Current DR

CONVERSATION THINGS TO SCRIPT

💭 for the awkward people (me) 💭

You always know how to add yourselves into conversations naturally.

People actually listen and value what you say.

You don’t get anxious around new people and won’t stammer.

No one cuts you off when you are speaking.

You will never accidentally cross boundaries.

You always know what to say and how to fill awkward silences.

You can keep up with conversations that change all the time.

Everyone around you genuinely really likes talking to you and know they can trust you with whatever they have going on.

The people you talk to are always aware if you’re being sarcastic and never take anything to heart.

You know how to put your thoughts and emotions into words.

(^) You are good with your words. (Flirting, comforting, etc)

A/N: Feels like I said ‘You’ too many times..sorry for that. Posts pretty short…so at least you don’t have to add much into your script? 🤗

brother DR: I don't have a brother in CR. so here's something:

my brother is a cinephile, 1 or 2 years younger than I, calls me "Aapi" and takes advice from me for literally all things cinema

he and I have an online rivalry (ironically) in our alt accounts on Facebook.

he tells me about his dating life, and I jokingly judge him for it. but I advise well.

he's popular in his friend group, and he is very respectful of me.

I yell at him a lot cuz...siblings

we have two sisters, who are my sisters in CR (I will always include my CR family in every family DR, because they're the apples of my life and I can't and do not want to shift without them).

my s/o and my brother have a great relationship, he calls my s/o "Bhai".

he has a batcave type room, the whole family makes fun of it.

he's more pretty looking than handsome, which makes it a family bet of who's prettier among the sibling. my sisters and I win. he loses.

my youngest sister and he fight the most.

his favorite sister is our other sister. they have the sweetest relationship.

"if no one perceives something, it doesn't exist"

i stopped perceiving my acne. Allah remembered me.

just decided i need a brooklyn nine-nine DR

Realizing that sleeping—something I do all the time— includes my consciousness detaching from my CR body helped me address my subconscious fears pertaining to shifting.

And this tweet had me thinking about how it’s the same method we use to shift!

s/o motivation (part II)

seeing their eyes light up the second they see you

them cooking (or trying to) their favorite food for you

them talking as fast as they can when you mention one of their interests

dancing in your kitchen together

kissing the bridge of their nose and they laugh

just being the reason they smile and laugh

them stuttering when you walk into a room

wearing their clothes, them complaining about it, but in reality they love it 

them trying to do something by themselves, but then you help them and you look to see them watching you with pure admiration on their face

being each other’s wallpapers

them messing with your hair to help you fall asleep

them never being able to stop talking about you (you’re the same way)

being as weird as possible with each other without feeling embarrassed 

them moving your hair aside to put your necklace on

sharing earbuds

listening to the same songs at the same time while apart

them smiling to themselves but trying not to move when you fall asleep on them

them pulling you into their arms

them not being able to contain their excitement when you open a gift from them 

you not being able to contain your excitement when they open a gift from you 

them tucking your hair behind your ear (vice versa)

tracing the features of their face and they lean into your touch

every time they kiss you it feels like the first time

them holding you hand in the car before an event and fidgeting with your rings

going to look at them but they’re already looking at you

walking together and accidentally bumping each other because you guys can’t walk straight

turning over in bed and they reach their arms out to you and move closer 

them sleeping on your chest listening to your heartbeat

watching a movie and they fall asleep before you, even though they claimed they weren’t tired

you thinking your unloveable but they love you like it’s breathing air 

them being mad but they will never raise their voice or take it out on you 

them randomly smacking you with a pillow because they want attention

not only are they there for you but you’re there for them, when they’re sad and feel as if the weight of the world is falling on them, you get to hold them and tell them you’ll always be there for them 

being loved and in love.

I am relaxed. everything works out.

"This autumn will be yours. I believe in you, you got this."

gently shifting to my reality

this life has found me

how life's been feeling ever since I started assuming in my favour. I've been making genuine, cool friends, getting everything I want, experiencing cool shit, body is so tea and I no longer live in the past, I feel so free 𓏲˚ ۪