guess who’s playing adwd instead of working on the next l.o.v.e chapter???
me.
i am ashamed.
haiii twinn ily 🫶🏼
i mean that’s very real js look at him😻🫶😽💋🤩
he’s so wife 🤭😋
lunch
oh sorry did i shoot you 47 times in chest /silly
more like 57 wtf how could you do such a thing?? 😩😩
Tumblr is odd because you’ll see a mutual post something really profound like “the birds still sing for those who listen” and you see them 5 minutes later saying something like “need to be pegged.grilled cheese style”
who said dabihawks yuri
“He could strip the trees of their skin and use the charcoal as a pencil and exhaust the earth’s crust of its natural life, and still - still he couldn’t capture you.”
Omfg that was beautiful ❤️🥹
"Was I just the fucking NOTES guy to you??" Part Three / (Bakugo x GN! Reader) (Written)
Bakugo was a smart man.
He knew things that others didn't - and naturally, he caught onto things that others couldn't.
Bakugo was a man who used what he knew and substituted what he didn't. He was resourceful, which means he was useful and that meant he was needed.
He was intelligent, gifted and all the different kinds of things that made people jealous of his inevitable success.
He grew up with a quirk. A powerful quirk. He was told that from a young age, Katsuki Bakugo would grow up to be something incredible. To be one of the most influential heroes the world has ever seen.
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Bakugo had everything he had ever wanted handed to him. Here he was, twenty five, and one of the greatest heroes Japan had ever seen.
And yet, despite holding the world in the palms of his hands. It wasn’t enough. He needed something more.
You.
His highschool love. The one thing that slipped through his fingers. It was nine years ago.
Nine long, excruciating years.
Though he was too late. He figured out all your cute and cheesy hints, too late - made all the right plans, too late - reached for your longing hand, too late - ached for your touch - dreamt of your lips sliding against his own… simply too late.
He had tried to shoot his shot back then but he was much too late.
But it had been nine years.
Nine whole years since he saw you. And according to Deku, five years since the both of you had broken up.
Surely now, surely now he had his chance. His opening. It was obvious he was still pining for you.
His heart was yours.
He knew that.
Kirishima knew that.
Deku knew that.
You, knew that.
You knew.
Which is how he ended up finding himself, his lips pressed against yours - just like how a younger Katsuki only dreamt of doing - as he pressed you up against his bedroom wall.
How did he manage to get himself stuck in this situation?
He didn't remember.
And he didn’t give a fuck. He didn’t care. It really didn't matter either.
His friends were throwing a party - that’s right. Something about celebrating his “heroic success” or whatever.
Something about inviting his old classmates.
Something about inviting you.
Something about seeing you again, standing there like you were the only person in the room.
It was like the rest of the world melted into nothing as Katsuki stared at you. He didn't realise how much more... how much more you were.
It wasn't more in a bad way.
Not at all.
More. You were just so much. More. He could barely think - let alone place his messed up, jumbled thoughts into coherent words. It was like just the mere glimpse of you had him going insane, a mess of flushed cheeks and racing hearts- and short breaths- and everything. He felt sick, like he was going to hurl all over the carpet but in a good way, y’know?
His palms were sweaty and Katsuki’s head spun. All the lights were too bright and the music was too much. His legs felt like jelly and… shit - were you looking at him?
Looking right at him with those drowning eyes of yours?
Smiling at him with that godforsaken smile of yours?
Taking his scarred and calloused palm against the soft skin of your own hand?
Katsuki could write a poem about your beauty - no, he could write a million. He could strip the trees of their skin and use the charcoal as a pencil and exhaust the earth’s crust of its natural life, and still - still he couldn’t capture you.
Your raw essence.
Your brilliance.
The way you shine and shimmer.
The way your eyes crinkle- and your breath gets stuck in your throat. The pads of your fingertips and the softness of your collarbones, and the dip and curve of you back and- and- and-
God, he was smitten.
And god.
Katsuki was going to die.
He was going to die again and it was all your fucking fault.
Fucking hell. It was always your fault.
All of it.
Everything was your fault.
He pushed himself harder, all because of those melodic words you used to sing to him. How you looked up to him when you were teenagers.
He worked on himself because you had told him you liked seeing the parts of him that nobody else had.
"I want to see the parts of you that nobody else has."
There was no way in hell that sentence was platonic. God he was such a fucking idiot back then, it was so fucking obvious you liked him. So fucking obvious.
And he missed it.
Like the idiot he was back then.
But he wasn’t going to lose you once more. He would rather tear out his own spinal cord - tendons, ligaments, flesh and bloody bone - then let you slip in between his fingers again.
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Katsuki’s breath was hot against your lips, his skin was buzzing with life and his heart pounded in his ears. He felt like if he took a step back he was going to stumble and fall. You looked so… ethereal. In his arms with your lips swollen and your cheeks flushed.
Katsuki leaned down and brushed his thumb across your bottom lip, his gaze softened as a soft smile tugged at his cheeks.
“I love you.”
He whispered, voice small.
“I always have.”
That sense of… being wanted for so long crushed you like a new fish being thrown into its new fish tank- but it was home.
I’m home.
Here in Katsuki’s arms. The smell of caramel, the feeling of his pulse throbbing against your palm, his imperfect and scarred flesh-
“Perfect.” You whispered under your breath.
“You’re perfect Katsuki.” You mumbled, sliding your lips across his, nails digging into the back of his shirt as he slid a strong hand under your leg, pulling his lips away only to latch onto the soft curve of your neck.
“I love you.” He sighed.
“Never leave me. Never again.”
Part One / Part Two
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wait wait wait mutuals rb this with a description of ur voice
the box is heavier than you remember. or maybe it’s just you. maybe it’s the weight of the years, of everything you lost, of everything you never got to say.
you don’t even know why you’re doing this. you should’ve just left it buried in the back of your closet, let it collect dust, let the past stay where it belonged.
but you didn’t.
and now here you are, sitting cross-legged on your bedroom floor, sifting through pieces of a life that slipped through your fingers.
old movie tickets, a tiny stuffed keychain he won for you at a festival, a wrinkled napkin with katsuki’s handwriting telling you to stop being an idiot and eat something.
you laugh, but it doesn’t reach your eyes.
your fingers tremble when they brush against the stack of photos at the bottom. a part of you wants to put them away, to close the box and shove it back where you found it. but your hands move before you can stop them, flipping through moments frozen in time.
and then you see it.
the one picture that guts you.
it’s nothing special. not posed, not planned. just a random snapshot of you and katsuki, sitting side by side. you’re talking, mid-sentence, probably rambling about something, and he—
he’s looking at you.
not annoyed, not exasperated, not even pretending not to care.
he’s looking at you like you were everything. like you hung the damn stars. like he could sit there forever, just listening to you, just being with you.
your hands shake as you run a thumb over the faded edges, the ache in your chest growing unbearable.
because you don’t have this anymore.
you don’t have him anymore.
and maybe, in another life, in another timeline where things played out differently, where you fought harder, where he stayed—maybe you’d still have the chance to see him look at you like that.
but in this life, all you have is a picture and the ghost of what could have been.
happy birthday