inferiority complex so high that feeling like "i'm not that bad" is my god complex
currently feeling very “and autumn comes when you’re not yet done with the summer passing by” send help
“slut slut slut” i chant into the mirror. and there he appears behind me. sirius orion black.
I have dreams of you asking me better questions. Your desire to know more makes the love feel fuller. Then I open my eyes and you’re never as curious as I want
james “you know how to ball” potter
regulus “i know aristotle” black
One thing I love about studying math is that when you ask any fellow student or prof why they went into math we all say it’s because we find it beautiful. It’s so diametrically opposed to the opinion that everyone else has about math that it feels like some kind of virus that infects you and makes you unable to study anything else
Ur mysterious dream girl is pulling on a push door
feeling like all your friends have much more fun with each other than with you
being relieved at accomplishments rather than feeling a sense of achievement
feeling like you're missing when you're alone, but when with other people all you want is to be alone
anytime you say a bit too much you feel like you've overshared and should literally keep shut all the time
anytime someone laughs you immediately assume its about you or directed at you
you hate being humiliated in even the tiniest way
headphones aren't enough, I need sufjan stevens to shoot me
being single on valentines day is hard but also being friendless is a fucking stab in the heart