A Gentle Fact About This World Is That People Will Want To Help You. A Cruel Fact About It Is That You

Would I be an avatar of the Stranger, Archivist?

But I don't know anything about you! ...Oh

straight girls posing together for a pic:

lesbians posing together for a pic:

I love women who love women who love women

I know this is going to make me sound pretensions but I have to get it off my chest. I feel an unimaginable rage when someone posts a photo and is like "this picture looks like a renaissance painting lol" when the photo clearly has the lighting, colors and composition of a baroque or romantic painting. There are differences in these styles and those differences are important and labeling every "classical" looking painting as renaissance is annoying and upsetting to me. And anytime I come across one of those posts I have to put down my phone and go take a walk because they make me so mad

Wishing all of you a very merry "I suddenly have the motivation and time to write a minimum 10k fic"... please

For anyone who's confused with my page☝️☝️☝️

I know most people see their pets as their children but my cat is my roommate. The fact that she's an adult is so much funnier to me. She's had a rich, troubled kitty life, being a disabled homeless girl who got pregnant and was taken into a shelter and lived as a teenage mom raising her five kids. Watched her babies grow up, find themselves in adulthood and move on to their new families. A young empty nester, no husband, no property, no credit, no job, and social anxiety. She finally finds a roommate willing to pay rent, a young lesbian she can trust and become friends with. Except she has to deal with me baby talking her and scheduling her meals and giving her unwanted kisses on her little soft kitty head

spent a lot of time on tumblr as a teenage boy and due to my interests/ general culture of the site back 8 or so years ago, I would see a lot of radfem stuff and kinda just took it all on board uncritically ? I feel like it might’ve destroyed my self image + ability to socialise because I have this feeling like I am inherently evil no matter what. whenever I talk to women I can’t get out of my head that they are afraid of me/ think I am predatory. every interaction I am hyper focusing on my behaviour to make sure I am coming across as non-threatening. to the point where this is all I am concentrating on in any given interaction. this is just in normal social contexts btw, idek how to navigate a close friendship or anything romantic/sexual.

idk how to explain it apart from I feel like I’m evil and I need to ‘protect’ everybody from myself. so I try so hard to be easygoing and stay out of others’ way. and if somehow a person is interested in me, I think ‘this is what evil people do. they trick others into liking them’ and I will back away from the person as a way to ‘save them’.

I honestly wish I was a cis woman sometimes because I know that I would never have to worry about coming across as predatory/threatening.

it stresses me out so bad and there is no one irl I can talk to about this cos I don’t know how to properly explain it without sounding insane.

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I love lapcws anfwl so mucholeas