@epokhas ( kazuhira ) sent bitter love to the sis.
𝐀 𝐂𝐎𝐌𝐏𝐋𝐄𝐗 𝐂𝐎𝐍𝐓𝐑𝐀𝐃𝐈𝐂𝐓𝐈𝐎𝐍 , 𝐘𝐎𝐔𝐑𝐒 : the act of peeling oranges for someone, the act of consideration for her, but the orange was not quite ripe, and its flavor, sour. this abstract and calloused kind of adoration, peppered with your passionate protection, wrapping around its embittered nexus, it grew with time. paradoxically. it reminded her of oceanic love, old and containing all its abominations, making room for more unlovable monsters. sulfur, gun-powder, the phlebotomy of oils and fossil fuels spilled into each tide promising its back and forth, machismo in its ebbs, the flow of empty-carved flatteries. pollution propped up each huff and puff from your pouting mouth. a pouting mouth that did not articulate what it meant. it just sighed for your false messiah and the heavens fell mute to his self-fulfilling prophecy. self-imposing, self-mongering, like any other repetitive promise delivered by fallacious prophets. ‘ but it is alright. ’ her musings withered to a whisper. the flutter of her lashes and lax shape of her brows brimmed with an exhausted patience. it was deathless almost, dead and undead, a worn anchor settled within a bottomless puddle of liquid tar. tar that oozed from the throat, choking on its nightmares, on the rot of eaten snakes, on the smoke sucked from another's lung. ‘ i am just as crude inside ’ you were not blind to her ugly, unsalvageable interiors, the thing she carried within. the thing that dried all her tears, all her humanness twisting to a deformed organ. removable when dysfunctional. it was a thing not dissimilar from that which you stubbornly refused to extract. but with its festering could come collapse. she must not forget the frail ripples of the sea, how the slightest shake could make or break it. “ i wish i could take your pain sometimes. your bitterness. i know you wouldn't forgive me if i did. but you have not forgiven me for other things, so it would make little difference. " her hand, emitting unwanted comfort, rested upon your clenched fist. cruel tenderness irritated upon the fuss. she did not mind how rough it was against her mellow touch. it was still old love. oceanic, salty and bitter. weathered smooth by its clashing waves. it was still the peeling of oranges. " i'm sorry. i always say something inappropriate, don't i ? " some shred of your bitterness must have rubbed off on me.
at what age did you start RPing?
do you RP anywhere else, other than tumblr?
on what platform did you start RPing?
what made you choose this muse?
is there any other muse in this fandom you RP?
is there any other muse in this fandom you’d like to RP?
is there a muse you played on more platforms or in different moments of your life?
did you have a muse you tried to play, but didn’t feel connected to?
did you have muse you tried to play, but ended up dropping for various reasons? (the rpc wasn’t active, you lost interest, etc)
would you be interested into playing a crossover? if yes, do you have any limits?
would you be interested into playing with doubles?
what do you think about AUs?
what do you think about OCs?
what do you think about roleplaying with personals?
what do you think about roleplaying with anons?
what’s the best way to approach you to start playing together?
what was your first muse?
did you ever play a muse for more than a year?
do you have ship bias?
what’s a ship you don’t want to roleplay at all with this muse? (except Bad Illegal And Gross Stuff, of course)
what do you think of your muse’s popular fandom ship?
what do you think of your muse’s canon ship, if they have one?
would you play a OC x canon ship?
would you play a crossover ship?
do you play smut? do you play it only with characters you’re shipping with, or are you open for “one night stands”?
are you multiship?
are you interested into poly relationships for your muse?
is your muse canon divergent in any way?
what are your honest thought about your muse’s canon?
what are your favorite RP tropes to play? (angst, hurt-comfort, etc…)
do you regularly play crack?
do you regularly do dash commentaries?
what are your thoughts on dash commentary?
what are your thoughts on reblog karma?
if you aren’t a native english speaker, do you play in your first language too?
do you feel similar to your muse in any way?
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what’s the best inspiration for your muse?
what’s a song that reminds you of your muse?
[ OBLIGATORY FREE SPACE!!! Ask anything you’d like! ]
last night / the moon was trying to fall from the sky / none of the experts knew how to explain it / said / SOMETIMES THINGS JUST WANT TO LEAVE / and i think i understood / sometimes love just isn’t enough / sometimes even the people that know it best can’t say why
excerpt of The Moon Disappeared Last Night, Angelea Lowes (via angelealowes)
𝐓𝐄𝐌𝐏𝐎𝐑𝐀𝐑𝐘 𝐁𝐋𝐈𝐒𝐒 𝐔𝐍𝐁𝐎𝐓𝐇𝐄𝐑𝐄𝐃 𝐁𝐘 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐖𝐈𝐋𝐓𝐈𝐍𝐆 𝐖𝐎𝐑𝐋𝐃. t’was between sisters where angels fell on deaf ears, where their choirs ceased so abruptly it rendered time breathless, drowned out by humming bird songs. as seemingly humble nothings meant everything amid cosmic malediction, what else could she do than accept sweet offers, which may, one day, stand still at a moment's notice ? “ how could i say no ? i am in the mood for a little adventure today, and this book can certainly wait. to what wondrous place will you guide me, i wonder ? ”
It’s not the whisper of a hymn or a hallowed prayer, but the breath of a dying melody curled along the oracle’s tongue in a hushed hum. ❝ Would you have time to partake in a sightseeing walk with me, Luna ? There’s a lovely spot not far from the town. It is but a short carriage ride away. ❞ — @moonichor
07 : versus xiii ; as a tenebraen-born oracle of solheim, lunafreya serves the fal’cie of this world since she was an adolescent girl ; and by extention, so, too, does she serve the sleeping god of light who aims to find the unseen realm. with chaos seeping into the realm of the living, the moon grows larger, redder, and ominous in due time, metamorphosing into a gate between dimensions, which the oracle is raised to operate.
08 : ffx ; an unsent summoner, walking the world, haunting not as a fiend but as a ghost of the past, ever-seeking for the dreaming zanarkand she was never meant to be part of.
09 : assassin’s creed ; the isu selene, also known by the romans as luna, was part of juno’s sage project and has ever since been spread into the tripple helix dna of the fleuret bloodline. during the industrial revolution, lunafreya guards the ring of solomon, an eden artifact, which both templar and assassin order hunt for in equal measure and only few were granted to treasure its secrets.
10 : draken-nier ; luna is a divergent type of legion specifically picked by selene, a kin to the watchers and the queen beast, in pursuit for a way to break the imposed ties between humanity and god, even if it takes thousands of years to find the correct singularity.
𝘼𝙯𝙪𝙧𝙚𝙤𝙪𝙨 𝙤𝙥𝙩𝙞𝙘𝙨 𝙜𝙖𝙯𝙚 𝙪𝙣𝙩𝙤 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙘𝙤𝙗𝙗𝙡𝙚𝙙 𝙘𝙞𝙩𝙮 𝙨𝙩𝙧𝙚𝙚𝙩𝙨, the sun beams mockingly, citizens gathering in fear and concern for that which will become of their beloved city. Prompto was merely a pawn in the game. Still, if he could make any difference… ( would it make a difference ?? )
Just beyond the window he dissociates from, a small patch of flowers, a yellow hue, but too far off that Prompto couldn’t distinctively label them. Swaying this way and that, carefree, petals caressed by gentle breeze. Oh, what a gift that must be. To be free.
𝑨 𝒎𝒐𝒎𝒆𝒏𝒕 𝒐𝒇 𝒔𝒆𝒓𝒆𝒏𝒊𝒕𝒚.
They deserved that; he deserved that. They survived. Was that enough? Was it fair that they were to live when many others had perished?
He could not have predicted how long the Oracle had been witness to his sighs and exhales. Stance mostly relaxed, hands in pockets, elbows bent slightly. Every few minutes would he shift, unable to stay still for long; he was far too anxious.
Though something made him look over his shoulder, lips dividing and shifting to address her once he acknowledged her presence. ❝ — Lunafreya! I uh… Sorry – didn’t see you standing there …. ❞ A posture of respect, appropriate for royalty, this to be their first encounter that wasn’t amidst the masses.
It was as if she could see the inner sketchings of his mind, scribbled on notebooks that were scrapped and discarded, never to be considered again.
❛ 𝑤𝑒 𝑎𝑙𝑙 𝑑𝑖𝑒 𝑎𝑙𝑜𝑛𝑒. ❜ @ereipiia / @moonichor + luna
An unnerving noise. Momentarily paralysed in shock. And as he tries to minimize the appearance of rudeness, his lips meet in a thin line. Briefly looking outside, once again, he lightly bites the inside of his cheek. No doubt he knew what she was stating was true.
❝ … Suppose none of us want our deaths to be in vain, though… ❞
𝐅𝐎𝐑 𝐀𝐍𝐂𝐈𝐄𝐍𝐓 𝐒𝐎𝐂𝐈𝐄𝐓𝐈𝐄𝐒 , 𝐖𝐀𝐓𝐄𝐑 𝐒𝐘𝐌𝐁𝐎𝐋𝐈𝐙𝐄𝐃 𝐃𝐄𝐀𝐓𝐇. rightfully so, she pensively inferred, by mustering visions of the demanding sea : its harrowing, pitiless currents were to extract sylva’s daughter from the living world, and edged alone at glistening patterns was (im)mortality preordained to hunt her, the blue pigment of sylleblossom weeds pressed against her cheeks. most ironic, therefore, to find a city, as illustrious as the altissian grandeur, to be so intimately surrounded by aquatic chant and the under-worldly domain of a serpentine goddess, whose anticipated waking hour prompted an abrupt halt to the peace of its dwellers ; gave the common salt-flavored air a concerning density.
as per historic routine, man loved his gods, until he feared them.
fear, however, was an unavailable luxury in close proximity with the impending tipping-point of diurnal scales. and what good was fear, if it instilled no power to prevent eos’ waning ? what good was fear, if it only petrified ? yet, we shan’t let it be forgotten that fading and blending into obsidian blood guaranteed the end of the road for all oracles, from first to last — produced to alleviate the world, except their own person. ever since life paraded itself as a condition of endurance, she hardened the heart and numbed her lachrymal reflexes to the certain and uncertain. ( endure endure endure / live live live — akin to a vista of flowers outside the torrent’s edge ; akin to those flowers under this frame, visibly frail, yet persistent against ramuh’s breath. )
“ … ” her silhouette but a half-ghostly husk, vague on the window glass, brooding in the mirror, tugged between alive and wordlessly falling apart. with sharp thought, her own quietude ceased to extend itself, and instead allowed the unspoken to be spoken. “ i concur — to vanish unfulfilled and meaninglessly is an undesirable outcome. ” though admitted with rare personal honesty, it came with the cost of regret. the occasion to meet a sweet, old friend ought not to be besmirched with doom and gloom. click of heels met tiling, while the somberness re-sculpted itself to absolute indifference in the face of events she expected but had yet to occur. an indifference she mastered exceptionally well with the petite mask of a friendly facade.
“ did i startle you earlier ? my apologies. it was very inappropriate of me. ”
by the way, guys, for those who only watched a playthrough of ff16 or those who don't want to constantly boot up their ps5 to re-check the lore, someone assembled the archive entries here. i notice it is still incomplete in some areas, but it's better than nothing and helpful if you want to have a read.
ophelia / martyr // based on “the young martyr” by paul delaroche, and “ophelia” by john everett millais.
―― 𝐋𝐎𝐕𝐄 𝐖𝐀𝐒 𝐌𝐈𝐍𝐆𝐋𝐄𝐃 𝐖𝐈𝐓𝐇 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐒𝐀𝐂𝐑𝐄𝐃 𝐓𝐄𝐑𝐑𝐎𝐑 𝐈 𝐅𝐄𝐋𝐓 . ( main connections ; * ship exclusive )
asterites : 𝚂𝚃𝙴𝙻𝙻𝙰 𝙽𝙾𝚇 𝙵𝙻𝙴𝚄𝚁𝙴𝚃 + 𝙰𝙻𝙻 𝙰𝙳𝙳𝙸𝚃𝙸𝙾𝙽𝙰𝙻 𝙰𝙲𝙲𝙾𝚄𝙽𝚃𝚂 ♡. battleshot : 𝙿𝚁𝙾𝙼𝙿𝚃𝙾 𝙰𝚁𝙶𝙴𝙽𝚃𝚄𝙼. hellseng : 𝙱𝙻𝙾𝙶 𝚆𝙸𝙳𝙴. meteorea : 𝙲𝙻𝙾𝚄𝙳 𝚂𝚃𝚁𝙸𝙵𝙴. reginrokkr : 𝙳𝙰𝙸𝙽𝚂𝙻𝙴𝙸𝙵. * re-no : 𝚁𝙴𝙽𝙾. * royalarms : 𝙽𝙾𝙲𝚃𝙸𝚂 𝙻𝚄𝙲𝙸𝚂 𝙲𝙰𝙴𝙻𝚄𝙼.
general main-connections guidelines and info below the cut :
mains are people i feel the most comfortable to plot with, they are not affiliates but they can potentially influence my portrayal if what we discuss is applicable on a broader spectrum ( for example, ailli's stella is part of luna's backstory because she is family and therefore it will be her i refer to whenever she is mentioned in an in-character or out-of-character scenario ). i do not take up affiliates on the principle that it often comes across as a closed club and deters people too much from interacting.
that being said, if you would like to be removed as a main for whatever reason, please message me ! i will clean out this list now and then and mostly take down or switch out urls upon the occurrence of a blog-move or blog deactivation, otherwise there is no time limit for being on this list nor will there be any measurement of interest based on activity. all i ask for is communication.
i've been shipping exclusively on the romantic front for a long time for management reasons, and it's always been one-sided. i personally do not care if someone ships with more versions of the same character as mine.
The world is entire, and I am outside of it, crying … —
katrien de blauwer / edith sitwell / e. m. forster / anaïs nin / virginia woolf / h. g. wells