I Want To Be Vulnerable, Be Careful With Me

lestappen sunday n°10, happy anniversary everyone ✨

i want to be vulnerable, be careful with me

Driver Max Verstappen / Race Engineer Charles Leclerc, E, 12500 words, on AO3

Summary:

“I can’t-” Charles pants, on the edge of hyperventilating again. He snatches his hand away from Max's throat. “I won’t choke you, you cannot ask that of me. I can’t do that to you, Max, I just can’t.”

Oh.

“That’s not what it is,” Max says, quick and desperate to not fuck this up. “I don’t want that, I just need-”

Jesus, how does he explain all this, how does he put it into words?

“I just want to fall apart for somebody,” he finally says, breath coming fast as he trembles.

Max just wants intimacy. He's distrustful and self-protective, but god, he just wants to let himself open up and exist safely in someone else's hands.

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