Beautifully put ^_^
Hey.. I'm a 18 year old boy who always wanted to be a girl. Since I can think i always wanted to be like one of them. But i never really found any courage to tell anyone and maybe even get help with that 😔
I am reminded of a move quote: “The way this works is, you do the thing you’re scared shitless of, and you get the courage after you do it. Not before you do it.”
That line is immediately followed by: “That’s a dumbass way to work. It should be the other way around.”
A big problem with us as humans seems to be this notion that courage is something you just have inside you and can call on it at will. What courage really is is the expectation that everything is going to work your way. That expectation only comes if you either had everything work your way in the past or by loading yourself up with false confidence. Since I don’t really approve of false confidence… I’m sorry to say that you’re probably going to have to make your first moves while still being afraid.
There’s good news, though. You’re on the cusp of moving out into the world on your own. Whether its off to college, into the military, or getting a decent job and independent living arraignments, soon you won’t have to answer to anyone if you want to wear a skirt around the house. After that… maybe a walk around the neighborhood or a trip to a grocery store or library. You can take all the baby steps you want, then as your successes grow, your confidence will grow. Then, once your confidence as a woman grows, you can start thinking about the bigger steps.
One other thing I’ve learned over my years of working retail, too, is that most people don’t really care about what you’re doing. Most people in the world are too tied up in their own lives to really come down on you for what you’re doing. And the ones that do? Most of them are just taking out their frustrations over something else on someone they think can’t fight back. That, or they’re trying to distract everyone else around them from something about them that they’re ashamed of. In either case, none of it is your fault or something you are doing wrong. Whenever someone has something to say, its really all about them.
So… you do you, but start in little ways before moving to the big leagues. And while haters gotta hate, try to remember that they’re actually whining about something in their own lives, not your’s.
Good luck and best wishes, sister!
Several people have asked me how I'm creating my sissy AI pics, either what tools or what prompts I'm giving the AI. I thought I'd lay out the process that works for me.
I'm using the Easy Diffusion distribution of Stable Diffusion. It's an AI image generator designed to run locally on a PC, rather than on a central cloud server. Because of this it gets around some of the limitations on the types of images you can create (NSFW and ABDL are particularly tricky). The downside of this is that you need a PC with a fairly meaty graphics card to run the software.
As well as the basic Stable Diffusion install, I've also downloaded several "models" which are sets of data that train SD to work with certain images. There are models for realistic-looking people, manga and so on. I've had a lot of success with the Deliberate, HardBlend and ABDL models available from civitai.com.
Basically the process is a lot of trial and error. I usually start off with a prompt something like this:
Full body portrait photo of (((Justin Bieber))) wearing short frilly crop-top with big puff sleeves and panties. Glamourous pink makeup. Bonnet. Pigtails. Detailed and intricate. (((((Sad))))) unhappy (((((shy))))) (((embarrassed))) scared. Eyes closed. Long eyelashes. Mouth slightly open. Standing In a blue kitchen.
I let the system throw out some images and then refine the prompt. I often use names of famous people because the AI models have been trained on those faces - Justin Bieber seems to work well, although I have no particular like or dislike of Bieber! The final image doesn't always end up looking like that person.
Also important is the negative prompt, the things you DONT want to see in the final image. My negative prompt has built up in time to look like this:
Deformed, blurry, bad anatomy, disfigured, poorly drawn face, mutation, mutated, extra limb, ugly, poorly drawn hands, missing limb, blurry, floating limbs, disconnected limbs, malformed hands, blur, out of focus, long neck, long body, ((((mutated hands and fingers)))), (((out of frame))) (((baby))) (((toddler))) (((child))) (((doll))) tattoo (((happy)))
After quite a bit of tinkering, I'll get four images something like this:
I'll then often take a pic that looks promising and then get the AI to generate four more using that picture as a basis:
This was using a model called cyberrealistic, which is good for some types of clothing and photo-realism, but not trained with diaper and ABDL pics. There are other models that are trained with ABDL pics but aren't very good at photo-realism or variations of clothing. The trick here I use is to redo a section using a different model, using "inpainting". First selecting the area to be in-painted...
Then choosing another diaper-trained model to in-paint the missing section, based on what was there already...
That gives a variety of different underwear options for the poor sissy.
It's looking good, but I want to sissify-up that top by about 50%. To do that I literally draw on top of the image with a finger-painting of what I want...
It doesn't matter that the painting looks really crude, the AI will just use this as the basis for the next set of inpainting, using a different model...
I have a soft spot for big puffy sleeves (and pink). :)
Finally, I choose the best picture and use the upscale tool to scale up the image to a higher resolution. This really helps sharpen the picture and improves the final quality. Et voila...
Hope that's useful for any other aspiring AI image makers?
Kill witches, get bitches.
Very accurate.
I love these two girls 💕 I want to be their friend 😘
He seems all too amused by my situation. It’s been equally beneficial for Shinsou to have a sparring partner closer to his size for technique, as is sparring with my usual stature, since most villains are adults. Regardless, he’s been making good progress.
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bakugo: they say the tongue is the strongest muscle in your body.
uraraka: so?
bakugo: so you wanna fight?
I love trans-positive comics
The interactive sissy story The Special Game (Special Place II) is nowhere near finished, but due to it being too popular to ignore - and also me not having enough time to dedicate to it - I've paused the Patreon site that was hosting it.
The good news is I've posted it to here so everyone can now try it in it's unfinished glory! Ignore the bugs and the abrupt end and you might enjoy it. :)
Hope you like. Would love some feedback. Who knows, it might prompt me to write more!
Hey. I'm Sabrina. A 25 year old Tgirl weeb, from England. I post stuff from Anime, Manga. I'll also post selfies and cat pics occasionally 💜 feel free to kik me at Sabrina_Redfox She/her
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