Good Days Don't Come Often

I opted to search “HSC” in the search bar and an option popped up;

Seeing the 4th option, I, suddenly, remembered the terrible SSC time.

2018: 

“Question Leakage Batch of Bangladesh!”

 That year, the most amount of columns published in the front page of every newspaper showed the truth: the question was leaked.

Even, government was considering the option of retaking the exam; we were panicked every day to think that we are honest. Do not look at us. My parents were afraid to open social media thinking what if there’s a question paper. I wanted to send my teacher to know the solution of a question through whatsapp after exam, and my mother said, “Hey, if they check your social account!” 

Okay, I know this is illogical. But you can not imagine the stress of that time.

2020:

And now we, the batch of 2018, got another new name.

“Autopass batch of Bangladesh”

Yeah, we were the “question leakage batch of Bangladesh” & now we are the “Auto pass batch of Bangladesh” 

But my question is -

What have I done to carry these two names throughout my life?

Exact presentation of my Daily life. An empty notebook, an open pen and a head phone. A girl is sitting with lots of writing in her head but struggle to write one word in notebook. I am getting voidness everywhere in my life..

There was a time when my average time spent on tumblr was 5 hours a day. Now, while deleting apps ,I saw it in your most unused app and remembered oh! I had tumblr!

Nowadays, the motivational speeches are just turning meaningless. Once there was a time when people struggle to get guidelines. Now we know all the guidelines, but we don't know how to follow them.

Mixed feelings are devouring myself. I don't want to deceive me. Truly, I am not stressed.

The one reason I hate the “online communication” is-

The notion of ‘trust’ & ‘honesty’ mostly doesn’t fit here.

I am not telling all are dishonest; I am telling there’s more scope available.

“Earlier, I asked you to consider two factors in assessing online honesty: (1) the communication venue, and (2) the topics people lie about. When it comes to the venue, research suggests that we’re most honest on social networking sites and least honest on dating sites. When it comes to what we lie about, we’re most honest about our personality, and least honest about our physical appearance.Despite the fact that the Internet makes it easy to fabricate major lies, most of our online lies are minor, suggesting that, overall, we’re pretty honest on the Internet. But this doesn’t mean you should throw caution to the wind in pursuing online relationships or that there are not some people who do greatly misrepresent themselves online. Basic safety precautions should be taken when meeting an online friend offline for the first time, just as you would with anyone you don’t know well. But this research suggests that we shouldn’t be so quick to distrust those we meet online.“ 

That sounds so positive >-<

https://www.psychologytoday.com/us/blog/close-encounters/201407/can-you-really-trust-the-people-you-meet-online

That's right. Ha ha

8 th march 2020 (recognition of first patient) .today is 26 th march . I don't know what is happening in this country.

My parents, being health workers, are working without PPE. We are totally exposed to Corona. I don't fear for my family. But at least i want the real number gets exposed to all. In a densely populated country like Bangladesh, is it possible to stay safe without corona? We are all going to be infected. But at least, who are suffering and dying, their numbers get published. The wrong which Italy did, why we will not learn from the mistake? Even if we all get aware at once,we have to pay for the mistakes which we have done so far.

Bangladesh, be ready. Days are coming.

At last, you came.

:(

THEY JUST WANT U TO MEMORISE SHIT AND THEN POUR INTO A B C D

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tagged by @schrodingered (I know she will :))

1. dekho aloy akash vora

2. Anesthetize 

3. Arriving somewhere but not here

4.Normal

5. Varoto vaggo bidhata(rajkahini)

6.Sudhu tumi chao jodi

7.viva la vida

8. Bojhena se bojhena

9.Tare Zameen Paar

10. Maaa