Reblog If Your Blog Is Safe For

Desde que eu a conheci, todos os dias são os mesmos, as horas, os minutos, os segundos… Tudo ao meu redor se iguala ao que já passou. Cada refeição é um momento de autoflagelação, se você está aqui, sabe exatamente como é. E eu me sinto… Assustada. Eu estou doente? Eu realmente tenho transtorno alimentar? Eu sou válida? Eu sou louca? Eu vou continuar vivendo assim por quanto tempo? Eu vou morrer assim? Por quê embora eu tente me recuperar (mesmo sendo forçada pela minha família), eu sinto que estou fraquejando? Deus, eu sei que você pode me ver, pode me ouvir, sabe exatamente o que eu penso, sabe exatamente o que se passa nessa mente conturbada… Eu não consigo mais viver assim, eu não aguento mais. Eu sinceramente estou cansada. 

here is your sign, if you needed one.

50 Skinny Quotes

“Hunger will not betray you like eating will”

“Hunger hurts, but starving works”

“Hungry to bed, hungry to rise, makes a girl a smaller size”

“Calories won’t make you happy”

“Starving is willpower”

“Pleasure to the lips adds pounds to the hip”

“Do not reward yourself with food, you are not a dog”

“If it was easy, everyone would be thin”

“I’m not telling you it’s going to be easy, I’m telling you it’s going to be worth it”

“Eat to live, but don’t live to eat”

“Hunger is your friend and it won’t betray you like eating will”

“Your stomach growling is the sound of your fat screaming”

“Everything looks good on skinny”

“Know that the pain will pass. When it passes you will be stronger, happier, and more aware“

“The greasy fry it cannot lie. Its truth is written on your thigh”

“Giving into food shows weakness, be strong and you will be better than everyone else”

“I made myself fat, I can make myself thin”

“If I eat anything, I’ll eat everything, so I eat nothing”

“Waking up thinner is worth going to bed hungry”

“Nothing tastes as good as skinny feels”

“Every calorie you eat equals another step towards destruction“

“Eating will not solve anything”

“Ballerina or beanbag?”

“No one ever got skinny sitting on their behind”

“You could die at any time and once you are dead, you will be that weight FOREVER, do you want to look fat when everyone comes by to see you in the coffin?”

“Eat less, weigh less”

“Starve my pain away, make me beautiful, make everything okay, turn my problems into bones, crush them up, gather the remains, blow away the dust“

“Junk food is cheap but thin is priceless“

“Never trade what you want most for what you want at the moment, it only leads to failure”

“For every day that you binge, it pushes back the day of your ultimate goal weight by a week”

“You only fail if you stop trying“

“You are not hungry, you are bored, learn the difference”

“ You will not regret getting skinny, but you will regret overeating”

“Do it so that people ask, “has she been eating?”“

“I am not there yet, but I am closer than I was yesterday”

“Need motivation to lose weight? Just sit in front of the mirror naked”

“If you are not hungry enough to eat an apple, you are not hungry”

“Dear stomach, you are not bored, you are hungry, so shut up”

“Stop eating, you must be beautiful”

“So you can show everyone who doubted you, you can do it”

“Coffee and smokes, and cold diet cokes, that’s what pretty girls are made of”

“Stay strong, and starve on”

“Inside us is a thin person struggling to get out, but she is too sedated with a few pieces of chocolate cake”

“Keep calm and hunger will pass”

“The fact that you are not where you want to be should be enough motivation”

“You’ll never get skinny if you keep on eating”

“An imperfect body reflects an imperfect person“

“The thinner is the winner“

“You cannot taste perfection, you can feel it“

“If you aren’t thin, you aren’t attractive“

EVERYONE DRINK WATER RIGHT NOW AND REBLOG TO KEEP THE HYDRATION GANG CHAIN GOING

Internet's been out but here's my January weight progress so far. Hope to be in the 50s by end of the month!

Reblog if

- You’re not the perfect ana/mia/ed sufferer

- You’re a healthy weight

- You’re overweight

- You’re underweight and still not satisfied

- You don’t have flawless skin

- You procrastinate relentlessly

- You fast all day only to fuck up and eat dinner and lunch in ten minutes flat

- You probably don’t drink enough water

- You don’t like tea

- You don’t get enough sleep

- You know deep down that even when you reach your GW you’re still going to want to stop existing

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Everyone on this site is so perfect

I’m sick of feeling alone

And I bet I’m not the only one

Thinspo Challenge

Recently posted stats but I'll redo basices Height 64.25in or 163.2cm CW 138.9lbs or 63kg GW 105lbs or 47.6kg

A quick list of things you are not:

damaged goods.

a burden.

worthless.

a failure.

stupid.

a waste of space.

weak.

a lost cause.

alone.

a whole bunch of links for a bad day

distract yourself + positivity

2048

control the weather (flash warning)

spend bill gates’ money

read a book

write without distractions

snickerdoodle mug cakes

recipes for when you’re low on spoons

khan academy

an aggressive reminder

1000 awesome everyday things

make a picrew of a worm on a string

bongo cat

useless websites

emergency compliments

a nice uquiz

more useless websites

sketch comedy

sculpt something

guess google searches

white noise

rain

customizable

coffee shop

thunderstorm + fireplace

rain on a tin roof

rain + traffic

train sounds

a fan

catharsis

scream into the void

cut your screen (trigger warning)

break glass

self-care

inexpensive self-care

small acts of self-care

develop a self-care plan

do nothing for two minutes

cope with:

common sleep problems (+solutions)

nightmares

stress

stress 2

are you stressed or depressed?

homework stress

an eating disorder

things to do instead of harming yourself

trauma

anger

worrying

grief

a breakup

the suicide of a loved one

bullying

is this relationship harmful?

sexual assault

obsessive-compulsive disorder

obsessive-compulsive disorder 2

suicidal thoughts

help

a whole bunch of hotlines

more hotlines

suicide hotlines

talk to someone

active positivity blogs

@positivityreblogs

@positivitie

@recoverystuff

@survivor-positivity

@ocdiscourse

@positivelypastelpink

@positiveautistic

@mental–healthawareness

@slfcare

@traumasurvivors

@softheartedsuggestion

remember:

drink some water

eat something if you haven’t in a while

take a break

sleep if you need to

you’re doing amazing i love you

My dash got real dark real quick today.

Normally I'm here for the ed (sheeran) memes but there are no memes today only pain and sadness.

Please be careful guys I'm begging you. January is the hardest month of the year for most people. My birthday is the one day of the year with the highest suicide rates. But please just make it to spring. We'll have a community picnic and go for walks together. You'll be alright. Just please try to hang on.