Going Where I Belong.

One of the most frustrating things about being ADHD is the way hyperfixations and skill levels work.

So I, an ADHD person, will get obsessed with A Thing. I will research, I will practice. I'll check out library books, watch YouTube videos, seek out podcasts, all to learn everything I can about The Thing.

Thiat Thing is often a skill or hobby. Painting, writing, candlemaking, baking, mixology, tea blending.

But the thing with ADHD is that you'll be obsessed with it only to a certain skill level. Something where all the mystery is gone. It's not as fun once the learning part is over and it's just boring practice to get better.

Then abruptly, you'll lose interest and move to another fixation.

That skill level you've earned may be higher than your average person with a passing interest. But it's also lower than someone who specializes in said thing, who has put in those hard hours of practice and work.

So you start just forming this miscellaneous collection of things that you're good enough at to earn some praise, but still leave you feeling like you're just never *quite* good enough at anything because you can't just choose anything.

And you want to pick a Thing. To find Your Thing. The thing that fits, that you can finally excel at. But you just can't seem to.

how it feels to be in a transitional period

"-and then you were just there, existing, but we love you though." 😓

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i hate australian people they need a dumb fucking nickname for every single word. can’t even get in a car accident without some australian asshole coming up to you and saying “oh gotcha self in a carblammy there aintcha mate” kill yourself and go to hell

I figure it's about time to make a pinned post, so here we go.

About Me:

-I am a 26 y/o they/them living in the West coast of the USA. I am a student in college, alt and atheist. Some things I enjoy include; photography, skating, manga, video games, music, and going to the beach. :)

-This blog will turn into more of a collection of things I like, random ramblings, and some nsfw things sprinkled throughout.

-Minors, DNI

-Feel free to message or ask away! It's lonely out there sometimes and I'd love to make some new friends :)

-if you have nothing nice to say don't say anything at all, if you just want to be mean or spread hate then move along. I will block you.

This blog is a safe space!

I will not tolerate hate on my blog,

so racists, transphobes, homophobes,etc gtfo.

Other than that I'm a very easy going person so don't be afraid to interact!

do you ever start writing a comment on the internet and then think “oh what the fuck am i going on about” and delete it

one of the best feelings is knowing that you’re wanted. knowing that someone wants to talk to you, wants to know how you’re doing, wants to see you.

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