imagine spending your whole childhood feeling like nothing, never cherish for being good or trying/doing your best. And then when you grow up you find someone who actually likes you, sees you as family, never said a mean thing about your disfigured face, and would trade his life for your happines...
...only for him to be murder in cold blood by a person who proudly stand besides the man who caused your life to be a living hell.
And you can't show your grief for him, because, again, your life is a living hell.
And now all you want to do is to honour him alongside a person who loved him...
...as much as you did.
I just discovered your blog and I’m obsessed! 💕 and I wanted to know if there are any quotes you love/ live by?
thank you! but i have many but:
“Pretty ain’t face value. Pretty is an energy. It’s how you carry yourself” - Saweetie
“Dress like you might run into your worst enemy. Living with Fabulousity means putting your most empowered and confidence face forward any time you’re in the public. I truly believe that being pulled together gives you the confidence to handle anything. Because you feel prepared for whatever the world throws at you.” - Kimora Lee Simmons
“High demand items never go on sale”
“You’re your best investment”
“If you don’t try to be the biggest and baddest damn goddess you can be, you are selling yourself short” - Kimora Lee Simmons
“Her energy enters the room before she does. She is beautifully unforgettable.”
“Fabulosity. It’s a state if being.” -Kimora Lee Simmons
It’s either bf Bakugou that loves you to the moon and back and is constantly by your side or bf Bakugou that still loves you a lot but is ready to throw hands the second you try him- and we love both equally in this household
SUMMARY: What it's like texting them
Deku x GN! reader, no pronouns mentioned, uses of petnames
WARNNGS!!: swearing, suggestive comments/jokes, a lot of fluff!
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Lettuce head 💚: Y/N ARE U ALR?
I HEARD A BUNCH OF NOISE FROM UR DORM
You: lmao im alr baby
i was just tackling bakugou off of me
Lettuce head 💚: WHAT
WHY WAS KACCHAN TACKLING U?
You: i ate his leftover katsudon
not my fault it didnt have his name on it smh
Lettuce head 💚: are u ok tho? ur not hurt, r u?
You: i promize izu, im alright <3
i think bakugou has a broken pinkie now tho hehe
Lettuce head 💚: HE HAS A WEHAT???:L9079203]#[#=-2
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You: izu
can u come over please
Lettuce head 💚: ofc!
are u ok?
u arent usually this dry 🧍♂️
You: im alr, just had a crap day
Lettuce head 💚: aw hun :(
im coming to ur dorm rn
do u want me to get some snacks and we can watch ur fav movies? :) You: yes plss :)
Lettuce head 💚: okk! i'll go get them and i'll be there asap!
You: god ilysm <3333
Lettuce head 💚: ily more <333333
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Lettuce head 💚: SWEETIEo
GUES WAT
GURESS WaT
EHHEHEHEHEOQ
You: WHAT? :D
Lettuce head 💚: I LOOUUUVVEEE UUUOO
You: I LOVE YOU TOO :)) are u ok tho? ur words are slurred
Lettuce head 💚: YAH IM OCK
You: ur huh? 😀
Lettuce head 💚: Hello dear, this is Recovery Girl. Midoryia is a bit woozy since he's on some pain medication, he had a pretty bad injury during his training earlier. So please excuse any mistakes from him
You: again??
Lettuce head 💚: Yes, again
You: is he gonna be ok?
Lettuce head 💚: Yes, he will, he just needs rest
EHEH I STOLL MY PHOWN BACK
You: omg 😭
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a/n: hii! sorry this was short, i wasnt that sure what to write haha, i hope u enjoyed tho! more content coming tho!! :)
I've always loved the idea of bakugou who just... quietly fusses over you. Will always straighten out your collar without asking. Will adjust your necklace if the clasp isn't behind your neck. Rolls up the sleeves of your flannel for you and takes his time to make sure they're even.
also love the idea of bakugou who doesn't say much but is always touching you. will casually tug on your shirt if he wants your attention. grabs you by the belt loop when he wants you to move. a hand placed gently on the back of your neck when he wants to show you something.
[4:54pm] // B. Katsuki
“fuck,” you cussed for the umpteen time today, mind in overdrive from the numerous math questions you did in the past few hours. it was taking a toll on you and honestly, you just want to take a big fucking nap.
there’s a test tomorrow for class 3A, and the subject was, you guessed it – math.
in the midst of your self-pity, you heard sudden huffing and puffing from behind you, making you furrow your brows.
“you better not be jerking off right now or i will–“
“fuck woman get ya head out the gutter, ‘m just doing some push ups,” katsuki, or better known as your angry-blonde-pomeranian of a boyfriend, interjected as he continued muttering the number of pushups he had done. 195..196..197…
“you didn’t let me finish, i was gonna say that i would join you,” you shrugged your shoulders. “but i guess you clearly don’t want that.”
hearing a growl and a thump, you swivelled your chair around to meet the rather enjoyable sight of a slightly panting katsuki on the floor of your dorm room.
200.
“do you not have to study for tomorrow or something?” you questioned.
katsuki snapped his gaze towards you from the ground, and raised an eyebrow.
“babe, you know i don’t do last minute revision,” he pushed himself off the ground with a smirk, advancing to your desk.
You scoffed at his statement before turning the chair back to face the one math problem you’ve been stuck on for god knows how long.
leaning his body over you, you could feel the dip in your chair from when he placed his arm on the headrest, and his other hand on the desk, the position caging you in. it made you feel safe, oddly.
as katsuki scanned the worksheet, you were busy admiring the slight sheen of sweat on his bicep, deliciously showing off the curvature of muscles.
lick.
a beat passed before you retracted your tongue back into your mouth, seemingly bewildered by your own action.
katsuki was no better, he blinked twice dumbly before registering that you had just licked his arm… his arm.
“What the fu-“
“sweet,”
both of you spoke at the same time, with you sheepishly looking up at his blank yet slightly offended expression.
he stared at you for a few more seconds before sending a quick whack to the back of your head that got you whining in faux pain.
“what was that for!” you rubbed your head with a pout.
“ya fuckin’ idiot,” he sighed exasperatedly but you knew his words and action held no menace, not when there’s a trace of a smile threatening to break through his annoyed facade.
giggling, you looped an arm around his neck above you, pushing it down for your lips to meet. it was a short kiss, but still had the corners of your mouth turn up into an irrepressible smile and your insides warm with affection.
katsuki had his thumb rubbing circles on your head, a silent apology for whacking you in that exact spot a few moments ago.
separating from each other, you could see katsuki’s pink dusted cheeks and awkward borderline smile, it was adorable. he was adorable. so adorable you couldn’t help but coo and pinch his cheeks.
at that, his awkward smile disappeared into a scowl. his ruby eyes narrowing at you.
“tch, c’mon, what’s the problem with this question?”
god, do you love your boom boom boy.
Y/N , Mina and Occhaco were all staring at a phone, looking at videos of penguins, and one of the three girls occasionally saying aww at the video.
Bakugo had just finished training with Todoroki, and came to get Y/N for their usual after class gas station run for snacks, so they could study together. Most people would call this a date, and despite the fact that Y/N and Bakugo had been in the “ talking” phase for a few weeks. They had not made the step to make it official. They both wanted to, Y/N enjoyed being with Bakugo and wanted to go on actual dates with him. Like to the movies or out for lunch. She wanted to snuggle up close to him at night and watch movies with her.
And Bakugo adored Y/N more than anything, he wanted to hug her every time she looked at him with those eyes, he wanted to take her places that boyfriends take girlfriends. He wanted to cook for her, he wanted to ask her to be his. But h didn’t because he didn’t want to ruin the best thing he ever had.
“ Ready to go?” He asked. “ What you girls looking at?” He asked.
“ Oh…” She hesitated.” Nothing important,” she snatched the phone jamming it in her pocket. She stood up and grabbed her bookbag and started to walk to the gas station.
They were about halfway to the gas station, the air was silent and clam, the occasional car would speed by, but other than that he was silent and easy. They were walking so close together that their fingertips kept grazing each other. Bakugo finally grabbed her hand, and turned to see her beginning to flush with blush.
“ Hey Y/N… what was that video you were watching earlier?”
“ It was about penguins… they mate for life.”
“ Oh really.” He asks, wondering if he was being thrown a weird hint, or something strange.
“ Yeah.. they give each other rocks to show their commitment.”
Bakugo only responded with a low pitched grunt, and they continued their walk in a quiet silence. And their evening procced as normal, but Bakugo couldn’t stop thinking about rocks, and how much he wanted to mate for life.
The next day, Bakugou found the smoothest rock he could find and durning lunch he pulled Y/N aside.
“ So I uhh… I got you something.” He spoke, his face was flushed with red, and he was clearly fight nervous.
“ Really. “ Her eyes lit up, but then her face softened. “ You didn’t have to get me anything.”
“ Its no big deal really.” He spoke pulling out the rock from his pocket. He placed it in her open hand. “ I got you a rock, to show you my commitment.”
“ You did?”
“ Yeah. Will you be my girlfriend?”
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WAVERING DOESN’T EXIST!!! THEY LIED!! NOTHING CAN STOP YOUR MANIFESTATIONS UNLESS YOU ASSUME IT DOES!! GET OUT THE HABIT THAT SOMETHING COULD STOP OR DELAY YOUR MANIFESTATIONS!!
Yes, this is a new account, I just made this. I don't care if people question the authenticity of my post, my experience as a shifter, or whatever I'm about to say.
I don't know how to use Tumblr, nor do I know how to make my post reach people who need it, nor would I be a narcissist and say "you're lucky if you found my post!" I don't mind if this reaches an audience or not, I'm glad to get everything off my chest.
I have shifted realities, more times than I can count on my fingers, and that is for a very specific reason, which I'll explain later.
I'm writing this because I'm about to permashift, and no, I won't hear out any antishifters or people who don't like permashifting in general, I don't care about your opinion so don't waste my time.
Before I start, I'd like to say one thing:
So? Why did I mention this?
Because I had been lurking around shifting communities and I realised everyone feels like this, a very (mentally) painful feeling where the lack of shifts starts acting as your biggest enemy, and the phrase:
"Shifting needs practice!"
Sounds like poison when it comes from an experienced shifter.
Though, is the phrase actually true?
Shifting does not need practice!!
Here's why:
(BTW, I will explain my "method", no matter if I have time or not. Also, I don't call this reality "Current Reality", instead I call it Void reality, so don't get confused.)
The "practice" you're doing is only affecting your void reality (taking time out of your day, making you constantly think you're in your learning phase, so it doesn't exactly lead to your desired reality, does it?)
Of course, if you view it as a skill, it will in some way act like that, it'll become a skill for you, and you can never succeed on your first, second, third, hundredth try, because in your brain you have registered the fact that shifting is this grand, universal task, and that it is very difficult (because its common sense that you practice difficult things to get good at them)
Practice is a very humane and earthly act, if people have succeeded doing just practice, then good for then, they're right in their own way, but it didn't work for me, and in my opinion it's the worst way to view shifting, and often times it is demotivating, and you'll mess up you're entire journey.
Shifting is not a skill, shifting is a universal law.
I'll become more clear as I explain my journey:
I found shifting from a random YouTube video 3 years ago. I might have only said cool and moved along.
A year later something traumatic happened in my life, which shook me so badly I needed an escape.
First of all, I chose astral projecting, but I realised I was too much of a coward to do so.
Then I came towards shifting, first DR was very typical, it was Hogwarts.
Having no knowledge whatsoever in the topics of spirituality, meditation, I went straight to methods, because they were like guides for me, I was very inexperienced, of course, and looked at other people and what they were doing for guidance.
Alice in wonderland method didn't do much, raven method was too uncomfortable (side note, all this raven method does is make you too focused on your void reality, cmon, in your DR are you laying down like a starfish?) And I was having terrible trouble with my intrusive thoughts (which made the floor disappear from under my feet, made the stairs for the stairs method too short to climb or straight up made them dissappear as well)
I didn't have any luck that year, no mini shifts, no lucid dreams, or sleep paralysis. And my DRs never remained constant. They always changed on a daily basis.
I was big on methods, I couldn't realize they never worked for me.
Although, this year of failure led me to finally figure out where I belonged.
A DR made out of scratch, which I spend much effort in putting the pieces of it together.
The DR, which was called "Home reality" really made me feel settled in my journey.
LOA, and the consciousness theory were the leading factors which made me shift.
And don't worry, it isn't what you're tired of being told, I didn't just apply any orthodox definition of LOA and succeeded.
It was a particularly stressful day, I really missed my home.
I was studying at my college (I still am, but...) and I was dreading giving a chemistry test, I did not prepare. In my mind, one thing was constantly looping in my head.
The scenario of the chemistry teacher coming in, and taking the test, and the next day I get it handed back with a big fat zero.
But then I stopped and wondered, having already known about the consciousness theory, so according to it:
"I am constantly letting this thought run in my mind, and constantly letting this reality dictate what happens next."
Basically, I realized what was about to happen next was indirectly in my control, but with my line of thinking, I was letting this reality control it directly.
I stopped, like actually stopped thinking.
And with a blank mind I thought.
"I won't have to take any test today."
And went around telling my classmates this with a confident tone.
The teacher came in, said we'll instead do some practicals in lab.
So the test got cancelled.
Going home, I got excited, i felt powerful.
I decided to apply this to shifting.
Before shifting, I took a nap during the day, (if you're tired your body insists on sleeping, so your mind will get hazy and you will start acting lazy towards your goal)
And after living how I normally would, before bedtime, I listened to some songs, and look at a Pinterest board which reminded me of my home reality.
When I laid down on the bed to start shifting, I first got comfy (for me, if I feel sleepy for some reason, I laid on my back, I can't fall asleep in that position, but if I think ill stay awake until I reach a "detached state" then I sleep on my side, it's comfortable)
I obviously wasn't checking the time, but I spent about 10 minutes getting relaxed, all I do to relax is:
a) look at the blackness (closed eyes, looks like starry skies) and try to believe I'm looking at the milky way.
b) think about my home reality, just faces of my loved ones, and nostalgia inducing images.
c) Affirm, but don't focus entirely on affirming, usually in the back of my mind I'm repeating "I have shifted to my home reality" "I have shifted my senses to my home reality" "I have stopped sensing the void reality" "I am smelling, tasting, feeling, hearing and seeing my home reality" no other fancy affirmations required. (Now that I think about it, you need to affirm NOW because this method has two phases, one where you are shifting, and one where you have shifted, and you are in the 3D, where you are occupying your DR self, their thoughts, and memories, and popular method usually only have one phase, either you are shifting, or have shifted. So my point is if you affirm later and you'll be affirming when you're supposed to be in your DR, and obviously, your DR self won't be spouting out affirmations about shifting to a random reality for no reason.)
During this time, you'll feel tingly all over. It's a good sign.
And you'll feel a certain detachment, like you aren't exactly here, you have no idea what position you're lying in, and where your feet are. (Please, for the love of God do not start counting your feet or get freaked out that you can't feel your leg, you'll come back to the void reality.)
So you can start the next phase.
To prepare for the next and last phase, you can do this to get ready, or don't (First read the third phase)
This is all about connection to your DR.
Think about memories from your DR, focus on the faces of your loved ones, the way you act, talk, your mannerisms in your DR, or you can simply say affirmations like these one:
My name is ___.
I work as a ___.
My age is ___.
Don't try to imagine vividly or anything, lightly touch upon the basic details of your DR, the construction and foundation of any reality and the person, who has existed there for their entire life.
(That's you!)
Take a sudden, abrupt stop from your stream of thoughts. (Yes intrusive thoughts will still pop up but don't give any importance to them) when you're in a blank state of mind, not longer than 30 seconds, you need to build up to the last step of your shifting method, and journey.
a) start imagining hearing the voices of your loved ones or just any voice, calling your DR name, your nicknames, with different tones. (For example, i heard my name in an angry tone from my father when he was scolding me, I heard my name followed by a laughter when my S/O teased me.)
OK, for me, I started feeling intense, groundshaking symptoms at this moment. Sudden flashing of lights, extreme feeling of floating, and ofcourse, feeling tingliness so much that it felt like pins and needle on my entire body. (I did ignore the symptoms)
b) plan the rest of your day in your DR, which you will be spending.
AGAIN, PLEASE DON'T SAY IT LIKE THIS.
❌️When I reach my DR ❌️ I will have to go to that eye specialist for that appointment.
Instead: (and the more you personalize it, the better)
Ughhh, I have to go to that appointment- this day will suck.
(Don't mind my example, that was the only thing I could think of at the moment)
c) in this reality, you are constantly thinking of something, your thoughts are definitely what constructs this reality, and your current thoughts are affecting your subconscious. (By this point, your subconscious is grounded in your DR, so don't worry about that bastard.)
Now, you're going to start thinking, thoughts which are going on in your DR self's mind, start with one sentence, with which you'll be able to start consciously thinking like your DR self.
And think in the style, tone, and mood of your DR self, and keep the thoughts strictly related to your DR.
So for me, I started feeling weird while I was thinking.
And I remember I thought this:
"Ugh, I don't want eggs for breakfast."
(I'm not saying this is the key to shifting, at this point, I had covered various topics, including, weather, my upcoming work assignment, and praised my S/O for a good 5 minutes.)
And I started panting, like suddenly I was trying to catch my breath, the room felt bright, so I opened my eyes, and well, I was in my home reality :)
I was delirious for a few second, my S/O was looking at me worriedly, but surprisingly, it didn't even take me a minute to adjust, it felt all so natural and I wasn't scared.
I didn't even feel emotional, at all, and didn't hug my S/O with tears in my eyes, I straight up asked to be served breakfast, incase anyone was wondering.
Although i have much to say, I'm tired of writing, but I'm more than willing to answer each and every one of your questions, although I only have 7 hours left till I permashift, I'll remain mostly active till then.
And no, I'm not rereading this to fix my grammar, so just ask if anything confused you.
Ask away.
I'm still not sure if this'll reach anyone or not.
um hi, could you possibly do a Bakugou x witch reader if you already haven’t
Oh I been waiting for this one!! TURN IT UP
Bakugou:
- okay so first off
- He dresses like a hot jrpg character
- Gold jewelry
- Very detailed tattoos and markings
- His handwriting is super neat so whenever he writes on himself it looks professional
- He don’t do anything half assed
- If you ask what they mean he will have a different answer every time
- “Woa what do they mean?”
- “They are to keep weirdos from talking to me”
- “I was sold to a demon as a baby”
- “They help me tune out stupidity”
- He has a lot of fire runes and symbols on him
- Like he only goes to his Wiccan tattoo artist to get them done
- He made it witch hat himself
- It’s a typical big pointy hat but it has an orange sash and charms all around it from people he cares about
- He has one from deku when they were kids but if anyone asks he found it in the woods
- It’s a little allmight keychain
- His mom made his broom
- He puts skulls all over it to seem cooler
- Hear me out
- Enchanted gauntlets
- He has talisman and sigils all inside his hero costume
- Always grounds himself before missions
- Can’t have his focus be off
- His familiar is a bearded dragon with one red eye and one blue eye
- His name is Ignis
- Okay so he works with the element fire we already knew this he’s an Aries
- Surprisingly he specializes in healing
- He likes to cause explosions don’t get me wrong he excels in every area of his studies
- But when he can calm down he makes an excellent healer
- Did an internship with recovery girl to learn about medicine more
- Often forgets which herbs do what
- Always has spare healing salves and potions on him
- Mainly bc deku breaks his bones every other episode🤦🏿♂️
- Always has a satchel full of rosemary,fire salts, and tyme
- Smells like lavender and firewood
- Washes all his clothes with lavender too bc of the calming affect
- Favorite smokable herbs are weed ,skullcap, and st.johnswart
- He likes how relaxed they make him feel after a long day of studying
- Loves tea as well
- Will buy herbs in bulk to make a lot of tea
- Can actually make mugwort right
- Without making it taste too nasty or have a really bad trip
- Pro at astral projection
- Like he will go into peoples rooms at night and knock shit over to freak them out
- “Told you your dorm was haunted”
- His favorite area of study is definitely jinxes
- He does curse but that takes so much more energy and effort
- When you can just do something easy and ruin their day?
- Work smarter not harder
- Used the evil eye 24/7
- Like if he’s glaring at you for more than 10 seconds? Run.
- Put a spell on his middle finger to repel people SHSHDHD
- Not sure I can see him worshiping deity’s but like just working with them?
- He works with nature spirits and beings the most
- The fae love him bc he’s very clever and they can’t easily trick him
- Is pretty chill with elves too
- Worked briefly with Artemis and Freyja
- Still leaves them offerings on rare occasions
- His altar is the cleanest you’ll ever see
- His books are all organized and stacked on his shelves
- Routinely cleans and replaces offerings and candles once a week
- Cleanses with juniper biweekly
- Has not a drop of candle wax on the carpet
- He’s such a nerd
- He soaks up information like a sponge
- He’s read all of his books at least three times cover to cover and has all of them memorized
- His grimore is a huge leather bound book his mom got him when he was 7
- It had flames all over it and a key to unlock which he keeps around his neck
- Always sleeps with candles on
- Favorite holiday? Beltane and Samhain
- Will watch every witch movie ever made ever as tradition
- Dressed up as Nancy from the craft
- Okay so how you guys meet
- Your new a new exchange student
- You’re barely even acknowledging his presence until you get paired up for training
- Without even trying you guys work together perfectly
- He will approach you after class to talk about witchcraft
- “What’s your rising sign”
- Will 100% go back to his dorm and read your whole natal chart
- Just to roast you
- “I know Mercury is in retrograde but chill the fuck out”
- Dates to hole in the wall psychic stores
- Will buy you cute charms and tea
- Buy him candles
- He is ALWAYS running out
- Muscles ahi get after training? He has a soak already on your bed
- If you can cook you both are cooking together
- Making full moon cookies
- Will ask you for stuff to use as offerings
- At this point you just give him stuff you find
- He keeps them all
- That hag stone you found outside the dorms? His new necklace
- Buy him roses
- He will be so flustered if you do
- If you dry them out even better!
- Favorite herb to eat is thyme and Rosemary
- Puts that shit in everything
- He will take care of your plants when your busy
- No wilting on his watch
- Performing spells together!!!
- Like it’s so intimate to him
- Wearing each other’s clothing
- He will steal your jewelry and coats
- Your always wearing his hoodies
- “Hey shithead! You wanna go to this new library?”
- Y’all are that mean hot witch couple 👍🏿