It’s Easy To Realize “HSC Is Coming” After Seeing People’s Last Seen.

I fear the relations. I fear how people get stuck in worldly incidents and how these worldly incidents can drag people to a another world where trivial things reign over people's mind. I just fear the whole complexities. Leadership and making united are really some inherent qualities people can bear. Being divided is too easy. Is not it?

I am an entity who does not love to flee away but flees away.

I don't live in the world where other people live.

#self reblog

Everyone has his/her own story.

I don't know how much of a change is consistent. However, we learn to adapt to it unknowingly. Today is April 1. I was waiting for this day thinking "How do I write seven creatives in Bangla exam that day?" And ya I am writing now at 4 am!

  It feels quite thrilling to face a strange challenge, but it is difficult for me to imagine the dire consequences. When people feel a lot of pain, they feel it later. Today, life may seem easy in the face of such a big change, but waiting for the feeling when it itself will seem helpless.

To me, quarantine is not something uncomfortable. I'm accustomed to stay home. So ,maybe I don't understand the change. This time in the house is used in many ways by effective people . I am already inefficient in this regard. So I am more inclined to waste this time. Maybe I'll try but fail.but I do not fear failure.rather I'm afraid of change. I did not think it was so difficult to take responsibility for my life as a follower of the eighteen. I thought the taste of freedom is not too bitter. But alas, living in a house and capturing a strange liberty, I never dreamed it would be so difficult. I don't like the digital age, I'm not that smart. So I do not know if everything becomes normal, can I be normal.I do not know where my world will stand. Those who can still keep themselves normal at this time may be superhuman. However, I do not know why the change always seems awful to only me.

Give me time. I know how to adapt. :)

And I wanna do physics major.

Sometimes you think

Others have to value your opinion. Others have to accept your opinion. But why? It's not bad to be unique. It’s not necessary to be in a mob always. It's normal that others will not able to realize the hidden significance of your opinion. They will laugh, they will mock. But why will you disobey your own heart?

It's not always necessary to ignore the unique ideas you get in your mind. It’s not necessary to obey the traditional rule always. Do you fear the failure? Then what's the necessity of this living by only keeping yourself in the comfort zone? You have to cling to your unique idea WHATEVER happens.

IT’S YOU. (Others don't matter always)

#personality

Healing is a continuous process.

Starting to walk alone

In case you have learnt swimming in a traditional way, you should know it that first time, a teacher gives a support to the learner and the learner tries to survive in the water thinking s/he has a companion to support. Meanwhile, a time comes when the teacher makes the learner free and the learner still tries to swim assuming the presence of the teacher.

The moment the learner sees back ,realizing that he is alone, gives him two feeling.

1. The instant void feeling

2. The aha moment that yeah! I have learned it!

I know I am going through a path in my life when I saw behind, I saw none to guide me to my path. The aha moment is still ahead. But I know I am learning an invaluable skill

to walk alone.

( Don't get it otherwise. I am not saying that I don't have any well wishers, family members, friends to support me. Of course, they are beside me. But that's another part. To get my dream fulfilled, I need to take further steps where none will accompany me. And it's not bad. It's necessary for everyone to be self dependant. Some learn it fast; some do not. In case of me, it's harder. But I know I can cope up with it.

If you want to get something, you need to sacrifice other as well.)

And when you know people are underrating you, you may also laugh silently. But the latter is more interesting than the former.

Remember the rating of people is just a thinking of them without knowing the actual situation. So, don't take them seriously and don't use them to rate yourself by yourself.

YOU ARE UNIQUE, why to generalise you, right?

When people overrate you intentionally or unintentionally, you may laugh :)