ON A BETTER NOTE, I DID IN FACT SEE THE TMNT 40TH ANNIVERSARY COMIC THINGIE! AND I LOVE IT!!! FREAKING- IM FOAMING AT THE MOUTH AT THE RISE! DESIGNS, THE 2012 STORY- ALL OF IT!
TYSM MOOTIE THIS IS ACTUALLY AMAZING!! DUDE I LOVE IT SO MUCH I'M CHERISHING IT FOR ETERNITY!
๐๐ข๐งก ๐ต๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ข: @savemeafruitjuice๐๐ข๐งก
ยทฬฉฬฉฬฅอ๏ผ*โขฬฉฬฉอโฉโขฬฉฬฉอ*ห๐ท๐๐๐ข ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐โฆ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐โฆ๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๐. ๐ท๐๐๐ ๐ข๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐, ๐๐๐๐๐๐!!!ห*โขฬฉฬฉอโฉโขฬฉฬฉอ*ห๏ผยทฬฉฬฉฬฅอ
๐ถ๐๐๐๐: ๐ท๐๐๐/๐ฒ๐๐๐๐๐๐
๐๐๐๐๐: ๐น,๐บ๐ผ๐ธ
๐ป๐๐: ๐ณ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐ข๐
๐ป๐๐: ๐ผ๐๐๐๐ข ๐ข๐งก
๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ข: ๐ณ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ข๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐โฆ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ (๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐), ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐.
(๐ฐ/๐ฝ: ๐*๐๐๐ ๐ณ๐ฝ๐ธ. ๐ฑ๐๐-๐๐ข๐. ๐ฐ๐๐๐๐. ๐๐๐ข๐๐๐๐๐. ๐ต๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐โฆ)
๐พ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐: @tiggleebug @what-youd-expect @veryblushyswitch @someone1348 @titters-and-tingles
@odder-outlet @itzsana-kiddingmenow @kanene-yaaay @turtletimewriting @mysteriouslee
๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐: ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐โฆ๐๐ ๐ข๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐โ๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ข ๐. ๐๐, ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐'๐ ๐ข๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐, ๐๐๐ฃ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐ข ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐โจโผ๏ธ
๐๐: ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐, ๐๐๐๐-๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐/๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐/๐๐๐๐๐, ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐.
ยทฬฉฬฉฬฅอ๏ผ*โขฬฉฬฉอโฉโขฬฉฬฉอ*ห๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐ ๐๐ข, ๐ธ ๐๐๐๐ ๐ข๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ขห*โขฬฉฬฉอโฉโขฬฉฬฉอ*ห๏ผยทฬฉฬฉฬฅอ
It was currently 2:00 in the morning. And the only things keeping Donatello Hamato alive at the moment were cans of Red Bull, Dr. Pepper and a slice of pizza. And by โsliceโ, he means the entire box.
Whichโฆthe more and more Donnie thought about it, that was a hell of a combination to consume for the rest of the night. Also super duper concerning. But it kept him 101% awake, so he couldnโt really complain all that much.
But why was the young scientist staying up so late you may ask? The second youngest was currently working on the de-mutagen mutagen to un-mutagize Mr. OโNeil (try saying that 10 times fast). The tallest turtle has been engrossed in the project for weeks; his eyes have been stuck to his computer as if someone glued them there.
Butโฆwhy would Mr. OโNeil need โde-mutagen mutagen?โ Wellโฆyou, my friend, ask the good questions at the wrong time. You see, Donatello and his brothers kindaโฆmaybeโฆaccidentallyโฆspilled mutagen on Aprilโs Dadโฆ
Accidentally! Accidentally. It wasnโt really as bad as it sounded. I mean, how would you react if you saw your Dad turn into a mutant and start flying all over New York? Pretty cool, right?
โฆAlright. Maybe it was as bad as it sounded.
Turning Aprilโs Dad into a batโฆcreature-likeโฆthing wasnโt a part of the plan in all honesty. Which was why the tallest turtle of the four was so stubborn on getting this freaking blob of green slime disgustingness finished.
I meanโฆit was him and his brotherโs fault that the scientist got mutated in the first place. And as well as Donnie knows, thatโs Aprilโs only family she has as of right now. And that just makes this whole mutation situation (<- hey that rhymes) even worse.
Donnie knows all too well what itโs like for a family member to go missing out of his control. I mean, have you met him? Or literally anyone in his household? It wasnโt out of the ordinary that they would (or could) get kidnapped, captured, or held hostage from time to time.
I mean, the skyโs blue. The grass is green. They get taken from away each other on a daily basis. Duh.
โฆAnyways; steering away from that sad but true fact, Donnieโs family was, well, his family at the end of the day. His comfort.
And so to justโฆtake that comfort outlet April once had and not do anything about it seemedโฆinhuman.
I mean, he wasnโt humanโฆnot human in the slightest, really. But you get his point.
Huh. Andโฆspeaking of family, if Leo was in the second youngestโs room right now, the young leader wouldโve said some statements along the lines of: โDonnie! Sit up! Your backs built like a shrimp!โ or โDon! Stop typing and sit up straight before your back looks like a crooked tree!โ
And in all honesty? He should probably fix his posture. But Leo reminding him every millisecond of the day makes him not want toโฆ
Besides, itโs not like he was using the computer for shits and giggles. He was using it because he needed to use it. Because he had to use it.
I mean, the more and more he thought about it, wasnโt it really his fault in the first place? He was the genius. He was the scientist. He was supposed to know the answer to every. single. problem.
Even if the problem wasโฆwell, himself.
But what could he even do at this point??? April cut all contacts with him, Mr. OโNeil could be who knows where, and Donnie just ran out of pizza!
Triple. kill!
Wellโฆperhaps using that kind of phrasing isnโt appropriate at the moment, but your picking up whatโs heโs putting down, right?
โฆoh God, heโs starting to sound like Leoโฆthatโs how tired he was.
The scientist groaned, resting his head on the table and rubbing his arm in irritation.
My gosh did he miss sleep.
Even if he got, like, 3 hours on a daily basisโฆit was 3 hours of sleep! Which is something he rarely got anymore since everything has happened.
He rubbed his arm a tad bit harder, glaring at his computer screen as if it was the most disgusting thing to ever make way on this planet.
And thatโs saying a lot. I mean, have you met Raph?
The purple banded turtle sighed in pure annoyance, tapping his other finger on the desk in a repetitive motion.
Back and forth.
Back and forth.
Back and forth.
At least this he can do without screwing it up. Like heโs done with absolutely everything.
Donnie tapped faster.
Back and forth. Back and forth.
โYou look like absolute sugar honey iced tea, broski.โ Donnie jumped at the sudden voice, stumbling out of the spinny chair he was sitting on as he grabbed his bล staff which was planted on the floor. He drawed the staff, only to find his baby brother with his hands slightly up in a surrendering position.
โOh. Hi, Mikeyโฆโ The taller turtle relaxed, dropping his staff in complete exhaustion and sinking into his chair like he wasnโt about to chop the other into pieces.
God, did he want sleep...
โWhy are you up so early, Dee? Itโs, like, 3 a.m. nowโฆโ The youngest turtle asked as he walked over to his older brother, pulling up another spinny chair as he sat next to him.
โLate. Why am I up so late. Morning technically starts after midnight. However, 3 a.m. is way too early to be considered part of the daytime. For most of the world, it is still dark outside at this time. And so,ย 3 a.m. is considered night.โ The purple banded turtle rambled. Mikey blinked in confusion at his brotherโs rebuttal, rolling his eyes playfully, โNerd emojiโฆโ
Donnie didnโt even counter the remark. He wanted to, obviously. Sibling bickering is a thing, yโknow.
But he had to finish this cure even if it killed him. And how the way things were going, he would have to be revived 14-15 times in order to complete it.
Mikey looked at his older brother worriedly, seeing how focused and entranced he was on the computer. And usually? That wouldโve been an amazing thing. Like Mikey here, Donnie would tend to hyperfixate on certain things and spend hours upon hours researching and de-coding andโฆ
Well, you get the idea.
But ever since April stopped talking to them completely, Donnieโs been soโฆprone to figuring out a way to cure her Dad.
If there even was oneโฆ
And the youngest couldnโt even remember the last time he saw his immediate older brother in a bed. Sleeping. And that made the youngest worry. Worry beyond repair. And if you didnโt already know, he doesnโt do worry. Thatโs Master Splinterโs jobโฆif you werenโt able to tell by all the grey/gray hairs.
โYou're doing the tappy-tap thing; you only do that when you're nervous or stressed about something...โย Mikey randomly said out loud.
Wellโฆnot entirely randomly.
Anytime the second oldest would do that, he would usually end up moving his hand down to tap onto his thigh, and then the light feeling would be overwhelming for him and so he would start scratchingโฆ
It was a domino effect that Mikey really didnโt want to go down if he didnโt have to.
The taller teen looked down at his left hand andโฆsure enough, yep. He was rubbing and scratching and tapping his arm like some crazy crack addict. He adjusted them so they were in his lap, trying not to fidget with any part of his body but soon started bouncing his right leg. โSorryโฆโ He mumbled.
โWha-? Noโฆyou donโt need to apologize. I just didnโt want you to hurt yourself, Dee. Thatโs the only reason why I pointed it out.โ Mikey rambled comfortingly, frowning a little bit as he saw Donnieโs face in a scowl. The elderโs hands tapped on the desk again, his nails gripping onto the table as he did so.
Tap.
Tap.
Tap.
Mikey glanced at his brother sadly. Heโs never seen Donnie this upset beforeโฆand that made Mikey worry. And again, Mikey didnโt do worry.
The blue eyed teen went into his pajama pants pockets and grabbed a rubix cube. He honestly completely forgot he had it in there and just happened to remember in this exact moment, but perhaps it was a good thing he forgot.
Because it was obvious his big brother needed it right now.
Mikey gave the other the cube, which he gladly accepted. The taller turtle frustratingly solved the cubeโฆnot because solving the cube was frustrating, but because he was frustrated with himself.
โYouโฆwanna talk about itโฆ?โ The youngest asked gently. โNoโฆno not reallyโฆโ The older said as he looked at his computer blankly, solving the cube.
My gosh he needed sleep. And he knew he said that a couple times already but being tired was starting to getโฆwell, tiring!
And you know what the worst part of all of this was?
He did the best he could.
The best he could muster wasnโt enough but at least he tried. Saving the world every day and night sometimes didnโt always go as planned.
But was that good enough? No. Of course it wasnโt. But at least he tried. He always tries. There hasnโt been one mission he hasnโt at least tried to do his part.
It's just kinda hard when youโre a 5'8 mutant turtle that the whole world is afraid of and yet you save their asses each and every day.
The ironyโฆ
And on top of it all, he hasnโt been making a smidge of process.
The mutagen still looks the exact same as it did a week ago. And the week before that. And the weeks and weeks and weeks before thatโฆ
โDeeโฆโ Mikey started, looking at his older brother with sad, pleading eyes. โNo. Stop. Donโt look at me like that.โ Donnie scowled, โIโm not in the mood to be pitied.โ Mikey returned the cold stare slightly, crossing his arms loosely, โWell, you should be in the mood to sleep.โ
โIโm not tired.โ
โLike hell youโre not.โ The smaller turtle laughed bitterly, although nothing at the matter was truly โhahaโ funny. More so โwhat the actual fuckโ go to bedโ funny. โYour eyebags literally have a whole story arc right now. A plot and everything. You canโt tell me your not even a smidge sleepy.โ
โThatโs hilarious. Itโs almost like I just did.โ Donnie spat, glaring at the rubix cube as he continued to solve it.
The freckle faced turtle sighed, โJustโฆlook. Listen to me for a sec, okay?โ Donnie solved the cube, putting it on the table as Mikey held his hand.
โI know that your work is important to you. And I know you feel responsible for Mr. OโNeilโs mutation.โ He started, squeezing Donnieโs hands comfortingly, which caused the elderโs hands to untense a bit, relaxing in the otherโs hold. The smaller turtle smiled at the small but impactful motion.
He started up again, โWe all do. But weโre not gonna get any step closer to figuring out the cure if our #1 scientist bro keeps working himself to death...โ
โAnd by the looks of it? Youโre 50% thereโฆโ The younger said as he let go of the otherโs hand, getting a better look at his face. โHow would you feel if I stayed up working on this all week? Wouldnโt you be worried?โ
โYouโre not smart enough for that.โ Donnie mumbled, a small smug smile on his face.
Mikey gave his brother a playful punch to the shoulder, rolling his eyes playfully as his older brother laughed, tears welling up in his eyes. The blue eyed teenโs eyes widened in surprise, looking up at him.
โAre thoseโฆhappy or sad tearsโฆ?โ Mikey asked. โProbably both.โ Donnie snickered, wiping away his tears, โSorry. You know how emotional I get when Iโm tiredโฆโ
The smaller teen hummed in acknowledgement, resting his head on the taller teenโs shoulder. โHow about this: Iโll stay with you in youโre lab to help you go to sleep.โ He offered, a small reassuring smile on his face as he looked up at Donnie once again.
โOkayโฆbut what do I get in return?โ
โA good night sleep.โ The younger deadpanned.
โTouchรฉโฆโ Donnie hummed, now too tired and too emotionally drained to argue at this point. He yawned, standing up from the chair as the action was soon being followed by the other turtle in the room.
โDo not kick me while weโre lying down, got it?โ
โNooooo promises, bro-broโฆโ
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โOkayโฆI feel utterly ridiculous.โ Donnie mumbled as he crossed his arms in Mikeyโs hold. Since Donnie couldnโt sleep, the youngest thought it would be a great idea to give him a hug just like their Dad did when they were turtle tots. Which, was to basically hug them from behind while the turtle being hugged was lying down slightly.
It helped them sleep on hard nightsโฆand it seemed like Donnie was having a hard night.
โDonโt be. Itโs alright.โ The youngest smiled reassuringly, giving his brother another tight squeeze. โDad did it exactly like this! Youโll fall asleep in no time!โ
โWell, Dadโs a 6'2 mutant, Mike. Youโre 4'6 while Iโm 5'7. This hug is nothing but just pure awkwardness...โ
โIโm 4'10!โ The smaller mutant corrected, obviously offended by the false statement.
โThen Iโm 6 feet tall.โ Donnie chuckled.
โOkay, Mr. Wise Guy! Do you want this hug or not?!โ
The elder chuckled, making no further comments as Mikey hugged him. The two sat in comfortable silence, enjoying each otherโs company as the quietness overtook the room.
โIโmโฆsorry for being such a dick earlierโฆโ Donnie murmured sadly, โI wasnโt being bitchy on purposeโฆI was justโฆโ He paused, trying to figure out what he was going to say before suddenly losing the train of thought. โStop thinking so hard. Youโre gonna hurt your big brain.โ Mikey pouted, poking Donnie in the cheek a couple times.
โAnd donโt worry about it. I didnโt take it personally. You were really agitated and tired so you had to let your Alpha male come out. No shame in that.โ
โStill. I shouldnโt have treated you like that. So Iโm sorry.โ Donnie simply mumbled, before blinking in confusion a couple of times, โWait. DidโฆDid you just call me anโฆAlpha male?โ
โI sure did.โ Mikey beamed proudly.
โUghโฆI hate you so freaking much, y'know that?โ
โSuuuure you do. Iโm the Alpha, Iโm the leader, Iโm the one to trustโฆโ The youngest started to sing, rocking himself and Donnie side to side as the eldest tried to get out of the hug. โIhi rehefuse to get comforted by ahan individual thahat knows thahat atrohocity by heart.โ He snickered.
โOh come on! I think Iโm a pretty good singer!โ The purple banded turtle only rolled his eyes at the comment, scoffing lightly, โMeehee and yohou hahave different definitions ohof thehehe word goodโฆโ
โFine then! Iโm a great singer!โ Mikey challenged.
โLihihike hell yohou are, yohohou bihig oaf.โ
โIโm shorter than you, Einstein!โ
โDoesnโt mehean your nohohot bihigโฆโ Donnie mumbled giggly but smugly.
The youngest glared, jabbing Donnie in the side, causing the russet eyed turtle to shriek loudly in surprise. Mikey giggled, poking Donnie in the sides repeatedly. โThe Boo scream from Monsterโs Inc goes crazy, bro.โ
โMโMihihichael!โ
โThatโs my name~! Whatโs up? You need something?โ The orange banded turtle asked teasingly, peering down at his brother who was now squirming uncontrollably.
โNo? Well okay thenโฆโ The youngest mused as he continued to wreck his brother. โWโWahait! Wahait! Ihihiโm gohonna wahahake eheveryone uhuhup!โ Donnie squealed,ย leaning against his little brotherโs chest as he squirmed in the hold.
โThen stop laughing then.โ The younger one huffed, smiling even more as Donnieโs blush increased in volume and size. โBuhut youโre tihihickling me!โ
โI think that sounds like a you problem, dear brother of mine. Maybe you should try being less ticklish and it wouldnโt happen to you!โ
Donnieโs giggles became more frantic, turning his face to hide in Mikeyโs side. The younger smiled at the shy gesture, ceasing his tickling for a moment.
โI promise Iโll stop when you want me to, okay?โ Mikey said with a soft smile on his face; which, was nice and all but at the same time why did he have to be so nice about it???
Donnie nodded embarrassed, preparing himself physically and mentally. โOh! And thanks for opening this spot for me, Dee.โ The smaller mutant giggled as he scribbled his fingers against the crook of Donnieโs neck, which made the taller turtle flail around and try to hit him. โHehey! Hey! That's not very nice!โ
He pulled one of Donnieโs arms up and wiggled his fingers directly in his underarm. โNAHAโ *hic* NOHOH!โ The older cackled as he desperately tried to pull his arm back down as he hid his face deeper in Mikeyโs side. The blue eyed mutant awed teasingly at the sight, chuckling to himself as his big brother laughed his heart out.
โNAHAT *hic* THEHERE! PLEHEASE!โย
โNahat thehere?โ Mikey faked gasped, โWhat aboutโฆright here~?โย He giggled, squeezing right above the other turtleโs hip bone. Donnie kicked and squirmed as more hiccups followed.
โAwhโฆis my big brother tickwish~?โ Mikey said as he buried his face into the crook of Donnieโs neck, giggling as the olderโs cackles began to increase in volume at the teases. โShuhuHUT yohOURโE *hic* TRAHAP!โ The purple banded turtle shrieked, trying to push at his baby brotherโs face to try and stop him.ย ย
โYouโre hiccups are adorable, big bro~!โ Mikey cooed, now noticing how red Donnieโs face have gotten due to all the laughing and teasing. Mikey stopped tickling Donnie but his face still remained in the crook of his neck, smiling at the giggly mess he made of his older brother. Donnie glared while laughing, pushing on his baby brotherโs face.
โStaHAP!!! Stohopโฆโ
โIโm not even doing anything!โ The other laughed asย he hugged Donnie, rocking him back and forth again.
โLihiterallty dihihieโฆโ Donnie giggly grumbled, trying to wipe off the grin happy smile his brother plasteed on his face. โYohohouโre. the. absolute wohorstโฆโ He giggled tiredly, curling in on himself as he swatted his baby brother away from him.ย
โNowโฆdo you wanna go to bed or should weโฆโ The orange banded turtle trailed off of his sentence, looking down to his elder brother whomโs eyes started to droop.
โPff. 'Night, Dee.โ
โMhmโฆโ
Donnie relaxed in Mikeyโs hold, which made the younger oneโs eyes soften greatly. He pulled out his phone, taking a picture quickly and going into the familyโs group chat:
๐๐๐บ๐ฅTeenagers who are Mutants who are Ninjaโs who are also Turtleโs๐๐๐งซ๐ผ
Yo ๐ผ๐ผ๐ผ
Mikey???
What are you doing up so early?
>:3
Ur lucky Don isnโt online here Leo
He would go on a full on RANT abt the โlateโ and โearlyโ bs
Iโm awareโฆ
So whatโs up, Mikey? You okay?
Yeah๐๐ฅ!!! Iโm fine!!!
Just wanted to tell you guys that Iโm in Donโs room catching some axโs โจโจโจ
WJAT??
BAHAH EXCUSE ME
CAN I JOIN
NONO STUPID AUTOCORRXT
ZโS I MEANT ZโS. AS IN SLEEP
S L E E P I N G
LIKE SNOK MIMIMI TYPE STUFF
Jesusโฆ
Mikey. Never do that again.
IT WASNT WVEN MY FAULTT
SO DOES THAT MWAN NO AXES???
SHUT UP, RAPHAEL
๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐!!!
Oh grow up, Raph
Yeaaaaah Raaaaaaph, grow up ๐๐๐
๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐โผ๏ธโผ๏ธโผ๏ธ
Anyway ๐พ
I came into his room bc he was working on the mutagen thing
Ohโฆ
Poor Don.
Heโs been working on that thing for ages
Thanks for doing that, Mikey.
Iโm sure he appreciates it.
He better
My shell hurts from supporting his big ass
DAMN
Just go to bed, Mikeyโ b4 Leo kills the both of us
Love ya bro
See u when u and Don wake up
Love you guys too ๐๐๐๐๐
Mikey smiled as he turned off his phone, putting it on Donnieโs nightstand as he relaxed against the bed frame. He rubbed his brotherโs shell comfortingly, humming a small tune softly.
โHey, Mike?โ
โHm?โ
โThank you for this. Iโฆdidnโt know how much I needed itโฆthank you. I love you.โ
Mikey smiled brightly, squeezing Donnie a tad bit tigther, โLove you too, Don. Now go to sleep before you become more wrinkly than you already are.โ
โOh, fuck youโฆโ Donnie chuckled, drifting off to sleep along with his little brother.
Things werenโt perfect. I mean, they never will be. They never would be.
But being apart of a team means your never alone.
And being apart of a family means youโre never alone.
And as long as Donnie had hisโฆheโd be quite alright.
He can finish the mutagen laterโฆas of right now, he needed to go the fuck. to. bed.
And thanks to Mikey, he can finally do that.
ยทฬฉฬฉฬฅอ๏ผ*โขฬฉฬฉอโฉโขฬฉฬฉอ*หFINห*โขฬฉฬฉอโฉโขฬฉฬฉอ*ห๏ผยทฬฉฬฉฬฅอ
(P.S.: If you enjoyed this fic, please consider reblogging!!!)
This is a 2012 fic!
Lee: Raph
Ler: Splinter
TW!: STRUGGLES WITH ANGER ISSUES! SOME ANGST!
"Just shut up, Leo! I don't care!"
Raphael twisted out of the grasp of his brother, fuming as he took off down the hall. The leader watched in concern as the younger had yet another argument with him today.
"Raph-"
"No. Screw off."
And that was that. The red-themed turtle stomped to his room, kicking the door shut. He paused, sighing, before sliding down the door and curling up. It just wasn't fair. He couldn't control how he felt, and no one would understand him if he tried explaining it. Everyone sucked. His family sucked.
Tears welled up in his eyes, because he was lying. No, his family didn't suck, he sucked. He didn't deserve to have brothers like this, or his father. Raph pressed his head into his knees.
His father.
He needed help, and Master Splinter could be the only one who would help him.
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"Uhm.. Excuse me, Sensei. Could I.. ask you something?"
Splinter looked up from his spot on the ground, and patted the spot next to him. "Come, sit with me." He hesitated for a second, but eventually, the turtle sat down.
"What is it that you wanted to ask?"
Raph sighed, pulling his knees to his chest. "Just.. Why isn't anything working? The things you've taught me.. about anger, I mean." He scrunched his face up, picking at his kneepad. "All the techniques about ignoring it, or having other outlets.. they don't help for very long. I keep.. blowing up."
The elder moved his hands from where they were at his lap, holding them out for Raph to take. The red-themed turtle reached and let his hands rest in those of his father's, a dejected look on his face.
"My son. It is true that you face the struggle of anger. I am aware that you cannot control this at times.." The rat man clasped his fingers around his son's much larger ones, rubbing the back of his hand soothingly. "But it does not have to be wholly who you are."
Raph looked up, confusion evident on his face. "You have many outlets related to aggression, such as using punching bags, or battling during missions- even training. All of those are parts of what makes you who you are, but you are forgetting that not everything has to revolve around such an intense emotion." The turtle didn't seem to know how to respond, mouth opening, before shutting again when nothing came out.
When words came to him, the shorter spoke, quietly and unsure. "Then.. what am I supposed to do about anger? I don't feel like I can beat it.."
"And you don't have to. Anger is not something you can move past with ease. A lot of the time, it will always be a part of you, and all you can do is make peace with it and continue on." Raph closed his eyes, face pinched as he tried to wrap his head around the concept of just.. accepting his anger.
"But.. Sensei, what do I do when I'm out of control? Or- when I'm overwhelmed?"
"Hm.. While your current methods can help calm some of the energy you feel, perhaps taking your mind off of aggravation could give you better results." The teen looked up, perplexed. "Like what?"
Splinter smiled slightly. "Things like having fun, and enjoying the present moment. Come, and I will let you in on a secret." He leaned forwards, pulling Raph into a hug. Though a bit confused, the turtle scooted closer, hugging back.
"The saying is true.."
Raph looked up at the following silence, face pressed against his father's yukata. "What saying?"
"That laughter is the best medicine."
There was barely any time to react before being thrown into a fit of high-pitched cackles. "WhaHA! Fahather, noho- Heh!" He squirmed, hands gripping onto the clothing. Yoshi only chuckled, continuing to scritch his nails along his son's sides.
"Raphael, you must release the tension in your body." The younger shook his head, pressing into the other's side. "Ihi cahan't! Yohou're tihickling mehe! Stohop!" He wiggled to the side, but it didn't go unnoticed that there was very little effort to get away.
Raph flinched as the fingers came into contact with his ribs, elbows pressing down as much as they could with his arms lifted. There wasn't much reason to be as passive with being tickled as he was, but the red-themed mutant's hands never came to push the other's away.
"Hmm, you seem to be more tense than before.. Perhaps I should try a different spot. How about here?" The turtle shrieked, scrunching up his shoulders to his head when claws dragged down the back of his neck, then going to slip into the crook of the area. "NOHO! PleheHEASE! Ihihit tiHIcklehes!"
"I don't think this is any better.. How about here? Possibly here?"
Raph was in stitches, curling up against the elder as best he could as each ticklish spot was prodded at, sending him into quiet bouts of laughter. "Pffeheh- Nohot thehere! Fahather, plehease- IHI- Ihi can't!"
"It appears I'll have to keep trying to get you to relax, my son.."
"HAH! FahaHAtheher, noho!"
LOVE THE THEME HECK YEESSSSSSSS
Also- did you happen to draw it-?
If so- MAJOR TALENT BUD
RAHHH LET'S GO!! SHELLDONNN!!!!!๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐
Heya! I loved the fic you wrote! If you have time, can you please write a Lee!Donnie fic? No pressure or anything! I know that good stories take time to write.
(โ โขโ ย โ โฝโ ย โ โขโ ;โ ) So I kinda disappeared for like over a month-- well I'm back!!!! It's a Christmas miracle, obviously!!!! (Life comes at you fast :,3) ANYWAY! I had this idea and remembered it fit your request, hope you like it!!! โจโจ๐๐ซถ๐ซถ
As always!๐ซถ T-cest DNI! That is DISGUSTING. GET OUT.
Trying to rewrite Shelldon's AI while horribly sleep deprived and a bit confused was maybe not Donnieโs best ideaโฆbut at least Leo is here to help him out now, right!?
Who is he kidding? They're screwed.
Lee: Donnie๐ and Leo๐
Ler: Shelldon๐๐ข
โStop moving so much, Shelldon!โ Donnie scolded with a yawn, holding the robot down again as he scrolled through lines and lines of code.
โSorry, brah, what's this for again?โ Shelldon asked with an impatient sigh.
โI noticed you seem upset when you can't be tickled like the rest of the dumb-dumbs,โ Donnie yawned, โSo I'm making it so you can be,โ
โOh,โ Shelldon blinked, โCool, dude! Totally rad to be more like the others!โ
โYes,โ Donnie said tiredly, clicking a line and changing the script in it, going down and changing things to work while Shelldon whined and complained.
โHow much longer!โ Shelldon whined, looking close to flying off.
โJust this last bit, annnnd, done,โ Donnie sighed, pressing enter and closing out, โWell?โ
โThanks dude!โ Shelldon cheered, flying in the air in a circle and grinning in his little robot turtle way.
โYes I am incredibly genius and talented,โ Donnie said, waving him off, โNow I have work to- EEP!โ
He jumped a mile as one of Shelldon's robotic hands appeared from his shell, reaching out to poke Donnie in the side.
โShelldon? What the heck!?โ Donnie scolded, moving away with a huff.
โI dunno dude, this is totes weird!โ Shelldon exclaimed, even he looked confused, โI just feel like I gotta tickle you!โ
โHuh?โ Donnie looked confused, tired eyes staring at Shelldon, โWait? Did I reverse the purpose of the script!?โ
โI dunno dude,โ Shelldon said, a mischievous smirk forming on his face as he inched closer to Donnie.
โShelldon. Don't you dare. I will ground you for the rest of your life!โ Donnie said threateningly, slowly backing away and nearly giggling as he did.
โWell dude, y'know what they say,โ Shelldon said, smirking evilly, โCowabummer.โ
With that he darted forward, quickly scooping Donnie's wrists in the metal tendrils that came from his shell.
โShehehelldon!โ Donnie giggled, kicking at the robot best he could, โDon't you eeheven think-!โ
Before he could make any giggly threats, robotic hands shot out and started kneading into his ribs.
Donnie shrieked, squirming about and giggling as he did, kicking at Shelldon was grinning down at him in the air.
โSheHEHEllDOHOn!โ Donnie cackled, โAHA-! StAHAhaAP!โ
โNah, I'm good bro,โ Shelldon teased with a mean grin, sending a hand down to tickle at Donnie's underarms, forcing his laughter up an octave.
โSHEHEHELLDON!โ Donnie cackled, squirming as his eyes were squeezed shut, โPLEHEHEEASE! STAHAHAP!โ
โYOHOHOURโE SOHO GROUNDEHEHEHEHAHAHA!โ Donnie screamed, thrashing violently as hand mercilessly scratched at his underarms and the ones on his ribs switched to his hips, โAHAHA! NOHOHO!โ
โYehehes,โ Shelldon mocked with a grin, nearly giggling himself. He never got to see Donnie laugh so much cause of him! It was amazing! Not to mention it was making him feel so calm and warm and fuzzy!
โHAHAHAHA!โ Donnie cackled as he squirming, face red as he laughed and thrashed.
There was a quiet humming sound, making Shelldon slow his tickle assault slightly, leaving Donnie giggling but not loudly cackling like before.
โHey hermano,โ Leo's voice rang out, a faint blue light disappearing, โI somehow locked myself outta my phone and-โ
He rounded the pile of stuff blocking his view, taking in the sight. He blinked, taking a small step back, โUh, got places to be, bye!โ
Leo turned to run, but yelped as metal circled his ankle and yanked him back, another bit yanking his sword away, โNO-!โ
โDee, what is happening!?โ Leo exclaimed as Shelldon grabbed his arms with a metal tendril, holding his arms above his head like Donnieโs were.
โShelldon has apparently gone mad with tickle power,โ Donnie said through residual giggles.
โWhat!?โ Leo screeched, turning to Shelldon, โDon't do this dude! I'll let you race in the lair for however long you want.โ
โSorry, โuncleโ Leo,โ Shelldon said evilly, โBut I like this more than racing!โ
Leo squealed with laughter as a hand met his side, โWAHAHIT!โ
โSHEHELDOHOHON! DOHOHN'T STAHAHART AGAIN!โ Donnie squealed as a hand met his tummy.
โIs your tummy ticklish too, Leo?โ Shelldon teased, a hand moving there and skittering it's fingers.
Leo screeched, kicking his legs and thrashing, โDAHAHANIE! HEHEHELP ME-HAHAHAHA!โ
โI CAHAHANโT!โ Donnie screeched as Shelldon tickled his tummy mercilessly, โSHELLDON! STAHAHAHAP! PLEHEHEEASE!โ
โMAHAHAKE HIM STAHAHAP- NAHAHAT THERE!โ Leo screeched as a hand clamped on his thigh and lightly squeezed, making him throw his head back in hysterics as he screeched.
โSHEHELL- AHAHAHAHAHA!โ Donnie cackled, squirming violently, as Shelldon only cooed and started tickling at his tummy more, โNOHOHO MOHOORE!โ
โHOW DOHO WE MAHAKE HIM- AHAHAHA STAHAP!?โ Leo squealed, kicking at Shelldon, who narrowly dodged.
The twins eyes met, and they knew they had a plan. Well, sorta.
Right as they both reared back to kick, Shelldon squeezed Leo's thigh and sent him doubling over with a screechy cackle. And then he started skittering fingers along the crooks of Donnie's neck, making him throw his head back with a loud snort that burst into bubbly cackles.
โNO- SNRK, NOHOW NAHAHARDO!โ Donnie screeched, kicking at Shelldon as Leo did the same.
They managed to hit the robot, he spun out and forced him to let go, allowing the two to slump to the floor in a flurry of giggles from the phantom sensation.
โYohou, are soho dead,โ Donnie threatened in a flurry of giggles as Shelldon shot off to hide.
Got some more asks to answer, so those should be out soon!!! ๐ซถ๐ซถ๐๐๐๐๐ซถ๐ซถ๐๐๐ซถ๐ซถโจโจโจ
Hello, my name is Fruit Juice, but you can call me Juice! This is a SFW tickle blog, so do not expect anything else. Please do not interact if you are homophobic, transphobic, racist, nsfw, or just a jerk in any way. I'd like to keep a positive, safe vibe here, thanks a lot! ๐
After some thought, I've decided to just add a few more fandoms I'd like to write for! (again, I may get motivation to draw something, but I can't promise anything ๐
The Amazing Digital Circus
Popee the Performer (its a silly show trust)
Five Nights at Freddy's (movie or games)
Over the Garden Wall
Gravity Falls
Characters I won't write for: Bill Cypher
Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles (2012, Rottmnt, 2003, or Mutant Mayhem/Tottmnt)
Characters I won't write for: Shredder, Krang
Sonic the Hedgehog (Sonic X, Sonic Boom, the movie franchise)
DISCLAIMER: I will NOT write NSFW so please don't ask! Also, if I choose not to write for your prompt, please don't get upset. (So far everyone has been very kind to me though) I'm kind of busy sometimes, and my mental health may get in the way of responding, so please understand, but I will always reply as soon as possible!
My main focus is TMNT as of now, so any of the incarnations I have listed, I will be overjoyed to write! I will write for the other fandoms, but it will take longer.
Okay, that's all I can think of for now, but I'll add more if I get into any more things. Feel free to ask about or request anything for any of these fandoms and I wish you the best! โค๏ธ โค๏ธ โค๏ธ
UPDATES:
Added Sonic to my fandom list!
Not really sure what to put here.. Oh yeah, this is my first time writing for Mutant Mayhem/Tales, so sorry if I don't end up capturing the characters perfectly.
Lee: Leo
Ler: Mikey
TW!: ANXIETY ATTACK, FAKING AN INJURY! (Everything here is very mildly described, and I didn't put many details, so it shouldn't be very disturbing. Also, this only has depiction of my experience with anxiety attacks, so please tell me if there's anything inaccurate, so I can fix it.)
No spoilers for this, so it should be all good for anyone who hasn't seen the show.
Closest thing I could get to a gif of those two
"Leo! Somebody, help!"
The leader of the group ran into the living room-area, practically leaping over a chair in the middle of the floor to see his baby brother hunched over on the ground. "Mikey! Mikey, what's wrong?"
Mikey let out a groan of pain, clutching his knee tightly. When his sibling came to see what was wrong, he pouted, showing him his leg that.. didn't really seem to have anything wrong with it? "What happened? Did you fall?"
"I don't know! My knee just really hurts!"
The elder removed his brother's kneepad, only to see a large smiley face drawn on, surrounded by lots of little hearts. The orange turtle began giggling.
Leo paused, eyes skimming over his face, and then back to the knee. "Wait.. Was that just a joke?" The younger burst into laughter, grabbing onto his brother's arm and giggling. That is, until he noticed something was wrong.
The katana-user had a crooked smile on, but his eyes still looked as panicked as they had when he had first came into the room. "Leo..? You alright?"
The elder nodded, smile widening as if to convince them both of his being okay. "Y-Yeah! I'm fine, just.." he went to stand up, hands shakier than usual. "Don't do that ag-ain. You scared me."
Mikey's face fell. 'Okay, nope. Joke over.'
He stood up as well, helping Leo to the couch. Mikey hugged his brother, who paused, before wrapping his arms around the other. (I rhymed?) Mikey squeezed tightly around him, as the blue-themed's eyes were beginning to prick with tears. "Hey, it's okay. I'm alright, you don't have to worry."
"Just follow my breathing."
It took a couple minutes, but Leo had finally calmed down, though he didn't let go of Mikey just yet. "Are you okay?"
Leo nodded, squeezing his little brother a bit. "I'm o-okay. Just got freaked out.." Mikey sighed. He felt really bad about giving his brother an attack. "Is there anything I can do to help?.."
Leo shrugged, closing his eyes. "I'm kind of hungry.." Mikey paused for a moment. "I think we have some tacos from last night. You want those?" Leo nodded again, and the two made their way to the kitchen, the younger helping his brother to a chair while he went to heat up a taco.
"Sorry I scared you. I didn't mean to." Upon receiving the food, Leo gave a small smile. "I know. I forgive you, Mike." There was a beat of awkward silence, but it was quickly broken up by a groan. "Eugh, why are there so many onions in this thing?"
Mikey giggled, rubbing the back of his neck. "Ihi don't know, Raph reheally likes onions." The other scoffed. "Yeah, but did he have to cram it full of them, and then not eat it? Seriously."
"Didn't he eat like, five, or something?" They both laughed, and Leo picked out a couple pieces of the vegetable. "Yeheah, I think he did."
All of a sudden, there was a quiet slap, and Mikey turned around in mild shock.
"Did you just throw one at me-?!"
Leo gave him an innocent look. "Uhm, no? Literally why would I do that?" The nunchuck-user picked up the onion from the ground and chucked it right back at his brother's head. "Because you're an onion throwing weirdo!"
"I told you, it wasn't me!"
Smack.
"..Okay thAT IS IT! C'MERE!" Mikey charged at the other, who only yelped and threw more onions in his defense. The chair screeched beneath Leo as it scraped on the floor, almost sending him flying right off, only to make a very similar noise to his seat when hands were shoved under his arms.
"EEHEEK! MIHIKEY! Whahat the heheheck-" The taco dropped from his hand and onto his plate. Mikey only giggled. "This is what you deserve! I can't believe you would do something so gross to- HEY! Do not touch me with your nasty hand! You smell like onions!" The elder's hand was slapped away, but he kept trying to wipe it on his brother's arm, throwing his head back and cackling when a hand went to his side instead.
"Thehehen stOHOP- STOHOHOP TIHIHICKLING MEHEHE!"
Leo squirmed violently, jolting to the side as he tried to pry the other's hands off, only to have it snatched up into the air. "I said stop wiping your hand on me! Now you've gotta deal with no hand!"
Leo snorted, too weakened by the tickling to yank his arm back down, though his free one continued to fight with the one at his side. The orange-themed turtle raked his nails down the entire bridge of his brother's shell, then did it again and again. Leo just about screamed, arching away from the fingers, and hitting into the other.
"NAHAHAH! SNRT- AHAAAH! TOHOO MUCH, PLEHEEASE!"
Mikey grinned, glad to see his brother cheered up. He stopped tickling, taking a half-step backwards before letting go of his arm. "Alright, fiine. I think you learned your lesson." He walked back over to the kitchen and grabbed a napkin from the drawer.
"Just wipe your hand."
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Broo the first half of this was a struggle. I think I like the way it turner out though, so that's good.