An Evening In DSP.

Week 1 review :

The week was slightly productive (30-40%). And from the perspective of study, i started to get the way how to study. I failed to perfectly complete all goals. But perfection does not come in one day :)

I will spend my extra time knowing more about virology. (But dunno is the time really extra or not)

Now that the exam is suspended, I don't know how to react , rather then i just yet cleaned out my room and Biology shelf again .@sulagna-stoic

It's 6.30 AM. I believe that the day will be gonna good. Every minute will be with me.I will not prioritise my "comfort" always. I will prioritise my goal. I will not be harsh to me. I will give proper breaks but not for using technology. I will not be lost in unorganized thinking. I trust myself .

Why is it necessary to be "good" from the eyes of society?

I opened this blog in January 1 2020. Now it’s already December 10, 2020. This blog kinda says the summary of this 1 year. 

This year was quirky for everyone. Nothing to tell about that.

But I learnt so many valuable stuffs this year;

two things are still same.

I still sleep for 12 hours.

I don’t know what I will do major in.

:P

It's not always necessary to do those what people say you can't. Rather It's necessary to do those what you think you can't.

Saying "I tried my best but couldn't" is more more prestigious than saying "I can do it without trying".

I believe I will do something when I will do what I thought I never can do. What's easy for me to accomplish, what's the enjoyment behind doing it?

Past myself : Is it really possible for me to stop '.....'. Never ever. Impossible!

Present myself : No, i make it possible.

**at least i am proud of myself**

Dilemmas:the silent killer of your mind

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It's gonna be subjective though I want to tell about this word in short. Dilemmas are the most dangerous pills which may be the reason for ruining mental heath. I have the exhausting experience of deciding among thoisands of options. But I had no specific knowledge for accessing the answers.

Still, I don't have. Notwithstanding this, I learnt to deal with the unknown decisions. Most of the time, I got stuck in the unending loop and I myself used to stop the door of getting out of this. When you dont know which interests you, which defines you, you tend to have more options to you.

This life is full of decisions. Every moment, you are prioritizing one over another. But that time, when you constrain yourself finding abstract answers which you sub-consciously tell yourself that you can not get it. Stop there. Shine.

Believe me it's hard. But I am telling myself,

Rasha, wake up, do something and choose!

Fav quote

"People's perceptions and feelings may change, but the underlying values, and the metrics by which those values are assessed, stay the same."

মনে হয় হিংসা করলা 😏🤣

Thanks @ohshelearns​ for tagging this guy ! I guess I learnt some japanese! and this was so fun. This is my avatar. Actually I always wear a locket around my neck and I did not get a suitable one like that here and my hair is always so much এলোমেলো! My eyes are টানা টানা !

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You can see my another dead blog @ssrasha​

Look, when your focus changes, your view of perceiving beauty also changes!