Im Not Saying I Want To Unalive Myself But I Do Want To Unalive Myself

Im making an angsty script for my DR where i still have depression but just because i love the hurt/comfort trope

Sometimes i wonder if i count as a burnout, i had pretty decent grades when i was younger but now im to tired to do my homework, i also used to have a lot of friends but now its almost impossible for me to interact with other human beings that are not my only two friends.

I now that i wasnt refered as "gifted" since some of my classmates were better than me but still, i feel like i was better then than now.

Maybe im a burnout happy kid.

Sorry if i ofend someone who read this shit, im just venting.

This is my OC (credits to the original artist)

Apollo Dolent Gretchen

15 years old

Birthday: october 30

Height: 5'1 (155)

Wizard: Filii Daemonia (a magic user who descent from demons)

Sexuality: gay

Info: He is the last wizard left of his family, lives with his widowed father in a small town called Whispering Hills, wich is filled with supernatural actividity.

His father doesn't know that he is a wizard since he always works outside the house and Apollo usually use that time to practice magic.

He has the ability to talk to ghosts since when he has little he had a very serius accident that temporally killed him.

Has a low self-steem combined with a dark sense of humor, an anarquist ideology along with a strong depression and anxiety.

His mother died at the age of six and two years later after her death, he and his father emigrated to United States.

He doesn't like to talk about her, since he was a very troublesome childe and did ot have a good relationship with his mother, wich make's him feel guilty about her death a he is very reversed with emotions.

Quote: The saying "Blood is thicker than water" is shit, if your family hurts you and abandons you, they are not a family.

Curious fact: He can't create his own spells, enchantments or curses because of his human side but there is a ritual that can fix that.

Likes:

Dark humor

Magic

Music

Sleeping

Anime

Eating

Frogs

Dislikes:

Himself

Most humans

His family (they toxic)

Social events

Thing related to holiness (has an irrational fear)

Frogs (he thinks they are cute but he still afraid of them)

A cat sat on my lap today, i've never been happier

Yeah, and don't forget when

do you ever just wake up and

Reblog if after you figured out your sexuality you started quetioning your gender or if you are already questining both your sexuality and gender

Im gonna be honest, if my friends leave me im gonna commit Hanna Baker, they are 2 out of 4 things that keep's me alive

This is my story

Three supernatural teenagers with lots of problems will be involved un way bigger problems than puberty and their broken families.

First we have a inexperienced werewolf drowned in high expectations, then we have a magician with poor mental health and to finish, we have a fae that doesn't even know that he is a fae.

All of them will have to protect the town that they hate so much just to live another day... until they are 18 and they can leave the town.

They will have to learn how to fight and survive the cruel supernatural world.

Ghosts, holy hunters, descendants of gods, werewolfs, etc, this three will have to fight them.

Original story

Copies/adaptations are not allowed

TW: Mentions of suicide, abuse, mental illness, traumátic expirience, etc.

I will only take constructive critisism

Felt that on my 5'1 goblin ass

y/n: i hate you with every inch of derek's body

theo: ???

stiles: why not your body?

y/n:

derek: because they are small