i really don’t know why i’m coming back in depressed-like state, i don’t wanna seem a crybaby too much. like, i don’t have any issues now, my grades are not bad, i have tons of friends around me - but still, like i was saying earlier: i’m crying almost every night, i feel some sort of pain inside me, like i’ve done anything wrong or seen something too sad (hello spider-man vids from tiktok-). i hope it will pass soon, because i don't wanna go back to that state, when I was not eating well or sleeping well again
abt video, actually i’m not kidding. When i stopped making something good out of myself, it was like a weight was lifted off my shoulders. but don’t think i’m that bad, i still have some feelings unlike zuccey
john truman carter iii in episode 08x02 "the longer you stay"
Michael j fox/ Marty studies. Did my best, though I'm not sure I captured his likeness well enough. I love Michael's constant smoldering like hot guy stare it's beautiful 😭
sometimes i do things and think. "hmm. i wonder if bill gates has done this before."
for example, i could be in the kitchen eating cereal straight from the box and be like "i wonder if bill ever did the same when he was younger... or even now..." and the worst part of it is that i keep doing it with the most normal things like eating a sandwich or something
i should turn this into an edit blog
I hate “focus” thing, I don't understand how to set it😭
It's spring…I think it's time to return to era of The Social Network
based, george is the best beatle
yess