Sc4p - Oh, It's Just Sc4p

[05.12.2023]

After a year of thinking about it, I realized that it's what I really want. I'm going to dedicate this year of 2024 to studying to get into biology, I'm already starting to organize myself to study and now I'm going to focus this year on this project and now I have to stick to my plan.

And for the first time in my life, after so many years, I have a dream, I'm clear about what I want to do and now I feel the gas to achieve what I want.

utilising the gift of imagination to hallucinate moments of tenderness between fictional people

Honestly, what's growing more and more is the desire to drop out of history school and study for a degree in biological sciences. But what's holding me back is the question of time. Whenever I feel like changing my major, I think that if I don't pass the entrance exam first time, and when I do get in, it'll take me another four years to graduate, and the expenses my parents have had so far will be thrown away like that.

It's these and other things that I won't let go of, and it's more for the others that I keep going than myself, and that's a pain in the ass....

No fim é inevitável, o veneno que aprendi a cultivar para mim mesma sempre voltara para as minhas veias e queimará a minha garganta.

Foi legal tentar pensar e acreditar que seria diferente e longe das laminas, mas no fim fica do mesmo jeito.

No fim eu estou cansada...

Just third degree yearns for all my fictional husbands.

Eu estou louca pra saber a do Jason e Thomas aaaaaaaaaa

SPOILER ILLU EP 7

When I was “I want him” about a male character im not saying I wanna fuck him. I want him like a spoiled little girl wants a pony, I want to him so I can put him on my shelf for safekeeping, I want him like a good hearty stew on a winter’s evening, I want to put him in a jar and shake it.

this should not have gagged me as hard as it did

It is time to take the books and start studying, you will achieve your goals!!!