Sam-x-sandwich - Sammy

PUT THIS PIC IN THE LOUVRE

Guys that whole entire TikTok thing from idk how long ago that was "I'd sell my own bones for sapphire stones, because blue is your favorite color" I was thinking about it and tbh I would sell my own bones for anything that's green bc that's the last color my bf is able to see after going color blind, which I'm pretty sure he's losing the color green now, but it was his favorite color

I LOVE MY BOYFRIEND SO MUCHHH 🫶🫶🫶

Guys?? "So ready to scream at my tv cheering for these athletes" ???? With a live version of ...Ready For It?

So I might be clowning here but in "Guilty as Sin" there's a lyric that says "in lowercase inside a vault" and that just feels so much like it's hinting towards rep, since rep is one of her albums that's in lowercase and technically it's in the vault. What do y'all think??? Am I grasping at straws?

"I want to love you to the best of my abilities, but I don't even know if I can love people in that way"

Sam Martinez (me!!), 07/21/24

It's so weird that I finally realized I'm quoiromantic. I always knew, but I didn't know. I've never really been able to tell the difference in romantic and platonic feelings, but I sort of thought it was normal. I've always just said I like a random friend and convinced myself that it was true. In my whole life I have only actually liked 4 people, one of them I didn't realize was a crush until way after, 2 of them I started liking after we started dating, and the other one is my current boyfriend, he's the only one I've actually been sure about since I met them. It's weird though, I've never felt this way before, but when I told him about it all he said was "oh sweetie, I know." He seems to know before anybody else does, even me, he just lets me figure it out on my own time, and honestly, I'm so grateful for it. I've told so many people that I love them, but I think I really mean it when I tell him I love him. I feel weird about it though, it seems like we're too young to actually know what love is, but I feel like after so long of not knowing if I feel love in that way at all, I think I'm pretty sure. Which means I'm just somewhere on the spectrum, I'm not sure if I actually like people in that way, but there's occasionally one person that I'm sure about, and I'm so glad that I happened to fall in love with my boyfriend, because I wouldn't trade him for anything.