I Am Old. I Made A Tav Who Looks At Astarion And Says, "Life Is Exciting Enough Without All The Unbearable

Finally finished this whole set. I'm adding the mature label just in case.

Some friends❤

Someone asked about kidstarion wearing his nightie a lot- and him getting more clothes! The real reason is because I'm bad at clothes design. However, for a plot reason- maybe he insists because it's comfy and loose. And if you want some angst, maybe it's because it's the only thing he has from his home.

(the ask also mentioned gale and halsin spoiling him with nice clothes so i'm...gonna sit on that and maybe when I'm better at designing clothes I will come back to it haha)

younger siblings are so unserious

from that day on I was his

Lately I can’t stop focusing on little changes that happened to Drathus over time so I’m trying to get rid of them to get back to a more accurate version

fighting demons

Messmer, the Impaler

Christian Angel Artorias vs Manus, Starscourge Radahn, Ranni the Witch, Malenia Blade of Miquella, Queen Marika The Eternal, Base Serpent Messmer The Impaler, Rellana Twin Moon Knight

can I just say how heartbreaking it is that Halsin continuously doubts someone could love him? when he says "my heart does not stir lightly... but it does now" he actually has to take a moment to breathe and close his eyes. like he's scared to admit it. like once he opens his eyes, the PC will be gone. even during his romance scene, you have to encourage him that this was what you wanted and that when he goes into wildshape and back into his regular form, PC tells him "it's okay, now come here" like he's TERRIFIED of scaring the PC because he rambles and apologizes profusely.

and when you solo romance him/decide to leave with him post brain, he tells you in the epilogue:

"Yet you chose me", like he STILL can't believe pc could've picked him over ANYONE. This man wants to be loved but STRUGGLES to believe it once someone actually loves him and it's so heartbreaking. He's just a gentle giant. (also thank you @autistichalsin bc you've encouraged me to start analyzing Halsin with your posts)