Am I A Piece Of Shit Or Pile Of Trash? Why Do I Keep Attracting These So Called "goddesses" And "mistresses"

Am I a piece of shit or pile of trash? Why do I keep attracting these so called "goddesses" and "mistresses" who want to "train" and/or "own" me. Stop buzzing around me like flies and filling up my inbox like maggots. I'm NOT a sissy and I don't need your "training" or desire to pay someone to tell me what to do. I apologize if you're into such a thing, but personally I feel it's pathetic on both ends.