How Did You Do The Booooo Boop

side effects of being numb due to mental illness:

not crying for weeks and weeks on end until one day, you’re breaking down over something that isn’t actually worth getting upset about

not being able to tell if your feelings for people are platonic or romantic or if you’re just lonely

instead of caring too much, you don’t care at all about anything

not being able to process anything going on in your life and when you try, your brain stalls out

losing your train of thought every five seconds, so when you try to have a conversation, you have to pause and remember what you were trying to say

word vomiting

mind “static”

playing erdtree with my pal we get invaded by someone named "Drip Inspector" and im like "waitwaitwait. ok lets just pose leaning back to back and wait for them to show up maybe our outfits will be so good they wont kill us"

so we wait until they show up and then they get reaaaal close to us . and then pull out their telescope and start circling around us and zooming in for a good 30 seconds. then they clap, use the "wonderful" and "youre beautiful" prattling pates, and jump off a cliff. invader vanquished

Anxiety is soooo cool, I called my providers mental health line to finally get some help and as soon as an actual person started to pick up I panicked and hung up.

I figure it's about time to make a pinned post, so here we go.

About Me:

-I am a 26 y/o they/them living in the West coast of the USA. I am a student in college, alt and atheist. Some things I enjoy include; photography, skating, manga, video games, music, and going to the beach. :)

-This blog will turn into more of a collection of things I like, random ramblings, and some nsfw things sprinkled throughout.

-Minors, DNI

-Feel free to message or ask away! It's lonely out there sometimes and I'd love to make some new friends :)

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I will not tolerate hate on my blog,

so racists, transphobes, homophobes,etc gtfo.

Other than that I'm a very easy going person so don't be afraid to interact!

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screaming, crying, throwing up etc