is anyone else reading this.
taking a break from watching joe locke and lesbians in heartstopper to go watch joe locke and lesbians in agatha all along
being a nat stan is like…. seeing this amazingly complex character with more baggage than you can imagine for the first time and thinking “wow i really love her and i can’t wait to see more of her! i’m so glad she survived!”
and then you watch her go through the nastiest most horrific shit past AND present day…THEN SHE DIES. and then you think “this cannot POSSIBLY get worse for me….she’s DEAD. she DIED when she FINALLY WANTED TO LIVE…VIA FENTANYL…WHEN SHE WAS CLEAN. HER DEATH WAS RULED AN OVERDOSE WHEN SHE WAS FINALLY CLEAN AND MAKING PEACE WITH HERSELF. HOW COULD THIS POSSIBLY GET WORSE FOR ME?”
and then season 3 comes out…and you’re forced to watch her younger self go through shit that SOMEHOW makes her HORRIFIC DEATH look PEACEFUL. she is FIGHTING FOR HER LIFE left and right and just when you think “okay this is the worst of it” IT SOMEHOW GETS WORSE.
anyways….safe to say we deserved the satisfaction of this episode. she finally caught a fucking win.
hannah’s diary is the saddest clue in until dawn, exhibit A:
“i really think josh is doing better now that he's out of the hospital. i saw him today and he seemed better. he's pretty upbeat, but he talked like he's been doing therapy for such a long time. i guess i didn't know. mom and dad never let on. funny how you can not even know your own brother. i kinda need a good cry thinking about how lonely he must feel...”
this says so much about how much josh was already struggling before the disappearance of his sisters, and what his relationship with them was like. they were so close and yet he still managed to hide an integral part of himself from them. hannah realizes there’s more to josh than meets the eye and her first instinct is to think of his feelings and how terrible it must be to feel so isolated. they loved each other so much. i’m sick
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guys i miss mari so fucking much. i haven’t been this affected by a fictional characters death since rita from dexter, and i only finished season 4 two months ago give me a break. 😪 i could go into depth about how mari meant so much to me like the fact that she wasn’t a stereotypical 90s latina or the fact that she was one of the only latin characters on the show and now all of them are dead!!! 😭 when does it get better
chang in the movie should either be a well-adjusted person with a partner and medication for his incalculable mental illnesses or like he was in season 3 but ramped up 1000% and just have him be completely fucking mental. no in between.
the zoom-in was so funny tho #StandingOnBusiness
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doctor hierarchy in season one (The Pitt 2025-)