All Of Us Know That We Can’t Do This Job Forever.

just wanted to make a general donations post for native americans 

NARF (native american rights fund)

AISES (advancing indigenous people in stem)

NIWRC (national indigenous women’s resource center)

PWNA (partnership with native americans)

COPE (community outreach and patient empowerment)

the association on american indian affairs

first nations development institute

american indian college fund

CARE (diné citizens against ruining our environment)

hopa mountain

indigenous values initiative

native american disability law center

people’s partner for community development 

and here’s a map of what indigenous land you are living on if you want to donate specific towards those people and tribes 💗

I made it. I made The Scene.

Were You Born Under The Gaslight?

When applied to a family, the gaslight treatment is a special form of dysfunction. It happens when you, a child, receive messages or encounter experiences within the family which are deeply contradictory. Messages which are opposing and conflicting; experiences which can’t both be true. When you can’t make sense of something, it’s natural to apply the only possible answer:

“Something is wrong with me.”

Today, scores of children are growing up under a gaslight of their own. And scores of adults are living their lives baffled by what went on in their families, having grown up thinking that they, not their families, are crazy.

I have seen gaslighting cause personality disorders, depression, anxiety, and a host of other lifelong struggles. Receiving contradictory messages that don’t make sense can shake the very ground that a child walks on.

The Four Types of Child Gaslighting:

1. The Double-Bind Parent: This type was first identified by Gregory Bateson in 1956.  The double-bind mother has been linked by research to the development of schizophrenia and Borderline Personality Disorder. This type of parent goes back and forth unpredictably between enveloping (perhaps smothering) the child with love and coldly rejecting him.

The Message: You are nothing. You are everything. Nothing is real. You are not real.

The Gaslight Effect: As an adult, you don’t trust yourself, your validity as a human being, your feelings, or your perceptions. Nothing seems real. You stand on shaky ground. You have great difficulty trusting that anyone means what they say. It’s extremely hard to rely on yourself or anyone else.

2. The Unpredictable, Contradictory Parent: Here, your parent might react to the same situation drastically differently at different times or on different days, based on factors that are not visible to you. For example a parent who is under the influence of alcohol or drugs one day and not the next; a parent who is manic at times, and depressed other times, or a parent who is extremely emotionally unstable. Whatever the reason for the parent’s opposing behaviors, you, the innocent child, know only that your parent flies into a rage one moment and is calm and seems normal the next.

The Message: You are on shaky ground. Anything can happen at any time. No one makes sense.

The Gaslight Effect: You don’t trust your own ability to read or understand people; you have difficulty managing and understanding your own emotions, and those of others. You struggle to trust anyone, including yourself.

3. The Appearance-Conscious Family: In these families, style always trumps substance. All must look good, or maybe even perfect, especially when it’s not. There’s little room for the mistakes, pain, or natural human shortcomings of the family members. The emphasis is on presenting the image of the ideal family. Here, you experience a family which appears perfect from the outside, but which is quite imperfect, or even severely dysfunctional, on the inside. This can stem from Achievement / Perfection focused parents (as described in Running on Empty), or from narcissistic parents.

The Message: You must be perfect. Natural human flaws, mistakes, and weaknesses must be hidden and ignored. You are not allowed to be a regular human being.

The Gaslight Effect: You feel deeply ashamed of yourself and your basic humanness. You ignore your own feelings and your own pain because you don’t believe it’s real, or that it matters. You tend to see and focus on only the positive things in your life, which fit into a particular template. You are extremely hard on yourself for making mistakes, or you put them out of your mind and simply pretend they didn’t happen. You may be missing out on the most important parts of life which make it worthwhile: the messy, real world of intimacy, relationships and emotion.

4. The Emotionally Neglectful Family (CEN): In this family, your physical needs may be met just fine. But your emotional needs are ignored. No one notices what the children are feeling. The language of emotion is not used in the home. “Don’t cry,” “Suck it up,” “Don’t be so sensitive,” are frequently uttered by the CEN parent. The most basic, primary part of what makes you you (your emotional self) is treated as a burden or non-existent.

The Message: Your feelings and needs are bad and a burden to others. Keep them hidden. Don’t rely on others, and don’t need anything. You don’t matter.

The Gaslight Effect: You have been trained to deny the most deeply personal, biological part of who you are, your emotions, and you have dutifully pushed them out of sight and out of mind. Now, you live your life with a deeply ingrained feeling that you are missing something that other people have. You feel empty or numb at times. You don’t trust yourself or your judgments because you lack your emotions to guide you. Your connections to others are one-way or lack emotional depth. Even if you are surrounded by people, deep down you feel alone. None of it makes any sense to you.

Were you born under the gaslight? If so, you are not alone. You are not invalid or crazy or wrong. it’s vital to realize that you have been, by definition, deeply invalidated. But “invalidated” and “invalid” are not the same. “Invalidated” is an action, and “invalid” is a state of mind. You can’t change what your parents did and didn’t do, but you can change your state of mind.

SOURCE: [ x x x x ]

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in light of a murderer walking free simply bc he was white, please try to educate yourself and work towards preventing this.

blacklivesmatter.carrd.co (ways to help + resources for educating yourself)

blacklivesmatter.com (fund the movement + understand issues)

donate to the cause

black lives movement (how you can help)

color of change (take part in campaigns)

support black trans people (fund + educate)

blm masterpost

various people's gofundmes (donate)

resources

support black lives

masterpost of gfms

help black trans people

crowdfunding for black trans people

help the safety and defense of black trans women

please feel free to add any more you find in the reblogs!

Sign the Petition

Justice For IRENE GAKWA

Sign and share to spread awareness for this missing woman!

)Wanna watch some lesbians?!

I know how hard it can be to find representation on tv (even tho its getting better), so if you dont know what to watch next and you want to see some wlw scenes/plots - this list is for you

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MOVIES:

-A Date for Mad Mary (2016)

-Ana e Vitória (2018)

-Aimee and Jaguar (1999)

-All about E (2015)

-Almost Adults (2016)

-Atomic Blonde (2017)

-AWOL (2016)

-Becks (2017)

-Better Than Chocolate (1999)

-Below Her Mouth (2016)

-Bloomington (2010)

-Booksmart (2019)

-Blue is The Warmest Colour (2013) [La Vie d'Adèle]

-Brides To Be (2016)

-But I’m a Cheerleader (1999)

-Carmilla Movie (2017)

-Carol (2015)

-Colette (2018)

-Cloudburst (2011)

-D.E.B.S. (2004)

-Desert Hearts (1985)

-Disobiedience (2017)

-Elena Undone (2010)

-Elisa y Marcela (2019)

-Ek Ladki ko Dekha Toh Aisa Laga (2019)

-Feel Good (2020)

-First Girl i Loved (2016)

-Girltrash: All Night Long (2013)

-Hearts Beat Loud (2018)

-Heartland (2017)

-I Can’t Think Straight (2007)

-Imagine Me&You (2005)

-It’s in The Water (1997)

-Kiss Me (2011) - [kiss myg]

-Kissing Jessica Stein (2001)

-La Luciernaga (2015) [The Firefly]

-Let It Snow (2019)

-Lez Bomb (2018)

-Lost and Delirious (2001)

-Loving Anabelle (2006)

-My Days of Mercy (2017)

-Nina’s Heavenly Delights (2006)

-Pariah (2011)

-Portrait of a Lady on Fire (2019)

-Rafiki (2018)

-Room in Rome (2010)

-Saving Face (2004)

-Season of Love (2019🎄)

-Summer Time (2015)  [La belle saison]

-Tell it To the Bees (2018)

-Thelma (2017)

-The Children’s Hour (1961)

-The Half Of It (2020)

-The Favourite (2019)

-The Feels (2017)

-The Four-Faced Liar (2010)

-The Handmaiden (2016)

-The Incredible True Story of Two Girls in Love (1995)

-The Miseducation of Cameron Post (2018)

-The Perfect Ending (2015)

-The Perfection (2018)

-The World Unseen (2007)

-Vita and Virginia (2018)

-When Night is Falling (1995)

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TV SHOWS:

!!!!! 🖍 = an animated series !!!!!

-Amar a Muerte (2018-2019)

-Amar en Tiempos Revueltos (2005-)

-Amar es Para Siempre (2013-)

-Atypical (2017-)

-Bad Girls (1999-2006)

-Batwoman (2019-)

-Black Lightning (2018-2021)

-Black Mirror - San Junipero (2011-)

-Brooklyn Nine Nine (2013-)

-Buffy, The Vampire Slayer (1997-2003)

-Cable Girls (2017-)

-Charmed (2018-)

-Dead To Me (2019-)

-Dear White People (2017-)

-Degrassi: The Next Generation (2001-2015)

-Derry Girls (2018-)

-Dickinson (2019-)

-Euphoria (2019-)

-Everything Sucks (2018)

-Faking It (2014-2016)

-Feel Good (2020-)

-Fingersmith (2005)

-Gentelmen Jack (2019-)

-Gentefied (2020-)

-Glee (2009-2015)

-Grey’s Anatomy (2005-)

-Gypsy (2017)

-🖍Harley Quinn (2019-)

-Home and Away (1988-)

-I am not okay with this (2020)

-Jane the Virgin (2014-2019)

-Killing Eve (2019-)

-Legacies(2018-)

-Legends of Tomorrow (2016-)

-Lip Service (2010-2012)

-Locked Up (2015-2019) [vis a vis]

-Lost Girl (2010-2015)

-Mindhunter (2017-)

-Motherland: Fort Salem (2020-)

-Never have I ever (2020-)

-One Day at a Time (2017-)

-Orange is The New Black (2013-2019)

-Orphan Black (2013-2017)

-Perdona Nuestros Pecados (2017-2018)

-Pretty Little Liars (2010-2017)

-Ratched (2020-)

-Riverdale (2017-)

-Runaways (2017-2019)

-Russian Doll (2019)

-Schloss Einstein - Staffel 23 (2019-2019)

-Sense8 (2015-2018)

-Sex Education (2019-)

-🖍She-Ra and the Princesses of Power (2018-2020)

-South of Nowhere (2005-2008)

-Supergirl (2015-)

-Skins (2007-2013)

-Stranger Things (2016-)

-🖍Steven Universe (2013-)

-Tales of The City (2018-)

-Teenage Bounty Hunters (2020)

-The 100 (2014-2020)

-The Guiding Light (1952-2009)

-The Haunting of Hill House (2018)

-The Haunting of Bly Manor (2020)

-The Hockey Girls (2019-2020) [Les de l'hoquei]

-The House of Flowers (2018-)

-The L Word (2004-2009)

-The L Word: Generation Q (2019-)

-The Morning Show (2019-)

-The Originals (2013-2018)

-The Other Love Story (2016-)

-The Shannara Chronicles (2016-2017)

-The Umbrella Academy (2019-)

-Tipping the Velvet (2002)

-Trinkets (2019-2020)

-Queer as Folk (2000-2005)

-You (2018-)

-You Me Her (2016-2020)

-Venice the Series (2009-)

-Warrior Nun (2020-)

-Wentworth (2013-)

-Wynnona Earp (2016-)

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WEB SERIES:

-Anyone But Me 

-ANNE+

-All for One

-Barbelle

-BIFL the series

-Carmilla

-Control (Kontrola)

-Gal Pals

-Girls Like Magic

-Girltrash

-Her Story

-Last Life

-Pot Luck 

-RED

-The Other Love Story

-THE STRIPPER

-Same Same

-SKAM Espana 

-Starting From Now

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YOUTUBERS:

-Alayna Joy

-Ally Hills

-Alissa and Sam

-Anna Campbell

-Amy Ordman

-BerkleyLovesTori

-Breane Williamson

-Cammie Scott

-Cristy Lawrance

-Drea and Ronnie

-Hannah Hart

-Hannah & Sadie

-Jessica Kellgren-Fozard

-Kale and Jess

-Karin and Skyler

-Keara Graves

-Kristen McKenzie

-Maria Lin

-Monica Nguyen

-Paige and Holly

-Rose and Rosie

-Sara and Rachel

-Sam and Alyssa

-Shannon Beverige

-Stevie Boebi

-Willow Faith

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I’m gonna update the list (SEE THE PINNED POST ON MY DASH), so if you know any other title let me know!

and please REBLOG - you never know who needs it right now

——updated 07.11.2021—–

Help bring Indigenous horses home!

Hi all!

My friend is Ojibwe and a dedicated Indigenous researcher and activist. She recently has discovered a number of Ojibwe ponies (also known as the Lac La Croix pony) for sale by a white-owned farm. 

This is really important because these ponies are very important to the Ojibwe – these ponies are also the only known Indigenous-developed breed of horse in Canada, and there are only 200 left in the world. 

[Image: A girl sitting on an Ojibwe pony and hugging its neck. Image credit to Broadview.]

The fact that there are 200 left at all is incredible at all, because in 1977, Canada took the last known four ponies away to be destroyed, and they were rescued by an Ojibwe man living in Minnesota. 

Read more about the history here.

My friend is arranging to have five of these horses brought back home to the Ojibwe, and her elders are already planning a welcome ceremony for these horses. If anyone has anything to spare, it would be a huge help to bring them home. 

Donate here!

Alternately, you can get the horses a gift from their wishlist! 

Me & my art ✨👁

I’m Bella & I’m a Black queer artist. I’m a self published poet and my book Brown Clay is a bestseller. My goal is for my art & book to make an impact on my Black & LGBTQ+ communities! My goal has always been to make art centered on self love and liberation and for people to read my words and feel inspired, empowered, and whole.

Poetry book -ebook for $10.99

Prints - 8x10 for $20

Poetry book - paperback for $16.99

What if she has a Punished form after death 👀

Still don't know who's Cree's deity is...

Could be the Chained Oblivion...