The Clarity Of Thinking The Power Of Choosing Are Two Invaluable Skills YOU May Bear..

Day 11,12:

No study!

I firmly believe in geometric progression 🙂

Now don't find any followers in the path you are walking in front of you.

“Suffering arises from craving; the only way to be fully liberated from suffering is to be fully liberated from craving; and the only way to be liberated from craving is to train the mind to experience reality as it is.”

— Yuval Noah Harari, Sapiens: A Brief History of Humankind

🌿I felt like making this. At this point I’m desperate to get back on track. This probably was the worst time for a burnout to show up. I’m experiencing this shit for about a month now and there’s less than a month remaining to my exams. It’s now or Never, i understand but it’s harder than ever to stay consistent with my routine. I am getting hyper-productive days once in a while but that doesn’t help unless it’s everyday. At this point, I’m not aware of what I’m doing wrong but it’s needs to be corrected.

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🌿So i just spent a little time to make this, putting some good quotes from famous people to things my friends said. Nobody can change shit, it’s upto me. The last thing i say to myself is,

I DON’T WANNA LOOK BACK AND KNOW I COULD’VE DONE BETTER.

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😑Disclaimer: That’s not a big ‘MEME’.

I thought I will miss the opportunity of seeing DAWN...

I thought I will not be able to rise early...

I was wrong. Really when the day starts a bit early, you can give a head start.

Today I woke up really early (4.00 AM).. I don't know why .. But my life is changing tbh. None can realise that I don't want that too.

I am just tired of the overloaded information in this technological era.

I don't know how much of a change is consistent. However, we learn to adapt to it unknowingly. Today is April 1. I was waiting for this day thinking "How do I write seven creatives in Bangla exam that day?" And ya I am writing now at 4 am!

  It feels quite thrilling to face a strange challenge, but it is difficult for me to imagine the dire consequences. When people feel a lot of pain, they feel it later. Today, life may seem easy in the face of such a big change, but waiting for the feeling when it itself will seem helpless.

To me, quarantine is not something uncomfortable. I'm accustomed to stay home. So ,maybe I don't understand the change. This time in the house is used in many ways by effective people . I am already inefficient in this regard. So I am more inclined to waste this time. Maybe I'll try but fail.but I do not fear failure.rather I'm afraid of change. I did not think it was so difficult to take responsibility for my life as a follower of the eighteen. I thought the taste of freedom is not too bitter. But alas, living in a house and capturing a strange liberty, I never dreamed it would be so difficult. I don't like the digital age, I'm not that smart. So I do not know if everything becomes normal, can I be normal.I do not know where my world will stand. Those who can still keep themselves normal at this time may be superhuman. However, I do not know why the change always seems awful to only me.

Give me time. I know how to adapt. :)

Well, It's the end of my 2020 blog :3 I will start 2021