Sigh.. After That Last Episode I Need To Distract Myself With Funny Memes.

180512 - super productive day in the library today! I got all of my research for my upcoming architectural history assignment done 🌟

[05.12.2023]

After a year of thinking about it, I realized that it's what I really want. I'm going to dedicate this year of 2024 to studying to get into biology, I'm already starting to organize myself to study and now I'm going to focus this year on this project and now I have to stick to my plan.

And for the first time in my life, after so many years, I have a dream, I'm clear about what I want to do and now I feel the gas to achieve what I want.

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Eu estou louca pra saber a do Jason e Thomas aaaaaaaaaa

SPOILER ILLU EP 7

small things i did today to still feel human around my 9-5 💭✨

listened to a studio ghibli piano playlist while i worked. it's amazing how much better i can focus when i do this. otherwise, i get distracted by everyone's conversations in the office.

really cherished my morning coffee. sometimes i get a coffee and a small breakfast and eat it very quickly while i work. i'm trying to have it before i start work, so i can appreciate it more.

ate my lunch outside. it was mostly sunny and a little windy but that's okay.

went to an exhibition opening event after work. i love going to these because it doesn't feel too weird to go alone, you get free wine, and often i see people i know and get to chat with them.

planned a new menu for the next few days. lately i've been in the habit of eating the same thing for dinner most nights. while this meal is tasty and healthy, i know it would be even better for me to have more of a variety. so i wrote out a small menu for myself with some new recipes and some old favourites i haven't made in ages.

took some time in the evening to write my short story and read my book <3

Honestly, what's growing more and more is the desire to drop out of history school and study for a degree in biological sciences. But what's holding me back is the question of time. Whenever I feel like changing my major, I think that if I don't pass the entrance exam first time, and when I do get in, it'll take me another four years to graduate, and the expenses my parents have had so far will be thrown away like that.

It's these and other things that I won't let go of, and it's more for the others that I keep going than myself, and that's a pain in the ass....

The results of my university entrance exam came out and guess what......

I WON!

I'M GOING TO DO A DEGREE IN BIOLOGICAL SCIENCES

falling back into routine

it’s been a long while since i actually posted something academic in this account, or posted anything at all for that matter. i made this account before 11th grade and now i’m in my second year of college. so many things have changed since then and i’ve moved to different places twice to study. i admit that i still have a long way to make myself home in my program but it’s also nice to improve through little things even if slowly.

monday 06/05/24

looked into housing, worked on my cv + applications!

♫ spite - omar apollo ♫