When A Flower Blooms, When It Falls In The Road - We Never See.

A follower of stoicism 🤘

May is ending! Happy tumblr birthday ! We probably started at May or first June. How have we been this to this site for 5 years? 2019 to 2023 ? I was here when I was 16 and I am going to be 21 this year, how time flies!!! Anyway, we spent a lot time in tumblr. And do you know? Even though I felt like it was a waste of time at moments, I realise now. It was one of the greatest thing we have done together(kinda). How are you? I hope you see this after 1 month or two this is how this ask is going to be fun! Suppose you're talking to me and then you see huh! A ask from anika?!! Hahaha. I love tumblr.com and who we were back then.

Madam, I am active in tumblr than ever before :> Like 5 YEARS? WHATTT I can see that Rasha in me still tho - growth happened but something is yet same. WHAT I MISS EXTREMELY is sending you my wholesome(?) gibberish writing and you actually reading them. Noone is there anymore like that LOL

Well, It's the end of my 2020 blog :3 I will start 2021

তোমার ঘরে বাস করে কারা (ও মন জানো না)

তোমার ঘরে বসত করে কয় জনা (মন জানো না)

এক জনে ছবি আঁকে এক মনে (ও মন)

আরেকজনে বসে বসে রঙ মাখে (ও মন)

আবার সেই ছবিখান নষ্ট করে কোন জনা

একজনে সুর তোলে একতানে (ও মন)

আরেকজনে মন্দিরাতে তাল তোলে (ও মন)

আবার বেসুরা সুর ধরে দেখ কোন জনা

তোমার ঘরে বসত করে কয় জনা

রস খাইয়া হইয়া মাতাল

ওইদেখ হাতফস্কে যায় ঘোড়ার লাগাম

সেই লাগামখানা ধরে দেখ কোন জনা।

: Guy, you yourself make distance. You yourself repent for it. Why these artificial misunderstanding?

: long term effect bro. Everything gonna change. I just wanted you to cope up with change. Sudden change will kill you.

A writing of mine. Though it's seeming somewhat childish now. These childish thoughts can give comfort to this complex mind :3 (4)

From childhood, we are growing in society. Up to a level, we just follow the rules we are supposed to follow. Experienced people give us directions to make our life smooth. Yeah, they saw life better than us. they faced agony. They had expectations. Maybe they thought, If it would happen, life would be better. What does a father do for his child? He shows him the right path of his life. Most of the time, they want their children to walk the paths which they had followed. Why? Because they know the ups and downs of the path. They don’t want their children to face new challenges and struggles. They don’t want the child to face the same agonies they faced. But one thing, both generations forget- “The Change” The things change always. The path father has passed, now it has been changed enough. Parents obviously are more experienced but if the childs don't face the struggles, can they really learn something in life?  It's better to make a robot then. If one has all problems solved, how can he/she be creative? Rather by solving all problems of the children, are not parents stopping their possibilities? It was a tradition, the son of a doctor will be a doctor. Still people believe in these ways. Yeah, obviously there are some common ways where people can get established more quickly. But if parents help their children to get their talent, if they teach how to face a struggle, children can go a long way.   

At first, parents have to see their own mistakes, then they can mould their child's character well.          

That regret of becoming more real after spending hours on screen when I look at the sky and think how small I am.

That hope when a news of new scholarship pops up.

That anger after listening lots of shouts from another room over a trivial topic.

That love after seeing a worst drawing of my sister who tries to draw myself.

That rage after having the news of the worst incidents of the world.

That disappointment after reading the posts of amazing accomplishments of same aged teens.

That urge of getting new reactions over what texts I sent.

That arrogance after winning the last trivial argument.

That discouragement after doing the worst careless mistakes.

That imagined impression of failure after getting rejected from all universities.

That motivation after planning whole day ahead.

That quest of thirst after thinking a new WHY.

That's what my life is. No, I am not that person who will tell you an amazing story of my success. I am a simple person having many mundane stuffs in my everyday life. And I am happy; I am lost in these insignificant and humdrum emotions.

Things are simple when you are an ordinary in this extraordinary world.

I just like can not but hear them all day!

I know one day, the morning will not be like it.

So, HSC is cancelled.

Well let me say, my imagination is relatively harsh than my reality. Ex. If you assume later one as gravity then former one is strong nuclear force. Can you imagine , i am struggling with an omnivorous alien which generally stays in ten dimensions and i am thinking, it will not kill me rather I am gonna stay in an non- inertial frame and i was accelerating backward.My speed is .9999999999999999999c whatsoever i will not see the span 10 days.