Did Anyone Else Randomly Develop Depression At Age 9 When Thinking About The Meaning Of Life And Since

Did anyone else randomly develop depression at age 9 when thinking about the meaning of life and since then the reasons to have it have only continued to stack up on top of each other with trauma after trauma but oh randomly im fine now but its not like I healed or anything I just dont care

btw is this text bold thing helpful for reading? someone else tried it before and it helped me read really fast

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2 months ago

Things coiny did for pin:

1. Dug to the centre of the earth for her

2. Went to hell and back for her. Literally and figuratively

3. Listened to her when nobody else did

4. Cared about her when nobody else did.

5. He was the ONLY one who showed how upset he was when Pin was turning inanimate. Nobody else cared.

6. Defended her when everyone was hating on her and bullying her

7. Hindered the challenge because he didn't want to throw tiny pin off the cliff to get Fries

8. Secretly botched the spinning wheel for Pin so that instead of getting 2763 days of pure torture she would get her face and body back with mechanical limbs

9. Brought extensions for her so she could move more freely and helped her crashout

10. Supported and helped her in every challenge after that

11. Left the team he was doing really really good in and who could've been a really good team with him (Fries and Pencil, which is insane coz Pencil doesn't usually team with guys/non-freesmarters, and Fries doesn't willingly stick to one team for more than an episode), because they wouldn't let Pin join

12. Talked to her when nobody else did and helped her get her revenge

13. Only one to see her side of the story

14. He did little details such as giving her a hat, carrying her up the water fountain while he swam with ONE HAND, the other hand even holding it outright so she wouldn't get affected by the water

15. Even though they had to be separated, and he said "may the best player win", he still cared for her the entire episode, and didn't kick her down the stairs.

16. He sacrificed immunity for her, something his competitive nature would've never done. He sacrificed immunity to save her because nobody else cared about her.

17. He kept on looking after Pin the whole time, asking her if she was okay ect. Even though they weren't allowed to be in a team

18. He broke the rules by treating Pin like they were in a team by helping her

What Pin did for Coiny:

1. Betrayed him

(Not hate towards Pin btw ppl are forgetting that they literally make up quickly and Pin changes a lot. This is a part of her character development. And it's also definitely the main reason she disliked BFDIA because she hurt the one who meant the most to her. Shes complex guys...)

(This is mainly just a Coiny appreciation post because even after all this she's his number 1 in bfb and tpot)

1 month ago
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1 month ago

wishing all crowdkillers a very painful day. u must taste what u inflict.

for real, crowdkilling doesn't make you punk, it makes you a dangerous asshole who clearly doesn't care about the health and safety of those in your community. quite literally the opposite of punk.

last night after getting badly injured by some cis dude during a song about, by, and for lesbians, someone told me it was my "fault for going to the show". no it's fucking not. attending a show is not an open invitation to be maimed.

punk should be accessible for disabled people. punk is largely FOR and BY disabled people. anybody that says "well if you're disabled then you shouldn't go" can fuck themselves into oblivion. it was OUR show. an event put on and performed by disabled queers. FOR DISABLED QUEERS. ALWAYS.

disabled people have just as much right to attend events as you do. in fact I'd argue we have more of a right to be there bc we don't constantly put the general public at risk of bodily harm.

we should be able to attend our own shows without the risk of life changing injuries bc some dude is taking his anger out on a bunch of strangers.

don't get me wrong, I love moshing. mosh all u want, but have some fucking etiquette and remember that not everybody is healthy and able bodied. and they especially wont be if yall keep hurting everyone.

punk is about community. it's about caring for eachother and creating a safe place for people to express themselves. it is NOT about being violent or destructive, or seeing how many innocent people you can mow down. if you do that shit you're not punk, you're just an asshole.

2 months ago

OMG I LOVVE

I Swear I Don’t Know The Meme I Just Saw Book With Wings And It Reminded Me Of This 😭

i swear i don’t know the meme i just saw book with wings and it reminded me of this 😭

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I Swear I Don’t Know The Meme I Just Saw Book With Wings And It Reminded Me Of This 😭

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2 months ago

Why is my recommended flooded with a pear and banana

1 month ago
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3 months ago

this is just what I needed thank you so much. do not throw away your privilege and your ability to help others.

working hard because fuck you

the past couple of years have been so draining. i really just want to give up and say fuck college. it feels so pointless when the country (im in the us) is going to shit,

BUT THIS IS WHAT THEY WANT!

if you are in school right now, try your best not to give up.

if you are capable, do your best to finish your education.

the reason im saying this is not to tell you how successful you can be or how much money you can make or what a great job you will get.

the government does not want us to be educated. it is easier to manipulate and control uneducated people.

i have had to drastically change my mindset because of this. im not working to get the best grades or be the top of my class (if you can do that, please go for it!! just not possible for me). im simply trying to get my education, learn critical thinking skills, learn fact checking, etc.

im working hard now because fuck the government. and if spite is what i have to use in order to get my education, then fine. im doing it out of spite.

also, while i absolutely believe education should be free and every should have the opportunity, this is not reality. i am privileged to attend university, and im going to take advantage of it.

JOIN PROTESTS, HELP YOUR COMMUNITY.

IF YOU ARE IN UNIVERSITY RIGHT NOW, DONT GIVE UP!!

EDUCATE OTHERS! WE ARE IN THIS TOGETHER!

lets get educated and make a fucking scene about it.


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2 months ago

You coping well after BFDIA 18?

You Coping Well After BFDIA 18?

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2 months ago

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