec 5 of chem

• lec 6

That's it for now. Might add stuff later :)

Have an amazing day u beautiful

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Let me give you, the internet, and mostly myself, some executive function advice.

Sometimes, when you find yourself somehow unable to do a thing you need or want to do, one issue might be that your brain has subconsciously tacked on extra tasks, and those tasks are making the whole thing too overwhelming!

Tl;dr: don't do that!

For example, I like to track the books I read and I've been meaning to add a few books I've recently finished. But my brain has added that I should also write a review, and the exact dates I read them (which I can't even remember) and oh by the way I should finish moving my stuff over to storygraph and before I know it that 1 task has turned into 4! And my executive functioning says no.

In fact, while I was getting the idea to write this post, my brain went "wouldn't it be nice to also write a post about y and tag them all properly and go back through my posts and find all mental health posts and tag those too" and wouldn't you know it. 4 tasks.

Discard those extra tasks. Don't even write them down. They don't matter. Strip it down to the 1 task you started with and only do that.

Sure, you won't have achieved some theoretical better end result but that end result was never gonna happen anyway. It was paralysing you from getting the initial task done. And maybe once that initial task is done, you can get to one (1! not 4!) additional task. Later. Not now.

Half-assing is better than no-assing.

Just a reminder that someone with the exact same goal as you is working harder than you.

- Tam Kaur

19.03.2025 (wed)

Hey chat ;)

Was Lowkey dying from cramps today as well. It was such an unproductive day, and honestly, the cramps aren’t even an excuse at this point.

Anyways, attended my live lecture, did my math HW, and kinda revised for tomorrow’s chem test. Gonna wake a lil earlier so I can go through it again cuz I'm pretty sleepy rn. The plan for tomorrow is to finish off Lec 5 & 6 b4 attending Lec 7 live.

I haven’t made proper notes since Lecture 3 😭. The given lecture notes are there, but I know I’ll miss stuff if I don’t write them myself… except it takes SO long and I don’t have the time. Ig I'll have to finish it all off on the weekend ༼⁠;⁠´⁠༎ຶ⁠ ⁠۝ ⁠༎ຶ⁠༽

Got LOADS to do this weekend, so stay tuned for that 😀👍🏻

Anyways

BYEEE BABES

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Study time ≈ 3:00 hrs

(including the duration of my live lectures— always include em in my study time)

May 2 & 3

friday

woke up at 11, got ready, went out for lunch and ended up roaming around a bit—reached home kinda late

saturday

spent the day at a water park and it was SO much fun. 10/10 would do again =D

13.03.2025 (thu)

Update: Finally got through Chem Lecture 1 (it took me almost three hours—why am I like this?? T-T) and barely started Lecture 2 before I got so damn sleepy. Thought, "Let me just rest my head for a sec" and BOOM—I was out. Ended up napping for an hour before my mom woke me up for dinner.

Still half-asleep, so I’m just gonna crash for the night. I’m trying not to be too hard on myself, but I’m also not about to let myself off the hook completely, yk? Gotta find that middle ground.

I kept replaying the explanation for the numericals, and by the third time, I basically just byhearted it. Not exactly the plan, but oh well. Not giving up though—I'll figure it out eventually.

Thinking of starting daily recap posts—what I actually managed to do and to-do lists for the next few days or even a week. Maybe writing it all down will keep me a little more accountable.

And omg, my sleep schedule is beyond saving at this point. It’s pure chaos. Probably gonna sleep in tomorrow to repay some of this sleep debt because, honestly, I need to sort this out before it gets worse :)

BYENNN~~ (kinda like bye + then— a lil smn I made up lol)

MWAHH

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16.03.2025 (sun)

Studied a lil bit b4 guests came over, so couldn't do the stuff as planned but I had a nice time, so ;)

Stuff I did ~~

• studied/revised lec 2

• almost finished watching lec 3 (10 minutes left lol it was time for iftar)

• done with about half of lec 3 notes (literally can't write any notes while watching the lec cuz I'll end up missing everything and will have to rewatch that part. So I watch it once and understand the material and kind of watch it for the 2nd time for the the notes)

• complete pending eng notes I was supposed to do yesterday lol

I thought to doing some other stuff as well after the guests were gone but it's 11:30 pm and I am BEAT or beet ?

Have a math test tmrw for which I'll just flip through the notes cuz the stuff ain't that hard. Don't think I'm gonna try and study b4 school cuz I love sleep too much lol ^^

BYEEENNNNN

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half of her beauty is brains