Hwoarang â Jin
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named him soap but all he does is make a mess...
I honestly don't understand the problem people have with self harm... It's just a coping mechanism like any other. I don't want to k!ll mys3lf so it's not like its dangerous. Nobody has a problem with smoking and drinking even tho they are terrible for you but as soon as I decide to pull out a blade suddenly everyone's panicking.
Gaz- Glory Box by Portishead
Ghost- Feel It by Michele Morrone
Price- Earned it by The Weeknd
Soap- I Wanna Be Yours by Arctic Monkeys
Alejandro- I'm yours by Isabel LaRosa
Rudy- Sour Diesel by ZAYN
Alex- Die for You by The Weeknd
Keegan- Bathroom by Montell Fish
Logan- Lost the game by Two Feet
Mace- Renegade (Slowed+Reverb) by Aaryan Shah
Graves- I feel like I'm drowning by Two Feet
Farah- Sex with me by Rhianna
Valeria- She by Harry Styles
Velikan- BABYDOLL by Ari Abdul
Kreuger- Uhh- alternate version by framed
König- Desert Rose by Lolo Zouaï
Makarov- Why don't U by Father
Roach- I put a spell on you by Annie Lennox
A/N: Writers, use this as you please
hello kitty x algae
Warnings: Brief mention of sex, No pronouns used for Reader except for 'You', implications of violence (not towards Reader), wholesome content on the whole, etc.
Ghost
If you can't see jack shit without your glasses, this man is relentless.
Hides your glasses where you can't reach them if he's bored and looking for amusement.
Won't do this if there are any dangerous obstacles around, though; he's not a monster.
He is, however, cruel (on occassion).
"Babe, have you seen my glasses?"
Ghost, wearing them , knowing full well you can't see them: "Nope, sorry. Want me to help you look?"
Knows what actually annoys you, and will make a concerted effort to not do that.
Won't just randomly tear your glasses of your face and be like: "WoAh, ThEsE aRe StRoNg! HoW cAn YoU wEaR tHeSe EvErYdAy? HoW cAn YoU sEe ThRoUgH tHeM??"
Gets mad angry if someone else does that to you.
Especially if it's someone you don't know, either well or at all.
He will straight-up snatch those glasses back off them and give them a Glasgow Kiss (or a punch; he'll try and avoid a migraine, if possible).
They're the ones who will be needing glasses by the time Simon's done with them.
Ghost thinks your glasses make you look really attractive :-),
Thinks they make you look intellectual and refined - like "A hot teacher."
"...What do you mean by that, Si?"
He may ask you to keep them on during sex :>.
He thinks they make you look that hot.
He obviously thinks you look just as attractive without them, though <3.
König
In a similar vein to how Ghost thinks you look like "A hot teacher," König thinks you look "Cool" when you put your glasses on: "Like Clark Kent and Superman!"
Gets excited when you put them on, so he'll basically always have them to-hand in case you ever ask for them.
Need them to see when you wake up in the morning? BAM, König's got the case in his hand right now.
He also keeps track of all your other belongings, too, for the days when you lose your glasses and need a really specific thing and can't find it because everything's blurry.
"Köni, please would you pass me-"
"Here's your notebook, laptop, pastel highlighters and a snack. Was there anything else, my love :>?"
Is constantly aware that your visual impairment may affect your ability to gauge distance.
If you get new glasses or are getting used to contacts, he'll keep you close to him until you're able to get used to the new adjustments.
If you're outside in a crowded city or somewhere similar, he'll have an arm around your shoulder all the time, using his immense height and build to act not only as a force field, but a deterrent against others who might come too close to you.
He sometimes gets a fright when you take your glasses off because he thinks you're a different person for a few moments.
Same as when he's drunk and trying to push you away because "I'm already taken~" not realising it's actually you just trying to get him home before the sun rises.
"Come on, champ, let's get you home--"
"No! I'm going home with (Y/N)!"
"I am (Y/N)!"
If he's anything, it's loyal, and, though a bit of a hindrance to you both getting home, you find it massively endearing :-).
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Masterlist Masterlist [Continued] Masterpost Modern Warfare AI Masterlist
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Paring: Toxic FWB!Simon "Ghost" Riley x Fem!Sergeant!Reader; John âSoapâ MacTavish x Fem!Sergeant!Reader
Summary: (Request from anon) - The first time you tell Simon "no."
Rating: Mature/Restricted - MDNI.
Word Count: 2.3k
Categories: angst, hurt/no comfort
CWs*: Very very very Toxic!Simon - heâs actually the worst. No aftercare. Super self deprecating reader. A little too damn dramatic for no reason.
A/n: Half ass edited. I'm sorry. Work is wearing me tf out. Thank you for all the love on the original toxic fwb!ghost post tho.
*you are responsible for the content you consume. please heed all content warnings before proceeding.
MASTERLIST
Things had been weird since Johnny had managed to intercept every interaction Simon would have with you. It was starting to piss the lieutenant off. It felt like every single time he went to speak with you, there Soap was, clung to your side like a god damn puppy.
He tried to change the schedule you two had unconsciously created. He used to show up at your door at 11PM. Then Johnny started doing the same.Â
âHavinâ a hard time sleepinâ, lass,â The Scott would tell you. âYou always make me feel better. Would ya mind talkinâ my ear off?âÂ
After Simon caught on, he started showing up at 10PM.Â
At first, it would work. Heâd spend forty five minutes pounding into you, making a mess of your body while you whimpered. Tears of pleasure filled your eyes as he tugged on your hair. His hips slammed into your own as his fingertips gripped at your waist, leaving bruises behind. It was enough time to get his fill of her before leaving without a word. The only sound emitting from him was one of him grunting as he pulled up his pants and walked out the door. Aftercare was never his forte.
To save yourself from tears, you tried not to think about it. Instead, you ignored the ache in your body as you quickly shot off of whichever surface Simon had chosen to fuck you on for the night, and you put yourself straight into the shower. By the time that you had finished washing and scrubbing away the shame you felt between your legs, there was another knock on your door. You knew exactly who it was.
You weren't sure that you were in a place to be a means of support for the Scottish Sergeant knocking at your door, but you opened it nonetheless. Heâs got a sheepish grin on his face, but it quickly falls when he sees the state youâre in.
Seeing you fresh out of the shower wasnât something unusual for him. There have been plenty of times, both on and off duty, where heâd seen you scrubbed clean with wet hair and a bare face. It didnât faze him. What did faze him was the worn look that took over your features - the way your smile was disingenuous. It didnât quite reach your eyesâŠ
Yet you didn't hesitate to give him a shoulder. âHey Soap,â you greeted with a raspy voice. âCome on - bedâs all ready to go. âM ready to talk your ears off.âÂ
âBonnie,â is all he says when he walks in. He quickly takes your hand and leads you over to the bed. The scent of sex hits his nose as he sits you down. Itâs as if itâs permanently buried into them. It makes him want to vomit. He didnât understand what Simon didnât see in you. How could Simon take one look at you and not fall completely?Â
Sure, you may have enjoyed the activities for the forty five minutes it lasted, but the way you looked after it all? It was heartbreaking. It was as if you knew how bad Simon was for you, but you couldnât pull yourself out of it. Every time that he grabbed you, came to your door, looked you in the eyes, it felt impossible to tell him no. All you wanted to was to be with him, be close to him, and look where it got you.
Johnny shakes his head in disapproval. Thereâs nothing that he yearns for more than to march over to Simonâs quarters and punch him square in the jaw. Heâs got the most beautiful woman theyâd ever known in the palm of his hands, and this is how he treats her? This is how he leaves her feeling, like nothing but a human fleshlight? Fuck that.
But he doesnât do it. Instead, he helps his fellow sergeant lie down in the bed, turning you on your side so that you're facing him. His big and burley arms create a cage around your frame. Like a dog returning to its kennel for comfort, you bury your face into the manâs chest and silently cry.
âI know itâs none of my business, darlinâ,â Johnny says. âBut whatever you and Simon have? You deserve much more; you donât have to stick around for him forever. There are good things out there for you.â
Something in the air shifts at his words. The crying and the soft trembling suddenly stops, and he can feel your hands grip even harder at the shirt heâs wearing.
âGânight, Soap,â is all you manage to say.
You fell asleep in Johnnyâs arms that night. It wasnât the first time it had happened, but it was the first time you didnât spend the entire night thinking of Simon Riley.
Soap started showing up at 9PM every night from there on. It was a routine heâd fallen into with you: Eat dinner at 8. Shower at 8:30. Get ready for bed by 8:50. Meet in your room at 9:00. Sleep at 10:00.
It was every single god damn night, and between missions and training, it left no room for Simon to get a moment alone with you. There was no time for him to use you, release his frustrations onto you in the form of deep thrusts and hitched breathing.
Itâs four weeks, an entire month, of all of this until he finally gets the chance to fuck you again. Heâs so pent up that heâs sure heâll cum the second heâs inside of her, but he canât even care. He needed her.
Johnny had been out on leave for a few days - a family emergency. Heâd quickly said goodbye to you, giving you a kiss on the forehead, promising heâd be back soon, before he was off base.
Finally, Simon thought, no more distractions.
The clock strikes 10PM, and the lieutenant is right outside of your door. His large fist pounds against your door three times, and it makes your jump in surprise. When you manage to calm yourself down, however, you realize who it is and what heâs there for.
You takes a few seconds to take a few deep breaths. It had been so long since you and Simon had done anything. Any time he went to make a move, Johnny had been there, pulling you in another direction. Though, you couldnât complain.
You have little time to think about it as you hear Simonâs deep, raspy voice speak to you through the door. âCome on, love,â he says. âOpen up.â
Love.
The way he fucked you was full of anything but⊠He didnât start slow. He didnât seem to wait for you to adjust. The second he entered you, he set a harsh, unforgiving pace. He fucked you. He didnât love you.
Before you knew it, you were opening the door. If you pulled any harder, youâd be ripping it off of its hinges.
Your eyes catch a glimpse of deep, dark brown eyes and blonde lashes. You used to love those eyes. You used to want to swim in them, letting the dark abyss completely take you. Fuck, maybe you still crave that feeling.
âThere you are,â Simon coos. Thereâs a smugness to his voice, as if heâs won something from you.
âLieutenant Riley,â You say. Your tone is void of any emotion. All you were to him was a Sergeant, and to you, he was only your Lieutenant.
Simon doesnât say another word as his large hands find their way down to your hips where he grips you tight. His feet begin moving, pushing you back inside of the room, before one of them kicks the door closed behind him.
As Simon reaches down to pull off the shirt you had been wearing, you push him away. âWhat the fuck are you doing?â
Simon is dumbfounded by the reaction. âIâm here to fuck you,â he says, as if itâs the most sane thing in the world. âWhatâs gotten into you?â
You shake your head at him. âNo, Simon,â you tell him. âYou need to get out of here. I donât wanna see you anymore.â
Simon laughs. He actually fucking laughs. âThat easy to move on, yeah? What, does Soap fuck you better than I do?â
âItâs not about that-â
âSo he doesnât?â
âFuck you! That's not what I said,â You respond. âJust donât wanna be around you anymore. Iâm done.â
A pit begins to form in the bottom of Simonâs stomach. He can finally feel the weight of his actions. Every little thing heâd done to you was finally beginning to form into a huge ball of consequences. âSo what? You in love with him or something?â He asks, envy taking over his demeanor.
âI didnât say that, Simon,â you respond. âNot that itâs any of your business anyways.â
Ping!
You glance down at your phone as it goes off. A notification pops up on the screen - a little green icon.Â
JOHN MACTAVISH Hey darling. Everythingâs going as well as a family emergency can over here. Fancy a face chat in a few?Â
The message is followed up by a single heart emoji.Â
Simon lets out a sort of growl as he sees the message. âCanât fuckinâ believe this - you canât be with him!âÂ
âYou canât tell me what to do!â You argue. Your hands reach up and push against his hard chest, knocking him back only a small step. âYou donât fucking own me, Simon. You never did! I have never been yours, and I will never be yours! You made that clear long ago!âÂ
âSo because I kept up my end of our deal - the one we both made to not catch any feelings, Iâm being punished for it?â Simon challenges.Â
You roll your eyes and throw your hands up in frustration. âOh my fucking god, do you even hear yourself? Like do you actually hear the fucking words that youâre saying to me right now?âÂ
âIf you really think that Johnny can fuck you better-â
âItâs not always about sex, Simon!â You interrupt in an outburst. He finally goes silent as you take a few deep breaths. âMaybe Iâm catching feelings for him, and if you really donât feel anything for me, then you shouldnât have an issue with that,â you declare. âSoap - John treats me really fuckinâ good, and Iâm not gonna ruin whatever the fuck it is I have going on with him just because you canât keep it in your pants. Go find another soldier to make your barracks bunny.âÂ
Simon is left dumbfounded at your words. There couldnât be any way that Johnny could actually be winning you over, right?Â
You run a hand through your hair in exhaustion. âListen, Simon, I think you should go.â
âLove-â
âDonât call me that.â The way you immediately shut him down takes him by surprise. Youâd never been so defiant with him before.Â
Before he can say anything else, your phone begins to ring. His fists clenched as he sees a photo of the Scottish Sergeant illuminate your screen. Itâs a silly photo - a mirror selfie in which the man is poking his tongue out. Itâs the type of photo you send to a lass to make her giggle.Â
Simonâs heart sinks into the bottom of his stomach as he can see you softly smile.Â
You move to look back at the man in your room, ready to ask him to leave, but heâs already moving out the door, slamming it behind him. It makes you flinch, but you quickly forget about it as you pick up your phone to answer the call.Â
As soon as you do, you see Johnnyâs face, a sweet grin spreads across it. You get lost in the digital sea of his blue eyes as he greets you. âBonnie!â He exclaims. âThere she is. Was gettinâ worried that youâd fallen asleep. Didnât wanna wake you.âÂ
You shake your head. âNo, Iâm awake,â you chuckle. Blush fills your cheeks and you can feel the tips of your ears become warm as you admit to him, âI miss you.â
Johnny feels his heart skip a beat. âI miss you too, lass,â he tells you. âIâll be back before you know it though. Just wait patiently for me, like a good girl, yeah?âÂ
You giggle. âSure thing.âÂ
Meanwhile, Simon has his head pressed against your door. Heâd missed his chance to make things right - to tell you how damn sorry he was for treating you so horribly. Heâd miss the chance to tell you that he was falling in love with you faster than he could process, and it fucking terrified him. Heâd never get the chance again.Â
Now, there he was, standing pathetically outside of your door as he listened in to your conversation with Johnny. He can feel tears well up in his eyes as he picks up on how light and soft the tone of your voice is when you speak with the other man. It was a lot softer than youâd ever given him. Why couldnât it have been like that between you and him?
Simon shakes his head and grunts as he blinks back the water in his eyes. He pushed himself away from the door, and he made his way down to the training area where he took out all of his anger on a poor punching bag. By the time he was done, his knuckles were raw and bloody from the lack of proper protection.Â
As his brown eyes fixated upon the broken skin, all he could think about his how different the conversation could have gone if he had just opened himself up to you.Â
But hey,
self sabotage is what Simon Riley did best.
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soap simp folder THIS, soap simp folder THAT, the question IS: does Ghost take photos??
He does
a soapghost comic i never finished (i wanted angry bloodied soap)
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