Life As I Know It Is Changing, But Unlike Before, I Find Myself Happy To See Change.

sometimes i wish i could feel.

at the end of the day, i feel nothing

being drunk only enhances it.

Life and Death

hi guys, ive decided to start using my tumblr like a diary

heres a pic of me where i genuinely felt perfect

my hair was all fluffy and soft, and i had that "just woke up" glow to me

i felt so beautiful

that's all for now <3

- Shade, 4/8/24, 2:31 am

life has been so kind to me lately

Did really well on my 2nd human physiology exam!!! I'm really proud of myself cause I went in really tired and not having studied much the night before, but I think studying throughout the weeks beforehand helped a lot!!

Had another night of drinking with my friends and I felt so happy and at peace with the fact that my friends and I are living our lives the way we should 🙂

Haven't done much school work recently besides the bare minimum, but it still feels okay since I am keeping on top of it all and not falling too far behind

I applied to Pharmacy school!!! Still waiting to hear back, but I am not too worried since I have a guaranteed interview because of my program I am in. The actual interview is gonna be the hard part 🫠🫠 Hoping it goes well, but my program directors say I will do fine!!

I am no longer what you made me. I am not cruel or broken or cold.

I refuse to have a haunted heart.

anonymous ; found on pinterest

I know I’ve been reblogging a lot of stuff about Palestine recently, which might be off putting to some of you who followed me for art or tntduo or whatever else. Here’s what I have to say to you if you’re wondering why:

What’s happening in Palestine is genocide and it is the most important thing in the world to keep talking about it, no matter what your account usually looks like or how many followers you have or how much engagement you get.

If your account has an aesthetic, forget it. Talk about Palestine. If your account is dedicated to one thing and one thing only, drop it. Talk about Palestine. If you just got here and you only have 1 follower, it doesn’t matter. Talk. About. Palestine.

The more we talk the more we force people to remember, to look at the horror and death and despair they’ve cultivated against so many innocent lives.

Your voice matters. 🇵🇸

trying to grind hard so that my boyfriend can be my house husband one day

life is good 🙂

hoping I can keep this momentum up and last the semester without burning out!!

I want Richard Nixon's head on a pike

— Ocean Vuong, On Earth We’re Briefly Gorgeous