This Is An Accurate Description Of My Mental Breakdowns

Yo nunca he sido feliz por dos días seguidos, siempre quiero morir al día siguiente

I took an MBTI test and i found out im a INTP-T and during my whole life i thought i was a crackhead

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My list of what i want to do before dying (for legal reasons this is a joke):

Smoke weed

Rob a bank

Stab a cop

Become rich af

Commit arson

Crash a car

Steal someone's wallet

Imagine if someday some random killer threathens to kill you, but you're just like:

Do it fast please

This is one of my OC's (credit to the original artist)

Vincent Graymoon

16 years old

Birthday: july 15

Height: 6'0 (182 cm)

Hybrid: ???/werewolf

Sexuality: Straight

Info: He grew up in a feirly estrict and conservative family with an emotionally abusive mother so he couldn't have a good or normal childhood.

Vincent was forbidden to have friends and girlfriends, especially if they were a human because most of his family were killed by hunters.

He is currently, Apollo's best and only friend and viceversa their family disapproves their friendship but they don't say shit because Mary (his mother) and Agna (Apollo mother) used to be besties in middle school.

He is under a lot of pressure and stress because he is the next Alpha of the pack, he developed anxiety and imposter syndrome.

He is the strongest of the pack, being able to lift four tons.

Curious fact: Vincent has claustrophobia, only Apollo knows about that because Vincent is afraid that his family uses his phobia for some kind of training.

Likes:

Cooking

Videogames

Tea

Making fun of Apollo for being short

Hanging out with Apollo

Anime

Dislikes:

His family (they are toxic af)

Feeling weak

School

Racist people

Im starting to believe that i maybe have body dysmorphia, i dont know if getting thinner of fatter, im shaped like a whale & dont want to look in a mirror

This is my story

Three supernatural teenagers with lots of problems will be involved un way bigger problems than puberty and their broken families.

First we have a inexperienced werewolf drowned in high expectations, then we have a magician with poor mental health and to finish, we have a fae that doesn't even know that he is a fae.

All of them will have to protect the town that they hate so much just to live another day... until they are 18 and they can leave the town.

They will have to learn how to fight and survive the cruel supernatural world.

Ghosts, holy hunters, descendants of gods, werewolfs, etc, this three will have to fight them.

Original story

Copies/adaptations are not allowed

TW: Mentions of suicide, abuse, mental illness, traumátic expirience, etc.

I will only take constructive critisism

Hey gays, i deleted the app so i may relapse or not, ill decide at 3 a.m

Here it comes, the start of the long process of healing